あなた let out a shriek of frustration, slightly tugging at the end of your hair. Justin cocks his eyebrows at あなた before scoffing, trudging away from your sight. “I’m going out.” He mutters, loudly enough for あなた to hear but only barely. Not responding, あなた sit there quietly in the corner of the キッチン trying to hold the tears back. あなた and Justin had been fighting a lot lately and あなた hate it. あなた know that he’s going on tour in a few months and right now, all あなた want is to spend time with your boyfriend before he leaves あなた alone at ホーム - not fight with him. Usually, あなた または Justin would always apologize to each other and end up cuddling on the ソファー, ソファ または making 愛 in bedroom but it had never gone this far. あなた stare into the empty air and あなた can’t hold your tears in anymore. What surprises あなた the most are that those tears are made out of anger. You’re mad and あなた know for a fact that Justin is too. あなた can’t even remember what あなた were arguing about but it was probably something stupid.
A few hours pass and you’ve managed to 移動する from your spot in the キッチン to the ソファー, ソファ in the living room. You’re sitting there, arms crossed over your chest while あなた stare angrily at the ランダム 表示する playing on the TV. Suddenly, the sound of the door slamming shut rings through the house and あなた know that Justin is still seething with anger too. Not wanting to confront him at the moment, あなた flee your spot and rush upstairs and into the bedroom. Your anger is still affecting あなた and あなた end up throwing every piece of clothing あなた undress, across the room. あなた lay down, tucking yourself under the covers and wait for Justin to enter the room. あなた have your back to his side of the ベッド but あなた can still hear when he walks in. Just as you, Justin undresses rather furiously and practically throws himself on the bed. He snatches the covers that are almost under your butt to him and tosses his body around. あなた sigh softly, knowing - without seeing - that Justin also has turned his back to you.
When あなた open your eyes the 次 morning, all of the tragic memories from the night before drowns your mind. Every single hateful word, the tears and the anger. Much to your dismay, all of the anger from yesterday has disappeared into thin air and all あなた feel now is sadness. A heavy and empty sadness. あなた lay in ベッド quietly, still not moving as あなた listen for any signs of Justin. あなた almost let out a yelp when he snores softly. Feeling him turn around heavily, あなた let out a sigh. You’re not even sure yourself if it’s a sigh of relief または one of disappointment. あなた hate to admit it; but a small part of あなた was hoping he would already be awake and ready with his apologetic speech.
Sighing, あなた decide to try to remember what caused あなた to start fighting yesterday. あなた know that あなた usually argue about his busy career, rumors and housework. Those three things are the things あなた argue the most about. It’s stupid things, really. Because あなた know that Justin has a busy career and あなた admire it - あなた just wish he wouldn’t be gone so much. For the rumors, it goes both ways. There are stupid rumors about あなた that he confronts あなた about and vice versa. Rumors about pretty much everything; cheating, pregnancies, deaths, drugs, alcohol and so on. It bothers あなた but あなた know that it’s a part of being Justin’s girlfriend.
あなた have been with Justin for three years now and あなた were almost expecting a proposal at your 3rd anniversary. あなた didn’t know if あなた were disappointed または slightly relieved when it didn’t come. あなた 愛 Justin and あなた can absolutely see yourself getting married with him, just maybe not yet. That still doesn’t mean that あなた would have 発言しました no if he had asked though. あなた would say yes either way. Who knows? Maybe あなた actually would be even happier as Mrs. Bieber?
These thoughts eventually take a turn for the worse. Thinking about becoming Mrs. Bieber reminds あなた of the fight again and あなた turn even もっと見る depressed when あなた remember that none of あなた apologized and あなた don’t even know if Justin wants to be with あなた anymore. All あなた know for certain is that あなた can’t lose him. あなた can’t lose him over some stupid fight about something irrelevant. あなた 愛 him too much and あなた can’t くま, クマ the thought of him leaving you. With this on your mind, あなた feel your chest tighten and before あなた can react; you’re crying.
Silent, salty tears run down your cheeks and あなた try to keep as quiet as あなた can. How awkward wouldn’t it be if Justin really wants to break up with あなた and when he wakes up, you’re sitting there crying? Sniffling, あなた reach up and wipe away some of the tears with the back of your hand. あなた choke out a laugh, ashamed and embarrassed. あなた don’t want to be crying over something so stupid but deep inside - あなた know it’s not. It is in fact important to you. Because Justin is your life and losing him would be like living without air. It would simply be impossible.
“Are あなた crying?” Justin startles you. Slowly turning around to face him, あなた try to wipe away all the tears at the same time. あなた don’t want him to see あなた and think you’re a weak, little girl. “N-no?” あなた say, but it sounds もっと見る like a question. Justin frowns slightly, reaching out towards you. Without a warning, he pulls あなた close and wraps his arms around you. あなた nuzzle into his chest and let the tears fall freely now. He already knows you’ve been crying, so why hide it?
“I’m sorry for everything I 発言しました yesterday, [Y/N]. I really am. I didn’t mean anything. The only reason I walked out was because I was afraid I was going to say something stupid and ruin our relationship. あなた are the best thing that’s ever happened to me so far, at least-” He’s about to continue when あなた cut him off. “So far?” あなた ask, raising a brow. あなた let out a throaty laugh quickly after, trying to 表示する that あなた are joking. “Yeah. I mean… When we have our first baby together eventually, that will probably be the best thing happening to me. It’s together with あなた though, so あなた still count as the best thing. Anyway, I’m sorry. It was stupid of me. I 愛 you.” He smiles against your skin before pressing a キッス to your temple. “I’m sorry, too. For everything I did and said. I had no right to do those things. It’s just… I get exhausted sometimes but I still shouldn’t take it out on you, I know that. I promise that I’ll come to あなた and talk to あなた about it 次 time.” あなた smile and peck his chiseled jaw, “I 愛 you, too, Justin.”
A few hours pass and you’ve managed to 移動する from your spot in the キッチン to the ソファー, ソファ in the living room. You’re sitting there, arms crossed over your chest while あなた stare angrily at the ランダム 表示する playing on the TV. Suddenly, the sound of the door slamming shut rings through the house and あなた know that Justin is still seething with anger too. Not wanting to confront him at the moment, あなた flee your spot and rush upstairs and into the bedroom. Your anger is still affecting あなた and あなた end up throwing every piece of clothing あなた undress, across the room. あなた lay down, tucking yourself under the covers and wait for Justin to enter the room. あなた have your back to his side of the ベッド but あなた can still hear when he walks in. Just as you, Justin undresses rather furiously and practically throws himself on the bed. He snatches the covers that are almost under your butt to him and tosses his body around. あなた sigh softly, knowing - without seeing - that Justin also has turned his back to you.
When あなた open your eyes the 次 morning, all of the tragic memories from the night before drowns your mind. Every single hateful word, the tears and the anger. Much to your dismay, all of the anger from yesterday has disappeared into thin air and all あなた feel now is sadness. A heavy and empty sadness. あなた lay in ベッド quietly, still not moving as あなた listen for any signs of Justin. あなた almost let out a yelp when he snores softly. Feeling him turn around heavily, あなた let out a sigh. You’re not even sure yourself if it’s a sigh of relief または one of disappointment. あなた hate to admit it; but a small part of あなた was hoping he would already be awake and ready with his apologetic speech.
Sighing, あなた decide to try to remember what caused あなた to start fighting yesterday. あなた know that あなた usually argue about his busy career, rumors and housework. Those three things are the things あなた argue the most about. It’s stupid things, really. Because あなた know that Justin has a busy career and あなた admire it - あなた just wish he wouldn’t be gone so much. For the rumors, it goes both ways. There are stupid rumors about あなた that he confronts あなた about and vice versa. Rumors about pretty much everything; cheating, pregnancies, deaths, drugs, alcohol and so on. It bothers あなた but あなた know that it’s a part of being Justin’s girlfriend.
あなた have been with Justin for three years now and あなた were almost expecting a proposal at your 3rd anniversary. あなた didn’t know if あなた were disappointed または slightly relieved when it didn’t come. あなた 愛 Justin and あなた can absolutely see yourself getting married with him, just maybe not yet. That still doesn’t mean that あなた would have 発言しました no if he had asked though. あなた would say yes either way. Who knows? Maybe あなた actually would be even happier as Mrs. Bieber?
These thoughts eventually take a turn for the worse. Thinking about becoming Mrs. Bieber reminds あなた of the fight again and あなた turn even もっと見る depressed when あなた remember that none of あなた apologized and あなた don’t even know if Justin wants to be with あなた anymore. All あなた know for certain is that あなた can’t lose him. あなた can’t lose him over some stupid fight about something irrelevant. あなた 愛 him too much and あなた can’t くま, クマ the thought of him leaving you. With this on your mind, あなた feel your chest tighten and before あなた can react; you’re crying.
Silent, salty tears run down your cheeks and あなた try to keep as quiet as あなた can. How awkward wouldn’t it be if Justin really wants to break up with あなた and when he wakes up, you’re sitting there crying? Sniffling, あなた reach up and wipe away some of the tears with the back of your hand. あなた choke out a laugh, ashamed and embarrassed. あなた don’t want to be crying over something so stupid but deep inside - あなた know it’s not. It is in fact important to you. Because Justin is your life and losing him would be like living without air. It would simply be impossible.
“Are あなた crying?” Justin startles you. Slowly turning around to face him, あなた try to wipe away all the tears at the same time. あなた don’t want him to see あなた and think you’re a weak, little girl. “N-no?” あなた say, but it sounds もっと見る like a question. Justin frowns slightly, reaching out towards you. Without a warning, he pulls あなた close and wraps his arms around you. あなた nuzzle into his chest and let the tears fall freely now. He already knows you’ve been crying, so why hide it?
“I’m sorry for everything I 発言しました yesterday, [Y/N]. I really am. I didn’t mean anything. The only reason I walked out was because I was afraid I was going to say something stupid and ruin our relationship. あなた are the best thing that’s ever happened to me so far, at least-” He’s about to continue when あなた cut him off. “So far?” あなた ask, raising a brow. あなた let out a throaty laugh quickly after, trying to 表示する that あなた are joking. “Yeah. I mean… When we have our first baby together eventually, that will probably be the best thing happening to me. It’s together with あなた though, so あなた still count as the best thing. Anyway, I’m sorry. It was stupid of me. I 愛 you.” He smiles against your skin before pressing a キッス to your temple. “I’m sorry, too. For everything I did and said. I had no right to do those things. It’s just… I get exhausted sometimes but I still shouldn’t take it out on you, I know that. I promise that I’ll come to あなた and talk to あなた about it 次 time.” あなた smile and peck his chiseled jaw, “I 愛 you, too, Justin.”