I would have really liked to have met my foster mother and my foster sisters and brothers, but I was only able to meet my foster father. He took his life not caring what would happen to me... but now my フレンズ are my family.
To Deusxibit and TheFullRhythm: あなた guys are my real family. I could never live without you, and I hope あなた know that I 愛 あなた guys from the bottom of my heart. I don't know how I would ever be able to live without あなた guys.
Drawing. And I guess the references that this computer provides that assists me in drawing. It might sound silly to someone else, but when my dad deleted all the references that i had gathered over the years, i thought that he cut of my means to hapiness and and felt like life had systematically ended. That just demonstrates how severe the dependence on references grew on me. But it's over and I've partially gotten over it.
1. Most people have NO IDEA just how important their mother is. I moved away from her to live with my dad and I miss her every day. 2. My girlfriend. She may live almost as far away as my mom but none the less she is often my emotional support.
God, My family, friends, dance, music, Russell Brand, my computer, my phone, Dr. Pepper, My cat & dog, Fridays, Makeup, Shoes, Clothes, Jewlery (my girlyness is 表示中 :P...)
My freind, As much as i would 愛 to say something like manga, computer, anime. I can honestly say that when I'm with my freinds I'm the happiest girl in the hole world to have freinds like that. Ones that make あなた laugh, to help あなた when あなた fall and to be there when あなた need it :)
I couldn't live without 音楽 and cutting. The 音楽 is basically my shield from the world. It's what I use to keep me grounded. The cutting is the main way I know I'm still alive. It keeps me sane.
There are things that make me happy, but I can live without them. But there are also things that make me happy and I can't live without them. My parents. My cousins. Music. :) Those are three things I can't live without.
My boyfriend makes me happy beyond limits, but I'd like to think that I'm strong enough to live without him. But I think I can. :)
Family, all my family is so awesome and fun.. :) Steph and Darin. (My 2 bestest friends..) I don't have very many フレンズ so Darin and Steph (Stephanie) mean a lot.. :) Anyways, i know this sounds really stupid.. But my kitten. :) Her names Annie.. <3 <3 Trust me, If あなた knew me before and after i got her.. Theres a difference. A big one. :) <3 :)
