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posted by cheery_blossom
This one I worked very hard on. One shot. The タイトル and some of the lines are lyrics によって Jason Robert Brown. enjoy!
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PROLOGUE:

I feel pressure on my cheek where she stroked it. I check my bottle.

There’s the ring


"And I could never rescue you"

this she whispers.

"Goodbye"

she gently kisses my forehead and strokes my hair

Goodbye, my love.


* * *

How did we get here?


When we fought

When I threw the vase, out of anger, out of love. Out of pain.

When I yelled. She yelled.

When she told me get out, this is the final straw. She just couldn't take it anymore.

When I drove away...

When I OD'd, the vicodin finally did what it had been threatening to do since 日 one...

Yeah. That’s how.
* * *

Anyone who knew me, even those who didn't, knew my 閲覧数 on God, the afterlife. I never believed anything happened after death. Just blackness, I always said. Nothingness. Well that’s just one もっと見る thing I've found I was wrong about.

When あなた die, あなた are lifted up, up farther than あなた could ever fathom was possible.

With every pill I took, I could feel myself sliding away from my body. It was like my personality and soul were fighting their very hardest finally to escape the burden of life on earth.

I closed my eyes and allowed myself be lifted.

"I’m done." I thought

"I'm done fighting"


* * *

Now I sit, on a chair I can't quite see, in a world I can't quite make out, surrounded によって forces I can't quite explain.

Seven days ago, when I was still alive, this would have drove me crazy. A constant itch, a burning desire to get to the bottom of things and understand every detail.

But not anymore. I'm beginning to realize that sometimes its OK not to understand everything.

This "heaven", this world, realm, whatever あなた call it, was nothing but wispy white clouds and blinding sun. There was no God, no dead celebrities, none of my ancestors. No one.

Not even my dad.

I'm alone, yet I don't feel lonely. My leg doesn't hurt.

I'm wearing the same clothes I was wearing when I died. In my pocket, I discover my empty vicodin bottle.


In the center of this wispy white domain, there is an elegant weeping willow tree. Surrounding this 木, ツリー is a crop of soft grass, almost as wispy as the 雲, クラウド itself. 次 to the 木, ツリー is a rosebush, adorned with marvelously scarlet blooms.

次 to the rosebush, there is a small opening, a window, about the size of a microwave oven. If one were to look through the opening, they would see a glittering, birds-eye view of the planet earth.

Under this 木, ツリー is where I sit.

Under this 木, ツリー is where I watch my own funeral.

***

It's strange, my funeral. It seems as though everyone in the hospital had turned out for the occasion.

I see my old team, my new colleagues.


Foreman and 13 are standing together, looking at the floor. He reaches for her hand, she sniffles.

She twitches. Sniffles harder. The Huntington’s was finally taking its toll on her, just like they had all pretended it wouldn't for so long. Foreman drapes his arm around her shaking shoulders.

Chase sits alone, at a tiny 表, テーブル in the corner. Cameron does the same, on the other side of the room.

Taub and his wife sit and talk in hushed tones.

Wilson stands at the foot of the open casket, with his eyes closed.

I know what he's doing. He's trying to block everything out. No wonder, he ロスト his girlfriend, his best friend. How could I do this to him?

Lisa enters.

She looks pale as a ghost. Paler than the body in the casket. She twists and turns the ゴールド ring on her thin finger.

She's stunning, pale as she is. Her ebony hair is free flowing and loose, the way he always 発言しました loved it. She stands out from the mourning crowd in a dress of scarlet, of purest silk.

His お気に入り color.

I blink and sigh.

"You look beautiful, my love."
She can't hear. No one can.

"I miss you"


She holds her head high, in an attitude of bravery and strength.
Her hollow eyes tell a very different story.

She is surrounded によって tears. But she does not cry. No tears would come.

She's sure her beating ハート, 心 will burst through her chest and tear her dress to pieces. Her steps are shaky, her fingers trembling.

"Someone, please help her. Comfort her"

Wilson. Cameron. Anyone.


The entrance is at the opposite side of the room of the casket. Lisa is about halfway there when she is intercepted によって Blythe House.

Blythe is standing in a defensive position, angled away from Lisa. Why does she feel as though this has become some kind of confrontation?

"You" whispers Blythe. She looks relatively calm. Lisa lets her shoulders relax a little.

"You were Gregory's..girlfriend, when it...happened?"

Lisa nods.

Blythe is silent for a moment.

"How could あなた not see this coming?"

What?

"How could あなた just let this happen? あなた were supposed to be there for him. あなた let him down, あなた let me down." She is hissing like a snake, her eyes are slits.

Lisa is speechless. Her チェリー mouth is open in shock.

Wilson is watching out of the corner of his eye.

"My husband is dead. My son is dead. I can barely afford to keep my house, let alone support myself and pay for all this" She gestured around the room."

Blythe steps closer to Lisa. Lisa doesn't move.

"You're young. Your accomplished. あなた have a little girl, don't you?"

Lisa nods slowly. Rachel is with her grandmother tonight.

"I have nothing. It's all been taken from me. あなた still have so much in your life. Don't feel any shame? Guilt?"

"That’s enough"

Wilson cuts in to their conversation. They realize they had quite forgotten all of their surroundings.

Thank you, Wilson.

"It's not your fault, Lisa. It's no one except my own. I'm the one whose ashamed"


Lisa hasn't shed a tear since she heard of his death days ago. Maybe she's in denial, maybe she's in shock.


Wilson wraps her arms around her and plants a キッス on her head.

And finally, the tears come.

***

Watching them there, crying together, I feel もっと見る detached than ever.

The wake service is over. Lisa never got a chance to approach the casket. Maybe she never even wanted to.

I thought I could handle this. That just watching would be enough.

Another thing wrong.

This was hard. Harder than anything I conquered in life.

I missed the smell of her hair, the smooth feeling of her skin. I missed her insecurities, her strengths. I missed the way her eyes sparkled in the sun. I wanted to feel her 次 to me, in my arms. I was resigned to gazing upon her like a glittering work of art in a museum, there for eternity to be appreciated from afar.

I wonder if she misses me. The way I miss her.

I wonder if, like me, she wishes there were a way to relive the last five years we spent together as one. We had a future, a future set in stone. Now all she had were memories.

And memories fade.

One day, she may get over me. または at least find a way to 移動する on.
I hope she does.

But not me. Never me. I could never 移動する on. Not here, alone in this room.

All I can do watch.


***

Lisa slowly makes her way back into the darkened, empty room. The only light is the moonlight filtering through the windows.

Hello, my love.

This is her last chance to say goodbye, once and for all.

She tries to forget the encounter earlier in the evening. She tries to forget everything.

There he is, lying there in his leather jacket. His ギター is 次 to him, the one he's had since the eighth grade. His cane is there, scratched and dented.

Lisa smiles to herself, reveling in his glory.


A white flash catches he eye. She picks up and envelope lying facedown on his guitar.

"To House.
Love,
Chase, Cameron, 13, Foreman, and Taub."

It appears to be a letter, written によって all of them.

I can't wait to read it...

She smiled gently.

"You had a good life"

His face was peaceful, eyelids closed over his ice-blue eyes.

"You had people that loved you. As much as あなた denied it, あなた had フレンズ that cared about you. あなた saved lives.."

Solved puzzles.

She sniffled, a single tear rolled down her cheek.

Dont't あなた cry.

"You were blind. To everything あなた had..."

Tears are rolling down her cheeks

"But so was I. I never saw...how far the crack had opened. I never saw あなた had run out of rope..."

No.
It was never your fault.

I 発言しました I was the most screwed up person in the world.

And あなた stayed.


Tears keep falling. With a trembling hand she places a translucent オレンジ pill bottle in his folded hands. Inside the bottle is hr golden ring.

She takes a shaking breath. "I could never rescue you."

All あなた ever wanted...

"No matter how I tried...all I could do was 愛 you."

She sniffs. Another tear

"God, I loved あなた so.."

She strokes his cheek again and again. Tears are falling on his face and neck.

I feel pressure on my cheek where she stroked it. I check my bottle.

There’s the ring


"But I could never rescue you"

this she whispers.

"Goodbye"

she gently kisses my forehead and strokes my hair

Goodbye, my love.
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posted by Irene3691
The 次 morning his leg pain wakes him up and he gets out of the ベッド to look for the bottle of vicodin. Cuddy wakes up and looks at him in silence from the bed. He can’t find it and is looking for it everywhere when she finally speaks.
‘What are あなた looking for?’
‘Vicodin... あなた know where is it?’
‘I gave あなた the bottle yesterday.’
‘Well I don't have it now!! Can あなた help me to look for it?’
‘Sure...’ She stands up to help him but they don’t succeed. ‘Maybe I have any in my purse. Wait a minute.’
‘Right...’ He wait for her sat on the edge of the bed.
‘I just have...
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posted by Irene3691
Two weeks pass によって and Lisa and Greg are preparing their suitcases to go to France. He’s in the bathroom and asks her to bring him a T-shirt that is in his dorm. Lisa gets into his dorm for the first time since New Year’s Eve, and that brings her some memories.
Cuddy goes to the bathroom’s door to give him the T-shirt. ‘Here it is.’
‘Leave it there...’
‘Sure, I'm not gonna come in.’
‘This dirty mind of yours...’ He chuckles.
‘I don’t want to put あなた in a hurry but I need to take my stuff from the bathroom...’
‘Yeah, I get it.’
When they have everything done, she sits...
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posted by Irene3691
After having lunch and flirting for a while more, they go to see the Big Ben and walk around there again. They spent the rest of the afternoon, until it gets darker and they get tired. ‘Oh God... we’ve walked so much today... My heels are killing me...’
‘I just can't understand why women have to wear heels. If you're sightseeing, you're supposed to be walking the whole day...’
‘Yes, look. How tall are you? How tall am I?’
‘So, あなた just wear them so あなた can be taller??’
‘That’s what they’re made for... But when you're wearing them for a long time they hurt... a bit. Tomorrow...
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posted by HuddyJoy0524
So I ストール, 盗んだ this game from the "House M.D." ファン page because it is a lot of fun and I thought all the Huddiers might enjoy playing :) It's also a fun game to pass the time between now and Jan 11th (sooo long!)

So the game goes like this: A player will make a hunch about the 次 person (has to do with huddy of course). The player who 回答 will either say true (they agree with the statement) または false (they disagree with the statement). then they will make a hunch about the 次 person and so on. あなた use TPBM (the person below me) _____.

For example:
User123: The perso below me hates Huddy
HuddyJoy0524: False!!! I 愛 Huddy!
TPBM thinks the Huddy scene with Rachel in season 5 was adorable
Etc, etc.

I'll start:
TPBM's お気に入り Huddy scene is the キッス in "Joy."
This is an All My Children and House crossover ファン fiction I do not own All My Children it belongs to ABC and House belongs to FOX. Also AMC ファン in this story David does not know about his child with Amanda. House ファン Cuddy is not with Lucas and doesn’t have Rachel. Sorry if this disappoints anyone I hope あなた will still read and enjoy the story. Reviews are love. Enjoy!

All My Doctors

Chapter 1: New Head of Cardiology

Dr. Lisa Cuddy sat in her office at eight o’clock Monday morning quietly reviewing over some notes and other paperwork. She was very anxious about seeing her newest employee...
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posted by huddyforever
Heyyy…so obviously this is chapter 2 and yeah…that’s pretty much all I have to say other than: Enjoy!!!

There stood Cuddy in her jeans, tee shirt, and pulled back hair, a sleeping baby in arm. He couldn’t help a little smile from forming on his lips. “Sure.” She nodded and walked in, emmediatley looking for a 安全, 安全です place to set Rachel so she could sleep. “Wilson has an extra comforter. If あなた get my Vicodin on your way to the comforter I will watch Rachel.” She smirked and handed Rachel, carefully, over to House and then went to find the comforter.

He looked at the sleeping child...
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posted by HouseHuddyCuddy
Hiiyaa :D
i just wanted to say I 愛 EPISODE 7
1. i 愛 it that house is really triyng hard to change for cuddy
2. OMG THE DANCE WAS SO SWEEETT XDD
3. i 愛 the tenstion, confution and all the long and amazing lookes they stare at each otherr!
4. haha i like lucas, he adds even もっと見る tention and he is CLEARLY not gonna take house's place..
5. house is gonna be jelous... this is gonna be so cool XD

think about it, HUDDY IS GOING SOMEWEHRE, we can all see something is gonna happen between them, but until then we can enjoy their flirtations, tention, SATRES, and mocking XD

and think about cuddy for a sec, she has been waiting a long time for house, and she has been making alot of efforts too! now it house's time to fight even もっと見る for her attention:)
posted by lizzie22xo
Some say the way あなた キッス the one あなた love, shows just how much you’re in 愛 with them. And, that ‘some’ of people, were exactly right. Because, when she kissed him, it wasn’t just a lustful kiss, it was a キッス of feelings, 表示中 how much she wanted this… wanted him. This one キッス was better than the numerous kisses and make outs she had performed in the past. It was like the first time a child tasted sugary candy, it was delicious, and yet bad for you. He was bad for her, and she knew it. But yet, like the candy, he was so delicious and tasty, that she couldn’t help herself....
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posted by cheery_blossom
hope yall enjoy this....
*dedicated to huddysmacked, if she ever reads this*
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"Who rings the freaking doorbell at 3 in the morning"she thought to herself.

But she already knew the answer.

***

"Who rings the freaking doorbell at 3 in the morning"he asked himself. He felt bad for disturbing her so late. But he needed her. And she needed him.

Or maybe he was just kidding himself.

***
"It could be the police, it could be wilson, it could be ANYONE from the hospital, it could be a pathetic attepmt at a ding dong ditch. または it could be....him"

Or she could be just kidding herself.
***

It was chilly...
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posted by jatehuddy
Could Cuddy have a double life? Hell yea (:C

House was bored as hell at home. Wilson’s is on some conference in Europe, there’s nothing on tv, and most importantly, his fridge was empty. He decided to go somewhere wild: the striptease club. Yes that’s what he needed right now: real fun. He collected his things, keys to his motorbike and slowly made his way to the club. After half and 時 of driving he was standing in front of the best strip クラブ in New Jersey. The loud 音楽 and red color tempting him, inviting him. He looked if noone was looking and walked into the club. He could already...
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The gray clouds hovered over Princeton like a blanket. Behind them was the onyx sky, gleaming with speckled bright lights so far away. But tonight, tonight very few were shining. Over によって the houses a car had pulled up in a driveway. An average height male with clean short hair, got out of his car and walked fairly quickly to the door. In the light hanging over the arch of the door, あなた could distinguish who he was. Wilson was knocking on House's door waiting for him to answer. He wanted to check up on him, find out what happened, how he was, and how he was feeling about this. After a minute...
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A few days went によって since she met House after their Halloween-Night. Cuddy sat at her desk, signed some files, phoned with three または もっと見る doners. Then she put on her lab コート and went into the clinic-room 5 to check up some patients. She couldn´t really concentrate today. Consistently her thoughts centered about House. Why didn´t he talk to her already? Ok, i didn´t talk to him the last days too, but, ohh shit.., her mind was going to be crazy. She sighed and went on with the 次 patient. "House?!?", she was already shocked as he suddenly stood behind her. After he closed the door and sat...
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posted by Hughlaurie4ever
So far it was a nice 日 in Princeton Plainsboro Teaching Hospital . House was in the clinic catching up on his hours after he and cuddy had a little arguement last night and he wants to make it up to her.it was all going well until House's last clinic patient caused a little setback.

"Next!" House shouted through the open door, he was having a bad 日 and walking around every 5 分 would not help.As his 次 clinic patient walked in House ignored him and kept looking aat the file.When House looked up he saw a thirty-something 年 od man that looked anxious to get out , and he looked mad...
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This is a fiction I wrote this summer and 投稿されました in fanfiction.net.
I figured I'd share it chapter によって chapter with you, since here the Huddy ship is stronger :D
As I wrote it a few months ago, it has no spoilers for season 5!

Be gentle, english is not my first language ^^


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1st Chapter - "The Bet"


It was just another 日 for House. Another weird disease, another accurate diagnosis, another happy ending.

This particular time he didn’t have the chance to annoy Cuddy though, and the reason for his grumpiness was finally found. Now he knew why he was...
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posted by Hughlaurie4ever
Once cuddy left the exam room after replacing the gauze on house's hand . House sat there and laid back on the exam 表, テーブル and closed his eyes sice he didn't get a good nights sleep last night.

About an 時 later house woke up によって a ringing cell phone and a hurting thigh. He woke up and took his time to pick up the phone and when he did he 発言しました ," What!" Cuddy was calling him on the other end she was at his house looking for him because she was worried.

She said," where are あなた house?"

"I'm at school mommy!"

" House seriously i am going to get your 尻, お尻 filled up with clinic hours is あなた do...
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