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i-am-mariella said:
Dear Michael, ♥ I have no idea how あなた could possibly see または read this now; but I've always wanted to tell あなた some things and I feel that I have to get them out and give myself closure. I've always found death scary. Not the act so much; just the fact I 愛 life. I've got so much to live for, and I can't imagine not being able to do everything I 愛 to do. It's もっと見る the thought of not being able to do all the things I wanted before I died. But passing over seems much less scary now I know あなた are waiting on the other side. When I first realised that I held a lot of 愛 and fascination for you, I was considerably young, being brought up with all the negative media in England making me feel bored of the fact that a lot of samey artists who all sung the same sort of auto-tuned, generic pop with no meaning and were not distingushable from each other, were supposed to be my role models. They weren't; they held no personal meaning to me. あなた were different. Well, of course あなた were, it's what あなた are known for. But Michael, I'm glad あなた know that being different is not a bad thing. あなた are inspirational - from your amazing music, which is prized not just for being the PERFECT dancing 音楽 but actually having meaningful lyrics. Most of all, I 愛 あなた for being the person あなた are. I wondered if I met you, would I like you? Then, when I became a ファン properly, I realised I felt like I already knew あなた in my ハート, 心 (corny as that may sound!) あなた used your immense talent and popularity to send great messages out all around the world in your music. Michael, I've always felt different - I've been called strange. I know how あなた feel, but I hope あなた can feel glad to be different. It's not a bad thing, (even though they told despicable lies about you, for which I'm sorry about and it makes my blood boil, though I consider myself a placid person, though easily riled and very angry when provoked), あなた are just a unique individual and everyone will remember you, whereas media members and sameish artists who do not use their fame for any good. There will always be negative media and I'm sorry they made あなた feel sad または inferior sometimes. Please remember the law of love; 愛 conquers hate and we will always 愛 you. I miss you. Sleep tight, Michael. Keep the Faith x ps; 焦げ茶色, ダン, dun ber ber lee!
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