SOOOOO BUT SOOOO sorry guys for the wait. I have been really really busy anyways here it is..And like I have been sooo bad I'll give あなた a bonus chap.
“Hey” I say as あなた open the door and あなた smile at me. I don’t return the smile, あなた then give a hug and あなた try to キッス me but I pull away. So あなた stare weirdly.
“We need to talk.” あなた look at me weirdly. I don’t even know how to explain what has happened with me and Lisa. It was sudden. No it wasn’t, I have liked her since ages ago…just that I couldn’t admit it…Damn it what am I supposed to say now?
I start talking about us and how has our relationship developed in a way nobody wanted. And I keep on talking while your eyes cry. Our marriage is over I know that.
“I’m sorry, it breaks my ハート, 心 to see あなた crying but I really have to be with Lisa.” Oh no, did I just 発言しました that out loud? あなた go running to our room and あなた slam the door. I softly knock.
“Jo, are あなた alright?” I know the answer あなた totally aren’t but I have to make sure that Lisa is safe.
“Not I’m not. あなた bastard, あなた cheat on me again. I shouldn’t be crying.” Well that’s mixed feelings. I stand numb there not knowing what to say everything happened so fast.
“I didn’t cheat on you. I- I” How to say this without breaking her ハート, 心 even more? “I just 愛 her. I can cheat on my feelings. And I don’t want to hurt you, I know this must be already difficult enough.” Sobs and もっと見る sobs. The silence, that silence is scary.
“Jo open-“ Is like if あなた read my mind, in that moment あなた open the door but you’re not crying anymore, although the marks of that strong rain are still there. But your face looks a little bit< もっと見る f a mad person.
“I’m not gonna cry for a man who is a cheater. I’m leaving you.” I’m not a cheater I mean, I can’t be. Wait she’s leaving.
“No. Jo if I’m telling あなた this is because it isn’t going to be easy. My career is in danger and so is Lisa’s. Maybe at the end of the series we could get divorced but right now I need あなた to pretend to be the perfect wife. I told あなた you’re free to have another man and God! This is just so hard to explain.” あなた nod as あなた relay in the door frame.
“I still want divorce. We could do it with secrecy. We’re going to ロンドン in 2 days, there’s a whole less paparazzo back in London. They never stalk あなた like the ones here in LA.” あなた said, well I’m sure I married a really intelligent woman at least.
“We will stay friends?” あなた shake your head, yes it was too early to ask.
My phone rings. I get it out of my pocket and it’s Lisa. I smile.
“Hey”
”Hey. Have あなた talked to her?”
“Yes, I have. She wants to get divorced but I have explained to her the-“
”That’s not our biggest problem.” あなた cut me off.
“What do あなた mean?” Finally I realize some sobs are coming from the phone. Dang
“Hey” I say as あなた open the door and あなた smile at me. I don’t return the smile, あなた then give a hug and あなた try to キッス me but I pull away. So あなた stare weirdly.
“We need to talk.” あなた look at me weirdly. I don’t even know how to explain what has happened with me and Lisa. It was sudden. No it wasn’t, I have liked her since ages ago…just that I couldn’t admit it…Damn it what am I supposed to say now?
I start talking about us and how has our relationship developed in a way nobody wanted. And I keep on talking while your eyes cry. Our marriage is over I know that.
“I’m sorry, it breaks my ハート, 心 to see あなた crying but I really have to be with Lisa.” Oh no, did I just 発言しました that out loud? あなた go running to our room and あなた slam the door. I softly knock.
“Jo, are あなた alright?” I know the answer あなた totally aren’t but I have to make sure that Lisa is safe.
“Not I’m not. あなた bastard, あなた cheat on me again. I shouldn’t be crying.” Well that’s mixed feelings. I stand numb there not knowing what to say everything happened so fast.
“I didn’t cheat on you. I- I” How to say this without breaking her ハート, 心 even more? “I just 愛 her. I can cheat on my feelings. And I don’t want to hurt you, I know this must be already difficult enough.” Sobs and もっと見る sobs. The silence, that silence is scary.
“Jo open-“ Is like if あなた read my mind, in that moment あなた open the door but you’re not crying anymore, although the marks of that strong rain are still there. But your face looks a little bit< もっと見る f a mad person.
“I’m not gonna cry for a man who is a cheater. I’m leaving you.” I’m not a cheater I mean, I can’t be. Wait she’s leaving.
“No. Jo if I’m telling あなた this is because it isn’t going to be easy. My career is in danger and so is Lisa’s. Maybe at the end of the series we could get divorced but right now I need あなた to pretend to be the perfect wife. I told あなた you’re free to have another man and God! This is just so hard to explain.” あなた nod as あなた relay in the door frame.
“I still want divorce. We could do it with secrecy. We’re going to ロンドン in 2 days, there’s a whole less paparazzo back in London. They never stalk あなた like the ones here in LA.” あなた said, well I’m sure I married a really intelligent woman at least.
“We will stay friends?” あなた shake your head, yes it was too early to ask.
My phone rings. I get it out of my pocket and it’s Lisa. I smile.
“Hey”
”Hey. Have あなた talked to her?”
“Yes, I have. She wants to get divorced but I have explained to her the-“
”That’s not our biggest problem.” あなた cut me off.
“What do あなた mean?” Finally I realize some sobs are coming from the phone. Dang