What should i do after my mom is done giving me a hard spanking over her lap? It really hurts. I am grounded right now and sneaking onto the computer without my moms permission.

This is just a picture of me wearing my black dress an 時 before my mom spanked me hard in my black dress. What happened was i was arguing with my younger sister. And she wen't and tattled on me to mom. And mom came in my bedroom she sat on the ベッド bended me over her lap. I was wearing my black dress that i 投稿されました pictures of me wearing on this ファン Club. My mom gave me 50 spankings with her hand 40 spankings with the belt. and 10 spankings with the paddle. Once it was over my mom had me lay across my younger sister's lap for a long hard over the lap spanking. It hurt and i was crying all day. I am still grounded and not allowed to be on the computer. I am sneaking on the computer without my mom knowing. Don't tell my mom okay. I don't want another long hard spanking from my mom. My mom's spankings are way to abusive for me an 11 年 old girl to handle. This is what i look like in my black dress. link

Do あなた guys think i deserved the spanking from my mom? if あなた guys say yes than i will ask my mom to give me another spanking. And tell her i was using the computer without her permission while grounded from the computer.
Should i tell my mom i'm using the computer without permission? And get another long hard spanking from my mom? And i'm still wearing my black dress like あなた see in the picture of me. What do あなた guys think?