this is the depressing chapter 6
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(so sorry for the people who waited for story of a ファン I had some problems with 書く the story apparently it had been deleted によって mistake before I published it)
vanessa is still at the M.A.C still shocked of the relationship between the girl she met on a ショップ and her celebrity 愛 taylor lautner in which she knows she has no choice.
chapter6 locked in my own heart
they looked so happy together,like they were ment to be.
the interviewers were still interviewing Teresa asking her how does she feel in being the lucky girl.
i would of told them how the unlucky people feel when the person they 愛 is with someone else.
taylor's face expression was bored and tired.
the reason that made me remain there was that taylor lautner wanted me to come but i wish he would had 発言しました he hated me and he never wanted to see me again.
if it was that way it would have been better,knowing he hates me wouldve hurt painfully but not もっと見る than how あなた realise he likes you...not quite as a friend...more like a stranger but still likes you..
without having a chance in being with him.
that was the most painful part for me.
he moved and now he was near the crowds of people who where watching him in what he was doing.
He was heading to me and i didnt know...what do do i was staring, my eyes couldnt change the direction where they where looking and i continuosly stared at him,but he's face wasnt really a happy one.
He was closer than he would had ever been,i think he did so for someone to not hear something and i was suspicious how would that affect taylor.
he opened his mouth preparing to speak then he sighed.
"I think its not a good idea for あなた to stay here"
and that was it ....those words forming a sentence i would had never wanted to hear though...i knew i wasnt going to wait that long for him to say that.
and i couldnt say anything until i noticed he walked away
some 質問 got in my mind one によって one
"is taylor afraid that rumours would tell im his girlfriend?"," teresa doesnt want me here because i met taylor for a total of 10 minutes?
and the 質問 kept going on without me having a chance to answer them.
but now the reason didnt matter,it was those words that hurt and the 画像 i have in my head with him makes "forgetting him"too hard.
in those seconds,with all the noises from outside I didnt hear anything,not even what was in my mind and i felt ...angry
though i knew it was useless.
I looked at the big clock tower that stood in my right,I wasnt going to be late at ホーム at least.
I remembered I had left my bicycle somewhere but i just couldnt remember where.
I walked looking carelessly after my bike.
a ロスト bike didnt make me feel i truly ロスト something but a guy ive never got the chance to tell him what i feel did make me feel bad.
If i add the 分 ivef talked to him it would not be もっと見る than 7 minutes,but at least i met him in person unlike other ファン who only see him in their dreams.
I saw with with the corner of my eye the wheels from my bicycle and i felt a bit happy,just because it ment i didnt need to stay another 分 in the place bad memories would remind me.
Everyone looked once again at my bad combination of elegant dress-converse shoes-and a bike.
A child that reminded me of my brother pointed me out.
On the way to my ホーム i decided to tell my mum mainly the truth,that i was invited によって "someone" to the movie award ceremony and that i left early because i had an argument with a woman.
I was almost there, i felt the pressure of sickness,it was probably because i didnt eat a thing today.
For the first time i felt i was lucky to have the keys to the house,it would have been alot worse my mum to open it...
the door was already opened which was either a good thing または a bad thing...it ment they expected me to come ホーム early.
When i got in, the テレビ was loudly open and i didnt know what to expect.
-"Vanessa! your early,arent you"
i should had known i had to wait もっと見る until i came ホーム my mum figured out something によって now.
-"I saw あなた on the tv" sayed rob mad ,i guess he wanted to appear on it too.
before i wanted to say something my mum continued
-"and あなた where talking to taylor lautner"
My brain cells instantly froze it was helplessly,whenever i would hear about him,I would feel something.
My mum noticed I didnt reply and came to me closer.
-"What's wrong Vanessa?...I thought you'd be happy going to M.A.C"
I shook my head to recover and smiled fakely so no one would notice something
-"It's just that M.A.C finished"then I frowned comicly though I was afraid I was 芝居 to stupidish...
-"It was so short...shorter than I expected..."
I repeated those words that I have sayed out loud...
I couldnt resist anymore...
junks of tears surrounded my eyes as I've put my hands on face and fell on my knees.
-"Vanessa!,are あなた okay, what happened?"
I couldnt hold myself,It was worse than I would've ever expected.I never wanted someone to see this scene...especially my mum and brother at the same time.
I didnt realise I was half-unconcious for a long time as my mum brought me in my room away from my brother and she was sitting on the corner of my bead.
I layed on my ベッド away from my mum's face and waited for her to start asking questions.
-"Vanessa I wont ask あなた to give me a summery but...who did this to you?"
I smiled...it would have seemed weird to tell my mum I'm desperately in 愛 with a celebrity.
-"no one did this to me...I did this to myself"
my mum was surprised but I continued.
-"I fell in 愛 with someone I already knew it would have been impossible to have but I still continued"
my mum didnt say a word for a few 分 analysing what I sayed and then hugged me without saying anything.
she knew how much I hated to answer 質問 when I felt...bad
tommorow was monday I needed to go to school...
My ハート, 心 was locked...only he had the key to my heart...
..................................................
(so sorry for the people who waited for story of a ファン I had some problems with 書く the story apparently it had been deleted によって mistake before I published it)
vanessa is still at the M.A.C still shocked of the relationship between the girl she met on a ショップ and her celebrity 愛 taylor lautner in which she knows she has no choice.
chapter6 locked in my own heart
they looked so happy together,like they were ment to be.
the interviewers were still interviewing Teresa asking her how does she feel in being the lucky girl.
i would of told them how the unlucky people feel when the person they 愛 is with someone else.
taylor's face expression was bored and tired.
the reason that made me remain there was that taylor lautner wanted me to come but i wish he would had 発言しました he hated me and he never wanted to see me again.
if it was that way it would have been better,knowing he hates me wouldve hurt painfully but not もっと見る than how あなた realise he likes you...not quite as a friend...more like a stranger but still likes you..
without having a chance in being with him.
that was the most painful part for me.
he moved and now he was near the crowds of people who where watching him in what he was doing.
He was heading to me and i didnt know...what do do i was staring, my eyes couldnt change the direction where they where looking and i continuosly stared at him,but he's face wasnt really a happy one.
He was closer than he would had ever been,i think he did so for someone to not hear something and i was suspicious how would that affect taylor.
he opened his mouth preparing to speak then he sighed.
"I think its not a good idea for あなた to stay here"
and that was it ....those words forming a sentence i would had never wanted to hear though...i knew i wasnt going to wait that long for him to say that.
and i couldnt say anything until i noticed he walked away
some 質問 got in my mind one によって one
"is taylor afraid that rumours would tell im his girlfriend?"," teresa doesnt want me here because i met taylor for a total of 10 minutes?
and the 質問 kept going on without me having a chance to answer them.
but now the reason didnt matter,it was those words that hurt and the 画像 i have in my head with him makes "forgetting him"too hard.
in those seconds,with all the noises from outside I didnt hear anything,not even what was in my mind and i felt ...angry
though i knew it was useless.
I looked at the big clock tower that stood in my right,I wasnt going to be late at ホーム at least.
I remembered I had left my bicycle somewhere but i just couldnt remember where.
I walked looking carelessly after my bike.
a ロスト bike didnt make me feel i truly ロスト something but a guy ive never got the chance to tell him what i feel did make me feel bad.
If i add the 分 ivef talked to him it would not be もっと見る than 7 minutes,but at least i met him in person unlike other ファン who only see him in their dreams.
I saw with with the corner of my eye the wheels from my bicycle and i felt a bit happy,just because it ment i didnt need to stay another 分 in the place bad memories would remind me.
Everyone looked once again at my bad combination of elegant dress-converse shoes-and a bike.
A child that reminded me of my brother pointed me out.
On the way to my ホーム i decided to tell my mum mainly the truth,that i was invited によって "someone" to the movie award ceremony and that i left early because i had an argument with a woman.
I was almost there, i felt the pressure of sickness,it was probably because i didnt eat a thing today.
For the first time i felt i was lucky to have the keys to the house,it would have been alot worse my mum to open it...
the door was already opened which was either a good thing または a bad thing...it ment they expected me to come ホーム early.
When i got in, the テレビ was loudly open and i didnt know what to expect.
-"Vanessa! your early,arent you"
i should had known i had to wait もっと見る until i came ホーム my mum figured out something によって now.
-"I saw あなた on the tv" sayed rob mad ,i guess he wanted to appear on it too.
before i wanted to say something my mum continued
-"and あなた where talking to taylor lautner"
My brain cells instantly froze it was helplessly,whenever i would hear about him,I would feel something.
My mum noticed I didnt reply and came to me closer.
-"What's wrong Vanessa?...I thought you'd be happy going to M.A.C"
I shook my head to recover and smiled fakely so no one would notice something
-"It's just that M.A.C finished"then I frowned comicly though I was afraid I was 芝居 to stupidish...
-"It was so short...shorter than I expected..."
I repeated those words that I have sayed out loud...
I couldnt resist anymore...
junks of tears surrounded my eyes as I've put my hands on face and fell on my knees.
-"Vanessa!,are あなた okay, what happened?"
I couldnt hold myself,It was worse than I would've ever expected.I never wanted someone to see this scene...especially my mum and brother at the same time.
I didnt realise I was half-unconcious for a long time as my mum brought me in my room away from my brother and she was sitting on the corner of my bead.
I layed on my ベッド away from my mum's face and waited for her to start asking questions.
-"Vanessa I wont ask あなた to give me a summery but...who did this to you?"
I smiled...it would have seemed weird to tell my mum I'm desperately in 愛 with a celebrity.
-"no one did this to me...I did this to myself"
my mum was surprised but I continued.
-"I fell in 愛 with someone I already knew it would have been impossible to have but I still continued"
my mum didnt say a word for a few 分 analysing what I sayed and then hugged me without saying anything.
she knew how much I hated to answer 質問 when I felt...bad
tommorow was monday I needed to go to school...
My ハート, 心 was locked...only he had the key to my heart...
For those who 愛 him, it's もっと見る screen time. And for those who hate him, it's a chance to see the hunky teen get pulled limb from limb.
The New Moon 星, つ星 has landed yet another muscles-required role, this time that of action hero Stretch Armstrong in an upcoming Universal film based on the Hasbro toy.
Which, によって the way, will be shot with that snazzy new 3-D technology.
"In the past two years, Taylor has emerged as a real 星, つ星 at the global box office," says Universal Pictures cochair Donna Langley. "He brings the perfect balance of energy and athleticism to the role of an unlikely super hero with a fantastic super power. We couldn't be もっと見る pleased that he has agreed to be our Stretch."
Expect Stretch Armstrong to spring into theaters in 2012.
The New Moon 星, つ星 has landed yet another muscles-required role, this time that of action hero Stretch Armstrong in an upcoming Universal film based on the Hasbro toy.
Which, によって the way, will be shot with that snazzy new 3-D technology.
"In the past two years, Taylor has emerged as a real 星, つ星 at the global box office," says Universal Pictures cochair Donna Langley. "He brings the perfect balance of energy and athleticism to the role of an unlikely super hero with a fantastic super power. We couldn't be もっと見る pleased that he has agreed to be our Stretch."
Expect Stretch Armstrong to spring into theaters in 2012.