have あなた ever........

Umm...
Go make new friends?

If フレンズ tend to walk right out of your life without an explanation, then they're not really your フレンズ to begin with. A friend is someone that あなた can trust and depend on and someone that あなた can turn to when あなた need a shoulder to cry on, did any of them do that または did they just leave あなた in the dark and didn't care? Real フレンズ wouldn't do that. I was in the same situation that you're right now. I thought I had friends. I was there to listen to their problems if they needed to talk または even vent, I was there when they were having a bad 日 and needed to laugh, but then when I needed a friend, nobody was there for me. From that, it made me a stronger person though a loner, a person who doesn't really trust anybody and stays to him/herself. When あなた look for friendship, in a desperate way of course, あなた always end up with fake フレンズ who will do nothing except hurt you. If people really wants to be your friend, let them come to you.

No i didn't ...but now im thinking!*sob*!;(

No. But I've had dreams where they betray me and try to do horrible things to me, while I still thought we were friends...

No,I haven't.


I suggest never sleeping.

yes, I had a dream that my フレンズ left me, and thank god that's not happen

no, my dreams are bit stranger than that, but I suspect the reason they've been having the dreams is Because you've been worrying about them leaving you. Maybe あなた picked up on some sign または noticed things about your relationships with them that was out of place at that's why your subconscious has been focusing on it in your dreams. It could also be that because of these dreams you've been defensive または closed off and as a result to it your フレンズ have withdrawn as well. Thats what just what I'm 読書 into it anyways.