あなた are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because あなた do not exist much...
Why do あなた run away from such a place as this?
あなた liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. あなた like and 愛 this place...
あなた born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt ロスト without あなた and like I lose あなた more, repeatedly each day...

I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will あなた stay for me, then… によって my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with あなた as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to あなた that I will not run away-from あなた または from the Soul Society! Can you?


I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I 愛 you... and want to 愛 あなた もっと見る again...

I am missing あなた and losing あなた as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...

Every time I think of losing you, あなた fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...

However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few もっと見る minutes...

Gin, just want to ask some 質問 of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would あなた do the same thing for me?
Would あなた sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will あなた save me when I need your help?

Would あなた do those things for me?
I do not know.

I do not even know if I will ever meet あなた again- in the Soul Society または elsewhere, but I hope I can meet あなた there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting あなた wherever, anywhere and I cannot くま, クマ to think about that...
I just can cry and もっと見る and もっと見る within I cry waiting you... just waiting for あなた to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing もっと見る of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...

Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...