To me , life is hard ,not cause i'm sad または don't have Friends
it's doubt itself
または もっと見る ,it's inner battle not trusting myself but finding a way i'm totally ロスト ,

although, i do my best
in past from young years 書く is my way , now i don't feel interested in at all または ask myself what is writing?
my way is not so clear

sometimes i say why not having goals &achieving'em

but i don't have
i wanna be big but about what?

I feel blind ,
when i ask myself i don't find any answer

when i find answer , ignore it