I'm in crisis what should I do???????????????

First, あなた could at least tell us whats bothering you. No can help unless あなた tell us.

Pray.
General advice, but when あなた believe it helps, it really does. What also helps is to be in presence of people あなた love, people charging あなた with positive energy. And to give あなた something もっと見る specific, I'd need too know more.

stay strong, and keep the faith. continue to read the bible. and remember that no matter how bad things get, every 雲, クラウド has a silver lining.