Everytime Anna would call,I'd just stare at my phone.
They left me a voice mail,My oldest daughter was on the phone I could tell she was trying to be strong.
"Hey,Dad....I miss あなた and want あなた to come back home,I 愛 you"Her voice was cracking as if she were crying.
Then I heard my youngest daughter,Kenna.
"Daddy!!I miss you!!"She was crying.
I couldn't くま, クマ it,Was I monster for not finding forgiveness?
I felt like one,A lonely one.I turned off my phone,and got out of bed.I had been there so long,Maybe hours,or days,Buy when I looked at the 日付 it had been 2 weeks.I barely noticed,I was just waiting to die.
"Sweety,Your up?"My mom walked in.
She sat 次 to me on my bed.
"Yea..."
"How are あなた feelin?"
"Not good."
"Here try this."She hand in her hand an antidepressant pill.
"I'm not that depressed..."I stood up quickly.
"Prove it."She 発言しました in a calm voice.
I then just stared at her.
"I can't.I just...."I took a deep breath in."I don't really know what to do."
In frustration I gripped my hair and started to walk in circles.
"Just try it,your sisters want to take あなた out somewhere."
"I really dont wanna go any where."
"It would be best for you."
"Fine then I'll go."
I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror.I was alone and it made a big diffrence.Everyday I'd wake up 次 to Anna,To see her smile,then I'd キッス her.She go in the bathroom and I'd brush her hair,But now I just stood there judging myself.
I opened the cabinent,in the cabinent sat a pack of cigarettes.I had quit smoking along time 前 for my ファン and my wife.At one point I even smoked weed.It was such a low time in my life,But standing there looking at a monster in the mirror,I was now lower.I got dressed and I took the cigarettes and left unoticed.I walked around the city,I came to an alley.I sat against the brick wall.I looked at my liter and cigarette.
So this is what rock bottom feels like,I asked myself
I lit it and took in a breath of deep smoke,It was like breathing misery.
"Psst,Hey..."Someone called out.
I looked around to find no one.I continued to smoke.
"Hey,You!"Someone threw a rock at me.
I got up on my feet,I felt a bit dizzy.There was a young man standing there.
"You looking for something to smoke?"he asked.
I nodded,He started to walk farther in the alley,I followed.
I looked at the spray paint on the bricks,I was at an all time low,It looked like a bunch of thugs vandalized it.He opened a door,We went in.In there was a bar,It was a dark,There was no electricity,There was a few candles.People sat staring at me,With there beaming eyes.Some eyes looked defeated and sad,Others looked disturbed and angered.I past によって a large man with タトゥー covering his buff arms,He pulled out a ナイフ and smiled at me evilly.I followed the man into a bedroom.He took off his hoodie.He was just a teenager.
"How much?"he asked.
I took out 30 pounds and gave to him.
"I change my mind,Son get a good job."I told him.
I walked out of the ベッド room,In to the bar.The bartender kept looking at me.She looked familiar.
"Daddy,That's the guy!!!!He left me!!"She yelled.
I realized it was the woman I met on the plane.
The large man stood up,Some guys grabbed me.They started to パンチ me.I tried to kick them and get them off me.Then I heard a gun shot off,Peopke started screaming and running.The man slowly walked toward me,with a knife.Fear rose in my ハート, 心 and threw out my body.The guys picked me up and put me on a table.It hurt to 移動する from them punching and kicking me.The man put the ナイフ against my neck.
"Are あなた scared,You little bitch."He cursed with a twisted smile.
"No,I've wish to be dead for along time."I told him.
He pressed it closer,Slightly cutting me.Then suddenly the young teenager pushed the man.He helped me up and we ran out.
After awhile of running,I got lost.I looked at my phone,I ran for about 30 minutes,I guessed I must have ran 2 and a half miles.My body was shaking,Why couldn't he just had killed me?
I sat down once もっと見る and continued to smoke.I ロスト track of time and fell asleep.
I felt something on my chest,
"No,Anna...Just one もっと見る minute.."I said.
I opened my eyes there was a ラット on me,I screamed.
I was dissapointed to find I was awoken again,Living in reality.The most glorious dream I dreamt of,I was back home,With Anna.I got up and started to walk home.
It was about..I didn't really know what time,It was late.
"Where have あなた been?"My mother asked.
I closed the door and walked into the light.
"Oh my god,My baby.Look at you."
I had bruises on my face.
"I went out early this morning,To the grocery store.On my way I was mugged."I lied.
"Oh really?Then whose this,He showed up earlier with your I.D,He hasn't 発言しました a word."
The young boy stepped out from behind her.
I could see him better.
We sat together,At the ディナー table,My mom fed him spaghetti.
He ate very quickly as he hadn't ate in months.
"Whats your name?"My mom asked him.
He looked at her,and his plate he had ate all of it.
"Want more?"She asked.
He knodded.
"Then tell me,What's your name?"
He looked down at his plate.
"My name is Alfonso."He wispered."You may call me Alex."
She took his plate and went to the stove and put some もっと見る on his plate.She sat down with the plate.
"Well,Alex,How old are you?"
He hestitated.
"I'm 17"He said.
"Your lying..."She said."Don't lie to me,I've tookin あなた in to my home,and fed you."
"I'm 13."He 発言しました truthfully.
She gave him the plate.
"I'm Trisha,You may call me,Mrs.Trisha,and this is Zayn,Call him as あなた wish.Do あなた have somewhere to stay tonite?"She asked.
"Yes.."
"Why would lie?I just told あなた not to."She scolded."Look at me."
She stood up and went 次 to his chair.He looked her in the eyes.
"Anyone who saved my sons life is welcome here."she said.
He hugged her suprisingly and started crying in her arms,She hugged him back.I could tell he was afraid.
"It's okay,Your going to be alright,Were going to help you."
They left me a voice mail,My oldest daughter was on the phone I could tell she was trying to be strong.
"Hey,Dad....I miss あなた and want あなた to come back home,I 愛 you"Her voice was cracking as if she were crying.
Then I heard my youngest daughter,Kenna.
"Daddy!!I miss you!!"She was crying.
I couldn't くま, クマ it,Was I monster for not finding forgiveness?
I felt like one,A lonely one.I turned off my phone,and got out of bed.I had been there so long,Maybe hours,or days,Buy when I looked at the 日付 it had been 2 weeks.I barely noticed,I was just waiting to die.
"Sweety,Your up?"My mom walked in.
She sat 次 to me on my bed.
"Yea..."
"How are あなた feelin?"
"Not good."
"Here try this."She hand in her hand an antidepressant pill.
"I'm not that depressed..."I stood up quickly.
"Prove it."She 発言しました in a calm voice.
I then just stared at her.
"I can't.I just...."I took a deep breath in."I don't really know what to do."
In frustration I gripped my hair and started to walk in circles.
"Just try it,your sisters want to take あなた out somewhere."
"I really dont wanna go any where."
"It would be best for you."
"Fine then I'll go."
I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror.I was alone and it made a big diffrence.Everyday I'd wake up 次 to Anna,To see her smile,then I'd キッス her.She go in the bathroom and I'd brush her hair,But now I just stood there judging myself.
I opened the cabinent,in the cabinent sat a pack of cigarettes.I had quit smoking along time 前 for my ファン and my wife.At one point I even smoked weed.It was such a low time in my life,But standing there looking at a monster in the mirror,I was now lower.I got dressed and I took the cigarettes and left unoticed.I walked around the city,I came to an alley.I sat against the brick wall.I looked at my liter and cigarette.
So this is what rock bottom feels like,I asked myself
I lit it and took in a breath of deep smoke,It was like breathing misery.
"Psst,Hey..."Someone called out.
I looked around to find no one.I continued to smoke.
"Hey,You!"Someone threw a rock at me.
I got up on my feet,I felt a bit dizzy.There was a young man standing there.
"You looking for something to smoke?"he asked.
I nodded,He started to walk farther in the alley,I followed.
I looked at the spray paint on the bricks,I was at an all time low,It looked like a bunch of thugs vandalized it.He opened a door,We went in.In there was a bar,It was a dark,There was no electricity,There was a few candles.People sat staring at me,With there beaming eyes.Some eyes looked defeated and sad,Others looked disturbed and angered.I past によって a large man with タトゥー covering his buff arms,He pulled out a ナイフ and smiled at me evilly.I followed the man into a bedroom.He took off his hoodie.He was just a teenager.
"How much?"he asked.
I took out 30 pounds and gave to him.
"I change my mind,Son get a good job."I told him.
I walked out of the ベッド room,In to the bar.The bartender kept looking at me.She looked familiar.
"Daddy,That's the guy!!!!He left me!!"She yelled.
I realized it was the woman I met on the plane.
The large man stood up,Some guys grabbed me.They started to パンチ me.I tried to kick them and get them off me.Then I heard a gun shot off,Peopke started screaming and running.The man slowly walked toward me,with a knife.Fear rose in my ハート, 心 and threw out my body.The guys picked me up and put me on a table.It hurt to 移動する from them punching and kicking me.The man put the ナイフ against my neck.
"Are あなた scared,You little bitch."He cursed with a twisted smile.
"No,I've wish to be dead for along time."I told him.
He pressed it closer,Slightly cutting me.Then suddenly the young teenager pushed the man.He helped me up and we ran out.
After awhile of running,I got lost.I looked at my phone,I ran for about 30 minutes,I guessed I must have ran 2 and a half miles.My body was shaking,Why couldn't he just had killed me?
I sat down once もっと見る and continued to smoke.I ロスト track of time and fell asleep.
I felt something on my chest,
"No,Anna...Just one もっと見る minute.."I said.
I opened my eyes there was a ラット on me,I screamed.
I was dissapointed to find I was awoken again,Living in reality.The most glorious dream I dreamt of,I was back home,With Anna.I got up and started to walk home.
It was about..I didn't really know what time,It was late.
"Where have あなた been?"My mother asked.
I closed the door and walked into the light.
"Oh my god,My baby.Look at you."
I had bruises on my face.
"I went out early this morning,To the grocery store.On my way I was mugged."I lied.
"Oh really?Then whose this,He showed up earlier with your I.D,He hasn't 発言しました a word."
The young boy stepped out from behind her.
I could see him better.
We sat together,At the ディナー table,My mom fed him spaghetti.
He ate very quickly as he hadn't ate in months.
"Whats your name?"My mom asked him.
He looked at her,and his plate he had ate all of it.
"Want more?"She asked.
He knodded.
"Then tell me,What's your name?"
He looked down at his plate.
"My name is Alfonso."He wispered."You may call me Alex."
She took his plate and went to the stove and put some もっと見る on his plate.She sat down with the plate.
"Well,Alex,How old are you?"
He hestitated.
"I'm 17"He said.
"Your lying..."She said."Don't lie to me,I've tookin あなた in to my home,and fed you."
"I'm 13."He 発言しました truthfully.
She gave him the plate.
"I'm Trisha,You may call me,Mrs.Trisha,and this is Zayn,Call him as あなた wish.Do あなた have somewhere to stay tonite?"She asked.
"Yes.."
"Why would lie?I just told あなた not to."She scolded."Look at me."
She stood up and went 次 to his chair.He looked her in the eyes.
"Anyone who saved my sons life is welcome here."she said.
He hugged her suprisingly and started crying in her arms,She hugged him back.I could tell he was afraid.
"It's okay,Your going to be alright,Were going to help you."
Ally's P.O.V
their was something fishy going on he sounded just like him. but i shook it off i got up and went inside. i checked my Twitter and saw somebody followed me i check and see @Harry_Styles I smile and follow back. when somebody knocks on the door i check and see Harry "hey whats up" i say smiling. "nothing i just wondered if あなた wanted to take a walk?" i nod and head out. "so tell me about youreself" says Harry looking at me with those beaming green eyes. i told him every-thing he looked straight at my eyes when i was talking. i liked that cause i knew he was listening.
Harry's P.O.V
"so tell me about youreself" she says with that smile that i adored. i told her everything execpt that i was in One Direction. i sang her a few songs. so did she she had the most beutiful voice. i was already 9:30 at night we both head ホーム tonight was the best night.
authors note: sorry if it was boring
their was something fishy going on he sounded just like him. but i shook it off i got up and went inside. i checked my Twitter and saw somebody followed me i check and see @Harry_Styles I smile and follow back. when somebody knocks on the door i check and see Harry "hey whats up" i say smiling. "nothing i just wondered if あなた wanted to take a walk?" i nod and head out. "so tell me about youreself" says Harry looking at me with those beaming green eyes. i told him every-thing he looked straight at my eyes when i was talking. i liked that cause i knew he was listening.
Harry's P.O.V
"so tell me about youreself" she says with that smile that i adored. i told her everything execpt that i was in One Direction. i sang her a few songs. so did she she had the most beutiful voice. i was already 9:30 at night we both head ホーム tonight was the best night.
authors note: sorry if it was boring
Harry's P.O.V
i was out-side jogging when i saw her she was soo beutiful. she had brown wavy hair blue green eyesshe was によって the lake 歌う some songs and tanning. i smiled and continued to jog. when i was done i decided to go sit with her. "hey do あなた remember me ?".
Ally's P.O.V
i turned around to see a boy with curly bronw hair green eyes and the best smile. "umm air-port right sorry i hit my head earlier dont remember that much" i say removing my ear-phones. "what song were あなた listenig to'' asks harry. my memory came back the other day. "this song called up all night?" when she 発言しました that i froze. "may i listen to it?' asked Harry. "umm sure" i hand him my ear-phones he listend to it with his eyes closed he was smiling. "hey あなた sound like one one of them" i ask. ''you are probably thinking of somebody else good song though" says harry getting up he then continues to jog. author's note: sorry its short.
i was out-side jogging when i saw her she was soo beutiful. she had brown wavy hair blue green eyesshe was によって the lake 歌う some songs and tanning. i smiled and continued to jog. when i was done i decided to go sit with her. "hey do あなた remember me ?".
Ally's P.O.V
i turned around to see a boy with curly bronw hair green eyes and the best smile. "umm air-port right sorry i hit my head earlier dont remember that much" i say removing my ear-phones. "what song were あなた listenig to'' asks harry. my memory came back the other day. "this song called up all night?" when she 発言しました that i froze. "may i listen to it?' asked Harry. "umm sure" i hand him my ear-phones he listend to it with his eyes closed he was smiling. "hey あなた sound like one one of them" i ask. ''you are probably thinking of somebody else good song though" says harry getting up he then continues to jog. author's note: sorry its short.
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The 次 日 I got a direct message on Twitter from Harry. It said:
Meet me in the park at eleven.
I closed my laptop and opened my closet. I had no idea what to wear.
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I chose my skinny jeans and my striped crop 上, ページのトップへ with my コンバース sneakers. It was a bit クーラー that day. I got to the park to find Harry sitting on a bench. He had on his classic white Converse, a white tshirt, jeans, and a grey beanie. I sat down 次 to him and he grabbed my hand.
"Lauren, will あなた go to our 次 コンサート with me?" he asked.
"Of course," I answered.
He then gave me a sweet キッス on the cheek and 発言しました he would pick me up at seven.
Meet me in the park at eleven.
I closed my laptop and opened my closet. I had no idea what to wear.
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次 CHAPTER:
I chose my skinny jeans and my striped crop 上, ページのトップへ with my コンバース sneakers. It was a bit クーラー that day. I got to the park to find Harry sitting on a bench. He had on his classic white Converse, a white tshirt, jeans, and a grey beanie. I sat down 次 to him and he grabbed my hand.
"Lauren, will あなた go to our 次 コンサート with me?" he asked.
"Of course," I answered.
He then gave me a sweet キッス on the cheek and 発言しました he would pick me up at seven.
Two weeks have passesed before I knew it it was already Darcy's birthday. I quietly got up trying to not wake up Darcy of course あなた have to be quiet when she is sleeping right 次 to you. So i get up wake up the guys and put up the banners, the ballons. Then her cake i put three candles on the cake. I wake up Darcy and cover her eye's and take her to the kichen. When we enter the kichen i uncover her eyes. when she opens her eye. The boys yell "Happy Birthday Darcy!!". Then I lift her up and put her on the chair. I cut her a piece of cake and giver it to her with a scoop of ice-cream. "So Darcy where do あなた want to go for youre birthday" i ask. First she thinks then she says "TOYS-R-US!!!''. So we go to Toys R us i hold Darcys hand tightly. We walk around a little bit "hey guys wach Darcy for me i need to go get something"i say. When I come back i cant belive what i see i stop breathing. Darcy is gone and nowere to be found.