A Game of Thrones page 560
Sansa
“He wouldn’t send Ser Loras,” Sansa told Jeyne
Poole that night as they shared a cold supper by lamplight.
“I think it was because of his leg.”
Lord Eddard had taken his supper in his bedchamber
with Alyn, Harwin, and Vayon Poole, the better to rest his
broken leg, and Septa Mordane had complained of sore
feet after standing in the gallery all day. Arya was supposed
to join them, but she was late coming back from her
dancing lesson.
“His leg?” Jeyne said uncertainly. She was a pretty, darkhaired
girl of Sansa’s own age. “Did Ser Loras hurt his
leg?”
“Not his leg,” Sansa said, nibbling delicately at a chicken
leg. “Father’s leg, silly. It hurts him ever so much, it makes
him cross. Otherwise I’m certain he would have sent Ser
Loras.”
Her father’s decision still bewildered her. When the
Knight of Flowers had spoken up, she’d been sure she was
about to see one of Old Nan’s stories come to life. Ser
Gregor was the monster and Ser Loras the true hero who
would slay him. He even looked a true hero, so slim and
beautiful, with golden roses around his slender waist and
his rich brown hair tumbling down into his eyes. And then
Father had refused him! It had upset her more than she
could tell. She had said as much to Septa Mordane as they
descended the stairs from the gallery, but the septa had
only told her it was not her place to question her lord
father’s decisions.
That was when Lord Baelish had said, “Oh, I don’t know,
Septa. Some of her lord father’s decisions could do with a
bit of questioning. The young lady is as wise as she is
lovely.” He made a sweeping bow to Sansa, so deep she
was not quite sure if she was being complimented or
mocked.
Septa Mordane had been very upset to realize that Lord
Baelish had overheard them. “The girl was just talking, my
lord,” she’d said. “Foolish chatter. She meant nothing by the
comment.”
Lord Baelish stroked his little pointed beard and said,
“Nothing? Tell me, child, why would you have sent Ser
Loras?”
Sansa had no choice but to explain about heroes and
monsters. The king’s councilor smiled. “Well, those are not
the reasons I’d have given, but . . .” He had touched her
cheek, his thumb lightly tracing the line of a cheekbone.
“Life is not a song, sweetling. You may learn that one day to
your sorrow.”
Sansa did not feel like telling all that to Jeyne, however; it
made her uneasy just to think back on it.
“Ser Ilyn’s the King’s Justice, not Ser Loras,” Jeyne said.
“Lord Eddard should have sent him.”
Sansa shuddered. Every time she looked at Ser Ilyn
Payne, she shivered. He made her feel as though
something dead were slithering over her naked skin. “Ser
Ilyn’s almost like a second monster. I’m glad Father didn’t
pick him.”
“Lord Beric is as much a hero as Ser Loras. He’s ever so
brave and gallant.”
“I suppose,” Sansa said doubtfully. Beric Dondarrion was
handsome enough, but he was awfully old, almost twentytwo;
the Knight of Flowers would have been much better. Of
course, Jeyne had been in love with Lord Beric ever since
she had first glimpsed him in the lists. Sansa thought she
was being silly; Jeyne was only a steward’s daughter, after
all, and no matter how much she mooned after him, Lord
Beric would never look at someone so far beneath him,
even if she hadn’t been half his age.
It would have been unkind to say so, however, so Sansa
took a sip of milk and changed the subject. “I had a dream
that Joffrey would be the one to take the white hart,” she
said. It had been more of a wish, actually, but it sounded
better to call it a dream. Everyone knew that dreams were
prophetic. White harts were supposed to be very rare and
magical, and in her heart she knew her gallant prince was
worthier than his drunken father. “A dream? Truly? Did
Prince Joffrey just go up to it and touch it with his bare hand
and do it no harm?”
“No,” Sansa said. “He shot it with a golden arrow and
brought it back for me.” In the songs, the knights never
killed magical beasts, they just went up to them and
touched them and did them no harm, but she knew Joffrey
liked hunting, especially the killing part. Only animals,
though. Sansa was certain her prince had no part in
murdering Jory and those other poor men; that had been
his wicked uncle, the Kingslayer. She knew her father was
still angry about that, but it wasn’t fair to blame Joff. That
would be like blaming her for something that Arya had
done.
“I saw your sister this afternoon,” Jeyne blurted out, as if
she’d been reading Sansa’s thoughts. “She was walking
through the stables on her hands. Why would she do a thing
like that?”
“I’m sure I don’t know why Arya does anything.” Sansa
hated stables, smelly places full of manure and flies. Even
when she went riding, she liked the boy to saddle the horse
and bring it to her in the yard. “Do you want to hear about
the court or not?”
“I do,” Jeyne said.
“There-was a black brother,” Sansa said, “begging men
for the Wall, only he was kind of old and smelly.” She hadn’t
liked that at all. She had always imagined the Night’s
Watch to be men like Uncle Benjen. In the songs, they were
called the black knights of the Wall. But this man had been
crookbacked and hideous, and he looked as though he
might have lice. If this was what the Night’s Watch was truly
like, she felt sorry for her bastard half brother, Jon. “Father
asked if there were any knights in the hall who would do
honor to their houses by taking the black, but no one came
forward, so he gave this Yoren his pick of the king’s
dungeons and sent him on his way. And later these two
brothers came before him, freeriders from the Dornish
Marches, and pledged their swords to the service of the
king. Father accepted their oaths . . .”
Jeyne yawned. “Are there any lemon cakes?”
Sansa did not like being interrupted, but she had to
admit, lemon cakes sounded more interesting than most of
what had gone on in the throne room. “Let’s see,” she said.
The kitchen yielded no lemon cakes, but they did find half
of a cold strawberry pie, and that was almost as good. They
ate it on the tower steps, giggling and gossiping and
sharing secrets, and Sansa went to bed that night feeling
almost as wicked as Arya.
The next morning she woke before first light and crept
sleepily to her window to watch Lord Beric form up his men.
They rode out as dawn was breaking over the city, with
three banners going before them; the crowned stag of the
king flew from the high staff, the direwolf of Stark and Lord
Beric’s own forked lightning standard from shorter poles. It
was all so exciting, a song come to life; the clatter of
swords, the flicker of torchlight, banners dancing in the
wind, horses snorting and whinnying, the golden glow of
sunrise slanting through the bars of the portcullis as it
jerked upward. The Winterfell men looked especially fine in
their silvery mail and long grey cloaks.
Alyn carried the Stark banner. When she saw him rein in
beside Lord Beric to exchange words, it made Sansa feel
ever so proud. Alyn was handsomer than Jory had been; he
was going to be a knight one day.
The Tower of the Hand seemed so empty after they left
that Sansa was even pleased to see Arya when she went
down to break her fast. “Where is everyone?” her sister
wanted to know as she ripped the skin from a blood
orange. “Did Father send them to hunt down Jaime
Lannister?”
Sansa sighed. “They rode with Lord Beric, to behead Ser
Gregor Clegane.” She turned to Septa Mordane, who was
eating porridge with a wooden spoon. “Septa, will Lord
Beric spike Ser Gregor’s head on his own gate or bring it
back here for the king?” She and Jeyne Poole had been
arguing over that last night.
The septa was horror-struck. “A lady does not discuss
such things over her porridge. Where are your courtesies,
Sansa? I swear, of late you’ve been near as bad as your
sister.”
“What did Gregor do?” Arya asked.
“He burned down a holdfast and murdered a lot of people,
women and children too.”
Arya screwed up her face in a scowl. “Jaime Lannister
murdered Jory and Heward and Wyl, and the Hound
murdered Mycah. Somebody should have beheaded them.”
“It’s not the same,” Sansa said. “The Hound is Joffrey’s
sworn shield. Your butcher’s boy attacked the prince.”
“Liar,” Arya said. Her hand clenched the blood orange so
hard that red juice oozed between her fingers.
“Go ahead, call me all the names you want,” Sansa said
airily. “You won’t dare when I’m married to Joffrey. You’ll
have to bow to me and call me Your Grace.” She shrieked
as Arya flung the orange across the table. It caught her in
the middle of the forehead with a wet squish and plopped
down into her lap.
“You have juice on your face, Your Grace,” Arya said.
It was running down her nose and stinging her eyes.
Sansa wiped it away with a napkin. When she saw what the
fruit in her lap had done to her beautiful ivory silk dress, she
shrieked again. “You’re horrible,” she screamed at her
sister. “They should have killed you instead of Lady!”
Septa Mordane came lurching to her feet. “Your lord
father will hear of this! Go to your chambers, at once. At
once!”
“Me too?” Tears welled in Sansa’s eyes. “That’s not fair.”
“The matter is not subject to discussion. Go!”
Sansa stalked away with her head up. She was to be a
queen, and queens did not cry. At least not where people
could see. When she reached her bedchamber, she barred
the door and took off her dress. The blood orange had left a
blotchy red stain on the silk. “I hate her!” she screamed.
She balled up the dress and flung it into the cold hearth, on
top of the ashes of last night’s fire. When she saw that the
stain had bled through onto her underskirt, she began to
sob despite herself. She ripped off the rest of her clothes
wildly, threw herself into bed, and cried herself back to
sleep.
It was midday when Septa Mordane knocked upon her
door. “Sansa. Your lord father will see you now.”
Sansa sat up. “Lady,” she whispered. For a moment it
was as if the direwolf was there in the room, looking at her
with those golden eyes, sad and knowing. She had been
dreaming, she realized. Lady was with her, and they were
running together, and . . . and . . . trying to remember was
like trying to catch the rain with her fingers. The dream
faded, and Lady was dead again.
“Sansa.” The rap came again, sharply. “Do you hear me?”
“Yes, Septa,” she called out. “Might I have a moment to
dress, please?” Her eyes were red from crying, but she did
her best to make herself beautiful.
Lord Eddard was bent over a huge leather-bound book
when Septa Mordane marched her into the solar, his
plaster-wrapped leg stiff beneath the table. “Come here,
Sansa,” he said, not unkindly, when the septa had gone for
her sister. “Sit beside me.” He closed the book.
Septa Mordane returned with Arya squirming in her
grasp. Sansa had put on a lovely pale green damask gown
and a look of remorse, but her sister was still wearing the
ratty leathers and roughspun she’d worn at breakfast. “Here
is the other one,” the septa announced.
“My thanks, Septa Mordane. I would talk to my daughters
alone, if you would be so kind.” The septa bowed and left.
“Arya started it,” Sansa said quickly, anxious to have the
first word. “She called me a liar and threw an orange at me
and spoiled my dress, the ivory silk, the one Queen Cersei
gave me when I was betrothed to Prince Joffrey. She hates
that I’m going to marry the prince. She tries to spoil
everything, Father, she can’t stand for anything to be
beautiful or nice or splendid.”
“Enough, Sansa.” Lord Eddard’s voice was sharp with
impatience.
Arya raised her eyes. “I’m sorry, Father. I was wrong and I
beg my sweet sister’s forgiveness.”
Sansa was so startled that for a moment she was
speechless. Finally she found her voice. “What about my
dress?”
“Maybe . . . I could wash it,” Arya said doubtfully.
“Washing won’t do any good,” Sansa said. “Not if you
scrubbed all day and all night. The silk is ruined.”
“Then I’ll . . . make you a new one,” Arya said.
Sansa threw back her head in disdain. “You? You couldn’t
sew a dress fit to clean the pigsties.”
Their father sighed. “I did not call you here to talk of
dresses. I’m sending you both back to Winterfell.”
For the second time Sansa found herself too stunned for
words. She felt her eyes grow moist again.
“You can’t,” Arya said.
“Please, Father,” Sansa managed at last. “Please don’t.”
Eddard Stark favored his daughters with a tired smile. “At
last we’ve found something you agree on.”
“I didn’t do anything wrong,” Sansa pleaded with him. “I
don’t want to go back.” She loved King’s Landing; the
pagaentry of the court, the high lords and ladies in their
velvets and silks and gemstones, the great city with all its
people. The tournament had been the most magical time of
her whole life, and there was so much she had not seen yet,
harvest feasts and masked balls and mummer shows. She
could not bear the thought of losing it all. “Send Arya away,
she started it, Father, I swear it. I’ll be good, you’ll see, just
let me stay and I promise to be as fine and noble and
courteous as the queen.”
Father’s mouth twitched strangely. “Sansa, I’m not
sending you away for fighting, though the gods know I’m
sick of you two squabbling. I want you back in Winterfell for
your own safety. Three of my men were cut down like dogs
not a league from where we sit, and what does Robert do?
He goes hunting.”
Arya was chewing at her lip in that disgusting way she
had. “Can we take Syrio back with us?”
“Who cares about your stupid dancing master?” Sansa
flared. “Father, I only just now remembered, I can’t go away,
I’m to marry Prince Joffrey.” She tried to smile bravely for
him. “I love him, Father, I truly truly do, I love him as much as
Queen Naerys loved Prince Aemon the Dragonknight, as
much as Jonquil loved Ser Florian. I want to be his queen
and have his babies.”
“Sweet one,” her father said gently, “listen to me. When
you’re old enough, I will make you a match with a high lord
who’s worthy of you, someone brave and gentle and strong.
This match with Joffrey was a terrible mistake. That boy is
no Prince Aemon, you must believe me.”
“He is!” Sansa insisted. “I don’t want someone brave and
gentle, I want him. We’ll be ever so happy, just like in the
songs, you’ll see. I’ll give him a son with golden hair, and
one day he’ll be the king of all the realm, the greatest king
that ever was, as brave as the wolf and as proud as the
lion.”
Arya made a face. “Not if Joffrey’s his father,” she said.
“He’s a liar and a craven and anyhow he’s a stag, not a
lion.”
Sansa felt tears in her eyes. “He is not! He’s not the least
bit like that old drunken king,” she screamed at her sister,
forgetting herself in her grief.
Father looked at her strangely. “Gods,” he swore softly,
“out of the mouth of babes . . .” He shouted for Septa
Mordane. To the girls he said, “I am looking for a fast
trading galley to take you home. These days, the sea is
safer than the kingsroad. You will sail as soon as I can find
a proper ship, with Septa Mordane and a complement of
guards . . . and yes, with Syrio Forel, if he agrees to enter
my service. But say nothing of this. It’s better if no one
knows of our plans. We’ll talk again tomorrow.”
Sansa cried as Septa Mordane marched them down the
steps. They were going to take it all away; the tournaments
and the court and her prince, everything, they were going to
send her back to the bleak grey walls of Winterfell and lock
her up forever. Her life was over before it had begun.
“Stop that weeping, child,” Septa Mordane said sternly. “I
am certain your lord father knows what is best for you.”
“It won’t be so bad, Sansa,” Arya said. “We’re going to
sail on a galley. It will be an adventure, and then we’ll be
with Bran and Robb again, and Old Nan and Hodor and the
rest.” She touched her on the arm.
“Hodor!” Sansa yelled. “You ought to marry Hodor, you’re
just like him, stupid and hairy and ugly!” She wrenched
away from her sister’s hand, stormed into her bedchamber,
and barred the door behind her.
Sansa
“He wouldn’t send Ser Loras,” Sansa told Jeyne
Poole that night as they shared a cold supper by lamplight.
“I think it was because of his leg.”
Lord Eddard had taken his supper in his bedchamber
with Alyn, Harwin, and Vayon Poole, the better to rest his
broken leg, and Septa Mordane had complained of sore
feet after standing in the gallery all day. Arya was supposed
to join them, but she was late coming back from her
dancing lesson.
“His leg?” Jeyne said uncertainly. She was a pretty, darkhaired
girl of Sansa’s own age. “Did Ser Loras hurt his
leg?”
“Not his leg,” Sansa said, nibbling delicately at a chicken
leg. “Father’s leg, silly. It hurts him ever so much, it makes
him cross. Otherwise I’m certain he would have sent Ser
Loras.”
Her father’s decision still bewildered her. When the
Knight of Flowers had spoken up, she’d been sure she was
about to see one of Old Nan’s stories come to life. Ser
Gregor was the monster and Ser Loras the true hero who
would slay him. He even looked a true hero, so slim and
beautiful, with golden roses around his slender waist and
his rich brown hair tumbling down into his eyes. And then
Father had refused him! It had upset her more than she
could tell. She had said as much to Septa Mordane as they
descended the stairs from the gallery, but the septa had
only told her it was not her place to question her lord
father’s decisions.
That was when Lord Baelish had said, “Oh, I don’t know,
Septa. Some of her lord father’s decisions could do with a
bit of questioning. The young lady is as wise as she is
lovely.” He made a sweeping bow to Sansa, so deep she
was not quite sure if she was being complimented or
mocked.
Septa Mordane had been very upset to realize that Lord
Baelish had overheard them. “The girl was just talking, my
lord,” she’d said. “Foolish chatter. She meant nothing by the
comment.”
Lord Baelish stroked his little pointed beard and said,
“Nothing? Tell me, child, why would you have sent Ser
Loras?”
Sansa had no choice but to explain about heroes and
monsters. The king’s councilor smiled. “Well, those are not
the reasons I’d have given, but . . .” He had touched her
cheek, his thumb lightly tracing the line of a cheekbone.
“Life is not a song, sweetling. You may learn that one day to
your sorrow.”
Sansa did not feel like telling all that to Jeyne, however; it
made her uneasy just to think back on it.
“Ser Ilyn’s the King’s Justice, not Ser Loras,” Jeyne said.
“Lord Eddard should have sent him.”
Sansa shuddered. Every time she looked at Ser Ilyn
Payne, she shivered. He made her feel as though
something dead were slithering over her naked skin. “Ser
Ilyn’s almost like a second monster. I’m glad Father didn’t
pick him.”
“Lord Beric is as much a hero as Ser Loras. He’s ever so
brave and gallant.”
“I suppose,” Sansa said doubtfully. Beric Dondarrion was
handsome enough, but he was awfully old, almost twentytwo;
the Knight of Flowers would have been much better. Of
course, Jeyne had been in love with Lord Beric ever since
she had first glimpsed him in the lists. Sansa thought she
was being silly; Jeyne was only a steward’s daughter, after
all, and no matter how much she mooned after him, Lord
Beric would never look at someone so far beneath him,
even if she hadn’t been half his age.
It would have been unkind to say so, however, so Sansa
took a sip of milk and changed the subject. “I had a dream
that Joffrey would be the one to take the white hart,” she
said. It had been more of a wish, actually, but it sounded
better to call it a dream. Everyone knew that dreams were
prophetic. White harts were supposed to be very rare and
magical, and in her heart she knew her gallant prince was
worthier than his drunken father. “A dream? Truly? Did
Prince Joffrey just go up to it and touch it with his bare hand
and do it no harm?”
“No,” Sansa said. “He shot it with a golden arrow and
brought it back for me.” In the songs, the knights never
killed magical beasts, they just went up to them and
touched them and did them no harm, but she knew Joffrey
liked hunting, especially the killing part. Only animals,
though. Sansa was certain her prince had no part in
murdering Jory and those other poor men; that had been
his wicked uncle, the Kingslayer. She knew her father was
still angry about that, but it wasn’t fair to blame Joff. That
would be like blaming her for something that Arya had
done.
“I saw your sister this afternoon,” Jeyne blurted out, as if
she’d been reading Sansa’s thoughts. “She was walking
through the stables on her hands. Why would she do a thing
like that?”
“I’m sure I don’t know why Arya does anything.” Sansa
hated stables, smelly places full of manure and flies. Even
when she went riding, she liked the boy to saddle the horse
and bring it to her in the yard. “Do you want to hear about
the court or not?”
“I do,” Jeyne said.
“There-was a black brother,” Sansa said, “begging men
for the Wall, only he was kind of old and smelly.” She hadn’t
liked that at all. She had always imagined the Night’s
Watch to be men like Uncle Benjen. In the songs, they were
called the black knights of the Wall. But this man had been
crookbacked and hideous, and he looked as though he
might have lice. If this was what the Night’s Watch was truly
like, she felt sorry for her bastard half brother, Jon. “Father
asked if there were any knights in the hall who would do
honor to their houses by taking the black, but no one came
forward, so he gave this Yoren his pick of the king’s
dungeons and sent him on his way. And later these two
brothers came before him, freeriders from the Dornish
Marches, and pledged their swords to the service of the
king. Father accepted their oaths . . .”
Jeyne yawned. “Are there any lemon cakes?”
Sansa did not like being interrupted, but she had to
admit, lemon cakes sounded more interesting than most of
what had gone on in the throne room. “Let’s see,” she said.
The kitchen yielded no lemon cakes, but they did find half
of a cold strawberry pie, and that was almost as good. They
ate it on the tower steps, giggling and gossiping and
sharing secrets, and Sansa went to bed that night feeling
almost as wicked as Arya.
The next morning she woke before first light and crept
sleepily to her window to watch Lord Beric form up his men.
They rode out as dawn was breaking over the city, with
three banners going before them; the crowned stag of the
king flew from the high staff, the direwolf of Stark and Lord
Beric’s own forked lightning standard from shorter poles. It
was all so exciting, a song come to life; the clatter of
swords, the flicker of torchlight, banners dancing in the
wind, horses snorting and whinnying, the golden glow of
sunrise slanting through the bars of the portcullis as it
jerked upward. The Winterfell men looked especially fine in
their silvery mail and long grey cloaks.
Alyn carried the Stark banner. When she saw him rein in
beside Lord Beric to exchange words, it made Sansa feel
ever so proud. Alyn was handsomer than Jory had been; he
was going to be a knight one day.
The Tower of the Hand seemed so empty after they left
that Sansa was even pleased to see Arya when she went
down to break her fast. “Where is everyone?” her sister
wanted to know as she ripped the skin from a blood
orange. “Did Father send them to hunt down Jaime
Lannister?”
Sansa sighed. “They rode with Lord Beric, to behead Ser
Gregor Clegane.” She turned to Septa Mordane, who was
eating porridge with a wooden spoon. “Septa, will Lord
Beric spike Ser Gregor’s head on his own gate or bring it
back here for the king?” She and Jeyne Poole had been
arguing over that last night.
The septa was horror-struck. “A lady does not discuss
such things over her porridge. Where are your courtesies,
Sansa? I swear, of late you’ve been near as bad as your
sister.”
“What did Gregor do?” Arya asked.
“He burned down a holdfast and murdered a lot of people,
women and children too.”
Arya screwed up her face in a scowl. “Jaime Lannister
murdered Jory and Heward and Wyl, and the Hound
murdered Mycah. Somebody should have beheaded them.”
“It’s not the same,” Sansa said. “The Hound is Joffrey’s
sworn shield. Your butcher’s boy attacked the prince.”
“Liar,” Arya said. Her hand clenched the blood orange so
hard that red juice oozed between her fingers.
“Go ahead, call me all the names you want,” Sansa said
airily. “You won’t dare when I’m married to Joffrey. You’ll
have to bow to me and call me Your Grace.” She shrieked
as Arya flung the orange across the table. It caught her in
the middle of the forehead with a wet squish and plopped
down into her lap.
“You have juice on your face, Your Grace,” Arya said.
It was running down her nose and stinging her eyes.
Sansa wiped it away with a napkin. When she saw what the
fruit in her lap had done to her beautiful ivory silk dress, she
shrieked again. “You’re horrible,” she screamed at her
sister. “They should have killed you instead of Lady!”
Septa Mordane came lurching to her feet. “Your lord
father will hear of this! Go to your chambers, at once. At
once!”
“Me too?” Tears welled in Sansa’s eyes. “That’s not fair.”
“The matter is not subject to discussion. Go!”
Sansa stalked away with her head up. She was to be a
queen, and queens did not cry. At least not where people
could see. When she reached her bedchamber, she barred
the door and took off her dress. The blood orange had left a
blotchy red stain on the silk. “I hate her!” she screamed.
She balled up the dress and flung it into the cold hearth, on
top of the ashes of last night’s fire. When she saw that the
stain had bled through onto her underskirt, she began to
sob despite herself. She ripped off the rest of her clothes
wildly, threw herself into bed, and cried herself back to
sleep.
It was midday when Septa Mordane knocked upon her
door. “Sansa. Your lord father will see you now.”
Sansa sat up. “Lady,” she whispered. For a moment it
was as if the direwolf was there in the room, looking at her
with those golden eyes, sad and knowing. She had been
dreaming, she realized. Lady was with her, and they were
running together, and . . . and . . . trying to remember was
like trying to catch the rain with her fingers. The dream
faded, and Lady was dead again.
“Sansa.” The rap came again, sharply. “Do you hear me?”
“Yes, Septa,” she called out. “Might I have a moment to
dress, please?” Her eyes were red from crying, but she did
her best to make herself beautiful.
Lord Eddard was bent over a huge leather-bound book
when Septa Mordane marched her into the solar, his
plaster-wrapped leg stiff beneath the table. “Come here,
Sansa,” he said, not unkindly, when the septa had gone for
her sister. “Sit beside me.” He closed the book.
Septa Mordane returned with Arya squirming in her
grasp. Sansa had put on a lovely pale green damask gown
and a look of remorse, but her sister was still wearing the
ratty leathers and roughspun she’d worn at breakfast. “Here
is the other one,” the septa announced.
“My thanks, Septa Mordane. I would talk to my daughters
alone, if you would be so kind.” The septa bowed and left.
“Arya started it,” Sansa said quickly, anxious to have the
first word. “She called me a liar and threw an orange at me
and spoiled my dress, the ivory silk, the one Queen Cersei
gave me when I was betrothed to Prince Joffrey. She hates
that I’m going to marry the prince. She tries to spoil
everything, Father, she can’t stand for anything to be
beautiful or nice or splendid.”
“Enough, Sansa.” Lord Eddard’s voice was sharp with
impatience.
Arya raised her eyes. “I’m sorry, Father. I was wrong and I
beg my sweet sister’s forgiveness.”
Sansa was so startled that for a moment she was
speechless. Finally she found her voice. “What about my
dress?”
“Maybe . . . I could wash it,” Arya said doubtfully.
“Washing won’t do any good,” Sansa said. “Not if you
scrubbed all day and all night. The silk is ruined.”
“Then I’ll . . . make you a new one,” Arya said.
Sansa threw back her head in disdain. “You? You couldn’t
sew a dress fit to clean the pigsties.”
Their father sighed. “I did not call you here to talk of
dresses. I’m sending you both back to Winterfell.”
For the second time Sansa found herself too stunned for
words. She felt her eyes grow moist again.
“You can’t,” Arya said.
“Please, Father,” Sansa managed at last. “Please don’t.”
Eddard Stark favored his daughters with a tired smile. “At
last we’ve found something you agree on.”
“I didn’t do anything wrong,” Sansa pleaded with him. “I
don’t want to go back.” She loved King’s Landing; the
pagaentry of the court, the high lords and ladies in their
velvets and silks and gemstones, the great city with all its
people. The tournament had been the most magical time of
her whole life, and there was so much she had not seen yet,
harvest feasts and masked balls and mummer shows. She
could not bear the thought of losing it all. “Send Arya away,
she started it, Father, I swear it. I’ll be good, you’ll see, just
let me stay and I promise to be as fine and noble and
courteous as the queen.”
Father’s mouth twitched strangely. “Sansa, I’m not
sending you away for fighting, though the gods know I’m
sick of you two squabbling. I want you back in Winterfell for
your own safety. Three of my men were cut down like dogs
not a league from where we sit, and what does Robert do?
He goes hunting.”
Arya was chewing at her lip in that disgusting way she
had. “Can we take Syrio back with us?”
“Who cares about your stupid dancing master?” Sansa
flared. “Father, I only just now remembered, I can’t go away,
I’m to marry Prince Joffrey.” She tried to smile bravely for
him. “I love him, Father, I truly truly do, I love him as much as
Queen Naerys loved Prince Aemon the Dragonknight, as
much as Jonquil loved Ser Florian. I want to be his queen
and have his babies.”
“Sweet one,” her father said gently, “listen to me. When
you’re old enough, I will make you a match with a high lord
who’s worthy of you, someone brave and gentle and strong.
This match with Joffrey was a terrible mistake. That boy is
no Prince Aemon, you must believe me.”
“He is!” Sansa insisted. “I don’t want someone brave and
gentle, I want him. We’ll be ever so happy, just like in the
songs, you’ll see. I’ll give him a son with golden hair, and
one day he’ll be the king of all the realm, the greatest king
that ever was, as brave as the wolf and as proud as the
lion.”
Arya made a face. “Not if Joffrey’s his father,” she said.
“He’s a liar and a craven and anyhow he’s a stag, not a
lion.”
Sansa felt tears in her eyes. “He is not! He’s not the least
bit like that old drunken king,” she screamed at her sister,
forgetting herself in her grief.
Father looked at her strangely. “Gods,” he swore softly,
“out of the mouth of babes . . .” He shouted for Septa
Mordane. To the girls he said, “I am looking for a fast
trading galley to take you home. These days, the sea is
safer than the kingsroad. You will sail as soon as I can find
a proper ship, with Septa Mordane and a complement of
guards . . . and yes, with Syrio Forel, if he agrees to enter
my service. But say nothing of this. It’s better if no one
knows of our plans. We’ll talk again tomorrow.”
Sansa cried as Septa Mordane marched them down the
steps. They were going to take it all away; the tournaments
and the court and her prince, everything, they were going to
send her back to the bleak grey walls of Winterfell and lock
her up forever. Her life was over before it had begun.
“Stop that weeping, child,” Septa Mordane said sternly. “I
am certain your lord father knows what is best for you.”
“It won’t be so bad, Sansa,” Arya said. “We’re going to
sail on a galley. It will be an adventure, and then we’ll be
with Bran and Robb again, and Old Nan and Hodor and the
rest.” She touched her on the arm.
“Hodor!” Sansa yelled. “You ought to marry Hodor, you’re
just like him, stupid and hairy and ugly!” She wrenched
away from her sister’s hand, stormed into her bedchamber,
and barred the door behind her.