Authors note: Hi, this is my first time publishing something that wasn't ファン fiction but its what I've been passionate about forever. So please forgive the inconsistent rhyming.
If I never saw あなた again.
How happy my life would be!
I'd be jumping up and down the walls so full of glee!
No もっと見る nagging!
No もっと見る griping!
No もっと見る constant whining!
No もっと見る rants about how dreadful your life is!
I could be free from the locks that is your torn up mind, no longer a prisoner in my own home.
Aw the very thought of never hearing your voice again fills me with so much joy!
No もっと見る yelling!
No もっと見る shrieking!
No もっと見る do this または do that!
The very mention of my name によって your irritable voice makes my ears bleed buckets.
The look of your horrendous face when yelling at me makes me vomit on the inside.
To imagine my life without you.
Is like a dream that's impossible to obtain.
Oh well, whilst I sleep that dream I long is true.
Where I am so happy.
To never see you.
If I never saw あなた again.
How happy my life would be!
I'd be jumping up and down the walls so full of glee!
No もっと見る nagging!
No もっと見る griping!
No もっと見る constant whining!
No もっと見る rants about how dreadful your life is!
I could be free from the locks that is your torn up mind, no longer a prisoner in my own home.
Aw the very thought of never hearing your voice again fills me with so much joy!
No もっと見る yelling!
No もっと見る shrieking!
No もっと見る do this または do that!
The very mention of my name によって your irritable voice makes my ears bleed buckets.
The look of your horrendous face when yelling at me makes me vomit on the inside.
To imagine my life without you.
Is like a dream that's impossible to obtain.
Oh well, whilst I sleep that dream I long is true.
Where I am so happy.
To never see you.
Forever
Forever あなた are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what あなた promised
Your ハート, 心 is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected によって your eagle like wings
Forever loved によって your ocean wide heart
Forever 安全, 安全です in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
Forever あなた are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what あなた promised
Your ハート, 心 is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected によって your eagle like wings
Forever loved によって your ocean wide heart
Forever 安全, 安全です in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
preface
if the one person あなた told the truth to all the time was now the one person あなた have to keep it away from, would you?
would あなた be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person あなた told everything to, he was the one who keeps あなた from falling apart, but if あなた told him anything he might be the one to bring あなた tummbling down.
if あなた had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would あなた chose? because if あなた dont chose right, he may very well die.
if the one person あなた told the truth to all the time was now the one person あなた have to keep it away from, would you?
would あなた be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person あなた told everything to, he was the one who keeps あなた from falling apart, but if あなた told him anything he might be the one to bring あなた tummbling down.
if あなた had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would あなた chose? because if あなた dont chose right, he may very well die.
That 日 I thought I was a failure. I was sitting outside our house on a bench in my white dress, just staring at the dark sky while raindrops were running down my cheeks. It could have been tears as well, all I knew was that it was raining pretty hard.
As she noticed I was outside, she opened the door and told me to come inside, where it was warm. Her soft voice told me she was going to make some お茶, 紅茶 for me and that everything would be okay.
I didn't even look at her when I got up and started to run.
The 草 felt wet and cold under my bare feet as I was running towards the nearby forest,...
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As she noticed I was outside, she opened the door and told me to come inside, where it was warm. Her soft voice told me she was going to make some お茶, 紅茶 for me and that everything would be okay.
I didn't even look at her when I got up and started to run.
The 草 felt wet and cold under my bare feet as I was running towards the nearby forest,...
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two によって fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make 愛 to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the バラ are dying
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two によって fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make 愛 to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the バラ are dying
love bites
A 年 前 in my calculation,
A 年 ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
愛 isn’t a toy and never was.
愛 is what あなた cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.
A 年 ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
愛 isn’t a toy and never was.
愛 is what あなた cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.
