Anger
I’m Furious
But words can’t describe what I’m feeling now.
The sheer frustration cuts through me like a blunt knife, too cowardly to take it’s annoyance to the 次 level.
It stays, inkling away at me, making me feel もっと見る hopeless every second.
Hopeless, because the もっと見る this white anger burns away at me the もっと見る I want to hurt something.
But the もっと見る I destroy, the もっと見る they seem to mock me.
I beat my face as hard as I can, but I have been numbed によって my rage.
I run outside and scream as loud as I can. I curse. Words have failed me. I am at the mercy of filth.
I look for things to ruin. I grab at things, and tear whatever will 提出する under my desperate claws.
Everything has gone wrong. It always does.
I’m a failure.
Every bad memory comes flooding back to me, bringing me dry sadness.
I wait for tears to come, but even they fail me.
At least if I cried this toxic 雲, クラウド would release its rain, and I would be rid of it until 次 time.
I wield strength and power from this beast they call anger, but I can’t control it.
It throbs from underneath my skin.
I try to release it but nothing helps, bring me to a level of hopelessness I never though possible.
I scream at my friends, I want them to hate me. Then I can hate myself.
But their comforting words and smile just makes them seem further away. Make me lonelier.
I try to release to anger once もっと見る and fail miserably.
Just as I begin to drown into a sea of uselessness, I realize something.
Beautiful, poetic words suddenly come to me.
The 詩 that seems to go hand in hand with experience.
I no longer feel a failure, even though the 雲, クラウド of anger stays.
The ocean of white fury still remains, but at least I have surfaced.
I still hate the world. But the world had seemed to take pity and had 与えられた something back. Something I never thought I had.
We all succumb to the beast of anger. And I knew he would always follow me, waiting for the right moment to sever me with its frustrating dagger.
So what do I do about it?
I write.
I’m Furious
But words can’t describe what I’m feeling now.
The sheer frustration cuts through me like a blunt knife, too cowardly to take it’s annoyance to the 次 level.
It stays, inkling away at me, making me feel もっと見る hopeless every second.
Hopeless, because the もっと見る this white anger burns away at me the もっと見る I want to hurt something.
But the もっと見る I destroy, the もっと見る they seem to mock me.
I beat my face as hard as I can, but I have been numbed によって my rage.
I run outside and scream as loud as I can. I curse. Words have failed me. I am at the mercy of filth.
I look for things to ruin. I grab at things, and tear whatever will 提出する under my desperate claws.
Everything has gone wrong. It always does.
I’m a failure.
Every bad memory comes flooding back to me, bringing me dry sadness.
I wait for tears to come, but even they fail me.
At least if I cried this toxic 雲, クラウド would release its rain, and I would be rid of it until 次 time.
I wield strength and power from this beast they call anger, but I can’t control it.
It throbs from underneath my skin.
I try to release it but nothing helps, bring me to a level of hopelessness I never though possible.
I scream at my friends, I want them to hate me. Then I can hate myself.
But their comforting words and smile just makes them seem further away. Make me lonelier.
I try to release to anger once もっと見る and fail miserably.
Just as I begin to drown into a sea of uselessness, I realize something.
Beautiful, poetic words suddenly come to me.
The 詩 that seems to go hand in hand with experience.
I no longer feel a failure, even though the 雲, クラウド of anger stays.
The ocean of white fury still remains, but at least I have surfaced.
I still hate the world. But the world had seemed to take pity and had 与えられた something back. Something I never thought I had.
We all succumb to the beast of anger. And I knew he would always follow me, waiting for the right moment to sever me with its frustrating dagger.
So what do I do about it?
I write.
愛 あなた forever is about a girl who lives in a town, and has a few friends, she is every teachers "Perfect Student". A new boy and his sister 移動する to town, and they fall in love. her father doesnt approve of the boy. the girl and boy plan to run away 2gether with his sister and her boyfriend. but her father makes her 移動する towns. she is forced 2 go 2 a all girls school, she is ロスト and alone, so she turns 2 suicide. the boy and his sister find her and they take her out of school and run away 2gether and promise to 愛 each other forever. but her father finds out and shoots the boy, the girl is in pain and so is his sister so they run away from their lives and live new ones, under false identities, until her father finds her and kills both of them. (btw the father is crazy)
ok so now i need ur opinions. is it 2 borin, または does it have a chance...
please tell me your true opinions.
ok so now i need ur opinions. is it 2 borin, または does it have a chance...
please tell me your true opinions.
im so sick.
im sick of everything about you.
i hate what あなた say,
what あなた do,
everything.
it sets off some spark,
that just angers me inside and out.
im so sick.
im sick of your laugh,
your smile,
your eyes,
everything.
i hate how あなた talk to me,
how あなた treat me,
what あなた think of me as.
im not your toy,
im not your anything.
i dont belong to you,
im not a possession.
im just me.
and im so sick.
sick of everything in this godforsaken world.
especially you.
and i dont want to be something
that hates and is sick
of everything.
im just sick of you.
and honestly...
i dont want to be with you
anymore.
im so sick.
im sick of everything about you.
i hate what あなた say,
what あなた do,
everything.
it sets off some spark,
that just angers me inside and out.
im so sick.
im sick of your laugh,
your smile,
your eyes,
everything.
i hate how あなた talk to me,
how あなた treat me,
what あなた think of me as.
im not your toy,
im not your anything.
i dont belong to you,
im not a possession.
im just me.
and im so sick.
sick of everything in this godforsaken world.
especially you.
and i dont want to be something
that hates and is sick
of everything.
im just sick of you.
and honestly...
i dont want to be with you
anymore.
im so sick.
i cant take any more
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
火災, 火 spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget あなた even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
または even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real または not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get あなた out of my mind.
even if i die...
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
火災, 火 spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget あなた even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
または even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real または not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get あなた out of my mind.
even if i die...
Once upon a time There was a girl named Abby. She loved to talk. Her teachers eventually stopped calling on her.
One day, she talked during a 火災, 火 while a kid in her class was telling her teacher where the 17 other children were.
The teacher couldn't here her, and the 検索 for the children lasted twelve hours. During that time, a gang ストール, 盗んだ five computers, three cars, seventeen dogs, and blackmailed the mayor into giving them seven grand.
Abby was expelled from the school.
When she told her parents, they imediately looked for a school for her to go to.
But the only school that gave her acceptence was the class in the juvinille deliquent center.
So she was ホーム schooled.
But she caused her parents so much trouble that in a week they ロスト their all hair and were standing on the thin line between sanity and the nut house.
So they duct-taped her mouth shut.
THE END
One day, she talked during a 火災, 火 while a kid in her class was telling her teacher where the 17 other children were.
The teacher couldn't here her, and the 検索 for the children lasted twelve hours. During that time, a gang ストール, 盗んだ five computers, three cars, seventeen dogs, and blackmailed the mayor into giving them seven grand.
Abby was expelled from the school.
When she told her parents, they imediately looked for a school for her to go to.
But the only school that gave her acceptence was the class in the juvinille deliquent center.
So she was ホーム schooled.
But she caused her parents so much trouble that in a week they ロスト their all hair and were standing on the thin line between sanity and the nut house.
So they duct-taped her mouth shut.
THE END
As I grow to think about it もっと見る and more, and understand it もっと見る and more, I see that, as the saying goes, life is like a game of chess. But I have made my own saying up, which seems もっと見る true to me. Life is like a venture into the unknown. あなた never know what might await あなた next, もっと見る dangers, または even happy successes. But one thing is for certain, あなた cannot always be happy, または always be depressed. Life is like a mountain. あなた climb it, face all the challenges life brings you. あなた dump and break up, あなた win and make up. Things happen. あなた can't control it most of the time. So never blame yourself for bad things that happened to あなた in life. Life gets confusing a lot. But I still strive to reach my goals. Without goals, I would be like a broken-winged bird that could not fly. I would be aimless. I would not become better, build my character. Life is like a venture into the unknown, and I believe that to be true. So true.
I know I asked for too much before
I know I deserved for あなた to walk out the door
But あなた didn’t need to give it away
I promise あなた I’ll give it a try
あなた don’t have to buy my love
あなた don’t need to give so much
I know I asked for a lot, never seemed satisfied
The word want makes me needy
Cause あなた don’t have to buy my love
Wants have become a trigger
I’ll put your white string around my finger
Shouldn’t have asked
I never should’ve asked
あなた shouldn’t be buying love,
Don’t give it all away to me
I hope あなた finally see
That wanting from あなた makes me feel
あなた shouldn’t buy my love
I know I deserved for あなた to walk out the door
But あなた didn’t need to give it away
I promise あなた I’ll give it a try
あなた don’t have to buy my love
あなた don’t need to give so much
I know I asked for a lot, never seemed satisfied
The word want makes me needy
Cause あなた don’t have to buy my love
Wants have become a trigger
I’ll put your white string around my finger
Shouldn’t have asked
I never should’ve asked
あなた shouldn’t be buying love,
Don’t give it all away to me
I hope あなた finally see
That wanting from あなた makes me feel
あなた shouldn’t buy my love