Serena
He looked up and I wasn't sure, but I thought his gaze softened a little.
"Can I sit here?" I asked cautiously.
"Whatever," he said, sounding bored out of his mind.
"My name's Serena," I said.
"Shaun."
We sat in silence for the rest of lunch, I was eating nothing. The 秒 the ベル rang, he stood up, abruptly and left.
I was left staring in confusion at the doorway I was mostly certain he'd disappeared down.
Shaun
I didn't want to hurt her, yet I didn't want her to be sucked into my depressing world of suffering. What was I supposed to do?
*************************************************
Every 日 since my parents had died, I'd been forced into seeing this psychiatrist, Dr Martinez.
She never forced me into talking, and I rarely did.
I stormed into her contemporary office, slamming the door behind me.
Dr Martinez didn't say anything for a while.
"Is there something bothering you, Shaun?"
I'm not sure how, but I started talking and didn't stop.
I told her about Serena. That I didn't know what I wanted. I'd made myself vulnerable, and Dr Martinez didn't interrupt.
Once I was done, I wasn't even sitting in front of her 机, デスク anymore. Without thinking, I had gotten up and was staring out the window.
"You've made a lot of progress, Shaun," was all that Dr Martinez said.
He looked up and I wasn't sure, but I thought his gaze softened a little.
"Can I sit here?" I asked cautiously.
"Whatever," he said, sounding bored out of his mind.
"My name's Serena," I said.
"Shaun."
We sat in silence for the rest of lunch, I was eating nothing. The 秒 the ベル rang, he stood up, abruptly and left.
I was left staring in confusion at the doorway I was mostly certain he'd disappeared down.
Shaun
I didn't want to hurt her, yet I didn't want her to be sucked into my depressing world of suffering. What was I supposed to do?
*************************************************
Every 日 since my parents had died, I'd been forced into seeing this psychiatrist, Dr Martinez.
She never forced me into talking, and I rarely did.
I stormed into her contemporary office, slamming the door behind me.
Dr Martinez didn't say anything for a while.
"Is there something bothering you, Shaun?"
I'm not sure how, but I started talking and didn't stop.
I told her about Serena. That I didn't know what I wanted. I'd made myself vulnerable, and Dr Martinez didn't interrupt.
Once I was done, I wasn't even sitting in front of her 机, デスク anymore. Without thinking, I had gotten up and was staring out the window.
"You've made a lot of progress, Shaun," was all that Dr Martinez said.
Photograph by Ansel Adams
I'm just drifting, drifting down this road.
The dust kicking up behind me,
Just a 雲, クラウド to hide my past.
My feet don't leave any footprints,
My name never graces those lips
That I'm watching from a distance,
A distance that grows greater
As I'm drifting, drifting down this road.
I'm not on the way to anything great,
I'm just hiding, hiding down in the dark.
The shadows closing in around me,
Just a blanket to smother my past.
My eyes can't see in the gloom,
My voice never breaks the silence
That I keep deep in my heart,
A ハート, 心 that grows blacker
As I'm drifting, drifting in the dark.
I wish...
I could exorcise the demons in your mind
Remove the darkness from your soul
Take the pain from your
Wipe the tears from your eyes
And lessen the burden あなた carry
But I live miles from you
And cannot be with you
But I can be with あなた in spirit
And can only hope these words
Written from afar
Can help ease your mind and soul
Your grief and pain
Has touched me in a way
No has been able to
May あなた find the peace あなた seek
An the 愛 あなた deserve
Your happiness is my greatest concern
And greatest joy
I could exorcise the demons in your mind
Remove the darkness from your soul
Take the pain from your
Wipe the tears from your eyes
And lessen the burden あなた carry
But I live miles from you
And cannot be with you
But I can be with あなた in spirit
And can only hope these words
Written from afar
Can help ease your mind and soul
Your grief and pain
Has touched me in a way
No has been able to
May あなた find the peace あなた seek
An the 愛 あなた deserve
Your happiness is my greatest concern
And greatest joy
あなた go to ベッド happy.
あなた go to ベッド well.
Then あなた wake up sick.
You're rushed to the hospital.
You're lest with no help.
You're poked and you're prodded.
It feels like hell.
あなた wish it was over.
あなた wish all was swell.
Finally it's over.
All test have been run.
あなた hoped for the best,
so あなた can have fun.
You're stuck there for days,
before 回答 come.
They say あなた have cancer,
あなた have to stay.
Days turn to weeks.
There あなた lay.
Misery comes with each passing day.
Hate comes in every way.
Now あなた wake up,
days after chemo.
Your hair lies around you.
No comfort あなた find.
あなた can only hope.
Each 日 brings tears.
あなた fight with your hardest,
but it wasn't enough.
In the end あなた lost.
But あなた learned alot more.
あなた know あなた helpd others.
あなた settled the score.
あなた go to ベッド well.
Then あなた wake up sick.
You're rushed to the hospital.
You're lest with no help.
You're poked and you're prodded.
It feels like hell.
あなた wish it was over.
あなた wish all was swell.
Finally it's over.
All test have been run.
あなた hoped for the best,
so あなた can have fun.
You're stuck there for days,
before 回答 come.
They say あなた have cancer,
あなた have to stay.
Days turn to weeks.
There あなた lay.
Misery comes with each passing day.
Hate comes in every way.
Now あなた wake up,
days after chemo.
Your hair lies around you.
No comfort あなた find.
あなた can only hope.
Each 日 brings tears.
あなた fight with your hardest,
but it wasn't enough.
In the end あなた lost.
But あなた learned alot more.
あなた know あなた helpd others.
あなた settled the score.
