How should I put it? It’s hard to express. There’s no particular word or phrase that comes to mind …^^

I think it’s ‘oblivion’. The reason being every time you look at a flower, it’s still as pretty as the first time you saw it.

Obviously they are the same flowers you saw last spring, yet the flowers this year still leave you in awe as if you’re seeing them for the first time.

And when this flower withers, it falls to the ground in a mess. Knowing that people will trample on it, it feigns ignorance and in that moment, I think to myself, ‘wow it’s really pretty’ and fall in love with it, so that’s why the word ‘oblivion’ comes to mind.