She loved Freddie. She loved Freddie so much that she was scared of the 愛 so she was screwing Cook and ran away with him because she was so scared of her 愛 for Freddie. But I think that Cook loved Effy もっと見る than she ever knew, he really fucking loved her and it tore him apart. But as much as I loved Cook and Effy together, it was Freddie that she loved