Wishful Thinking

Introduction: I thought it was a sweet beginning, a chance to start anew, no looking back, nor turning. What I’ve found here, has me in its grasp, it’s captured me in its spell. But like every sweet beginning we never know how the story ends.


Hi, I’m Alicia Alice Davidson, but あなた can call me Alice. I’m from a family of five, and I go to the best High School in the country, I’m confident and I follow my instincts I’m a fighter mentally and physically. It started off as the same boring, disappointing 日 I was used to, at my school, it’s an all girl school あなた see. I was going to the café at lunch time with my friend Abby we were talking about the day’s events, Abby bought wontons whilst I bought nothing because I wasn’t particularly hungry at that point in time. When we were walking past the café tables near to the stairs of the school’s Auditorium I saw some boys casually leaning on the walls blocking our path. It looked as if they were waiting for something-“a lecture I suppose”, I thought to myself. “Excuse us please”, I 発言しました to the boys, their heads whipped up all of them wearing amused expressions.
I looked at their faces trying to figure out why they were looking at us that way, I glanced at Abby, and saw her gaping at the boys and I realized that she was drooling, she dropped her half eaten wonton. One of the boys laughed at her and also at me, he muttered something that sounded like “typical girls”. “Excuse me!” I exclaimed indignantly, damn I could have punched him in the face there and then, trust me I would have left a mark on pretty boy’s face, the boy that laughed seeming to hear the double meaning in my words looked at me a 秒 time like he was waiting for something (probably me slapping him). “What are あなた waiting for?”, “move!” I 発言しました my former politeness gone. That was it I ロスト my temper, I pushed through their crowd pulling Abby with me. “Wait!” one of the boys called to me, “Abby, go I’ll deal with this!” I told her. “What!” I 発言しました to the boy who called me, “Ohhh, your girl’s got a temper, better stay clear of her Jake!” 発言しました the boy who I recognized as the one who laughed at me.
The boys surrounded me cutting me off form the view of everyone else. “You, stupid boy, move!” I 発言しました trying to push myself out of their circle, but not one of them moved I pulled a stance prepared to defend myself, when the boy I recognized as Jake said, “We mean あなた no harm”. “Oh, yeah right, あなた should have thought of that before, even if I am a ‘typical girl’, あなた insulted me for no good reason, あなた and your little ファン club” I said, the boy called Jake looked me straight in the eyes and said, “Jason, apologize!” “Why?” complained the boy who had laughed at us, “That was not a request!” snapped Jake, “Jeez, sorry girl” he said, turning to face me. “Thanks, I 発言しました and no harm done, my name’s Alice によって the way” I looked around and saw that there was a break in the サークル, 円 and without another word I boldly strode away and as I did so I could feel the heated stares coming from the boys on my back.
The last three periods went によって like a breeze. I didn’t even realize when I reached ホーム I did all of my homework and I went into the bathroom, washed my hair and stuff the cold water felt good on my skin after today, I changed quickly and picked up the nearest book I could find, Jane Eyre, then I realized after a while that I wasn’t paying much attention to the book at all, I was thinking about the boys, Jake and Jason then I seemed to realized how handsome they were, I remembered seeing the sign of the クロス around their necks, they were perfectly built and mesmerizing, “Girl, snap out of it!” I told myself but somehow I couldn’t stop thinking about them, even when I closed my eyes I saw their handsome faces peering at me in my dreams, one face most frequently though the boy named Jake, the damn President of the cute club, at least he was good-looking, he goes to the best boy school in the country, smart and cute? Works for me!
I reached earlier than usual the 次 day, plenty of time to think, so not healthy for me! Because then I’d have to remember every detail of the 日 esp. my enemy, Britney, the devil, thank God she can’t afford Prada, with her around あなた would pray everyday for hell to freeze over! Everything sucks with her around, moving on! “I wonder if the cute club’s coming back?” I asked myself a smile played at the corner of my lips as I thought about the possibility.