Step one あなた say we need to talk
He walks あなた say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
あなた stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and あなた stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And あなた begin to wonder why あなた came

"Sit down. We need to talk." I demanded. Ciel started to walk the other way. I stood up.
"Ciel!" I yelled. He turned and smiled. He sat on the chair across from me. I sat down at stared at him. I didnt know him anymore....

Where did I go wrong, I ロスト a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with あなた all night
Had I known how to save a life

Weeks went by, sleepless nights, full of arguing and yelling....

Let him know that あなた know best
Cause after all あなた do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a 一覧 of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God, he hears you
And pray to God, he hears you

Tears streamed down my face, I stiffled a sob, hugging my notebook tightly. I pulled the pencil from my pocket, and started writing.

Where did I go wrong, I ロスト a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with あなた all night
Had I known how to save a life

Ciel sat on the ソファー, ソファ rubbing his temples, he could hear Mel's sobs from across the house. He could almost feel the ナイフ slice her wrist. He looked down at his wrist, it started bleeding aswell. He put his head in his hands, and sighed.

As he begins to raise his voice
あなた lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until あなた lose the road
または break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
または he'll say he's just not the same
And あなた begin to wonder why あなた came

"Mel! あなた dont understand the importance of this!" Ciel shouted at me. I was in his face, tears streaming down my own. How did this all start....? I dont know... Maybe it was the file, maybe it was the presure... Maybe it was just another time I learn the hard way not to get close to anyone...

Where did I go wrong, I ロスト a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with あなた all night
Had I known how to save a life

Ciel shouted at me. Finally, I broke. I punched him straight in the jaw with my already bruised knuckles, and watched him fall over, clutching his jaw and wincing. I winced, and rubbed my bleeding knuckles. I ran out the door, and when I got outside, I unfurled my wings, and pushed down as hard as I could.

Where did I go wrong, I ロスト a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with あなた all night
Had I known how to save a life

Ciel woke up on the floor, a pool of blood and a tooth in sight.
"Mel..." He whispered. He snapped up, and grabbed his jacket, not bothering to wipe the blood off his face. He ran out the house, jumping onto his motorcycle, and zooming off into the night.

......How to save a life......

I curled up in the small cave, sobbing, bleeding from my wrists. I nestled my face into my knees, I could feel the knot in my stomach get worst, blood seep from my wrists into my jeans. I didnt care though...

......How to save a life......

Ciel felt empty, like half of him was gone. He sped up, ingoring most of the trafic laws. Speeding, scaring pedestrians, and passing cops. He leaned into the bike, and sped up.

Where did I go wrong, I ロスト a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with あなた all night
Had I known how to save a life

I settled my sob, down to whimpers. I pushed myself further back into the cave, hugging my knees, my eyes burning. I felt empty. I didnt have Ciel anymore. I ロスト him... He was different... あなた probably dont know what its like, loosing a brother. Its almost like getting a peice of あなた torn off, then dissappearing forever. I just hurts more, in different places.

Where did I go wrong, I ロスト a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with あなた all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

Ciel hissed under his breath, and pulled himself up, into the cave I was in. He crawled over and wrapped his arms around me, hugging me.
"Im sorry..." He whispered, rocking back and forth. I crumpled, bursting into a sob, clutching his shirt. He pulled me into his lap, hugging me, and rocking. I didnt want to fight anymore. I was exhasted, I needed to get away from this stress.
"I dont want to fight anymore!" I choked out in between sobs. Ciel stroked my hair, rocking, and humming. I guess... We were family again... We just hit a bump in the road... rocky, sharp, and bloody bump....



....How to save a life....



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