Dear あなた Know Who あなた Are,
愛 is a deep feeling, and what I felt for あなた was never love. It was...... I'm not sure, but not love. 愛 is deep. This only scratched the surface.
Your long blonde hair made あなた irresistible. Your ice blue eyes were enchanting, made me feel like I was walking on heaven. Your pale skin made me feel like I was in fake 愛 with a monster, though. My フレンズ teased me and あなた because of it.
Those arguments we had over the phone, I wish I could've spat the words at you. It would've been もっと見る satisfying. Seeing your reaction. Hearing あなた overreact to everything.
あなた are truly just an abomination to the male species. あなた use such vulgar terms, and disgust every single person あなた meet.
I kept one text, because I thought it was sweet. "I was gonna think about it, I thought あなた were better than that." What was I thinking, how could you, a picture of loveliness and charm, ever 愛 me, a small brown haired, brown eyed girl of 13? Hah, あなた only 日付 blondes. Too bad I dyed my hair blonde, sucker.
あなた truly ruined my life. あなた never realized that, did you? あなた ruined it. あなた made my ハート, 心 turn to clay, just so あなた could shape it and smash it. With a sledgehammer. I didn't care that あなた were going out with her, I already knew that I didn't 愛 you.
And the only thing I have left to say to you, あなた despicable creature: I only 日付 gingers. あなた are definitely not ginger. And that does not mean that I'm going to 日付 Bryan anytime.
愛 is a deep feeling, and what I felt for あなた was never love. It was...... I'm not sure, but not love. 愛 is deep. This only scratched the surface.
Your long blonde hair made あなた irresistible. Your ice blue eyes were enchanting, made me feel like I was walking on heaven. Your pale skin made me feel like I was in fake 愛 with a monster, though. My フレンズ teased me and あなた because of it.
Those arguments we had over the phone, I wish I could've spat the words at you. It would've been もっと見る satisfying. Seeing your reaction. Hearing あなた overreact to everything.
あなた are truly just an abomination to the male species. あなた use such vulgar terms, and disgust every single person あなた meet.
I kept one text, because I thought it was sweet. "I was gonna think about it, I thought あなた were better than that." What was I thinking, how could you, a picture of loveliness and charm, ever 愛 me, a small brown haired, brown eyed girl of 13? Hah, あなた only 日付 blondes. Too bad I dyed my hair blonde, sucker.
あなた truly ruined my life. あなた never realized that, did you? あなた ruined it. あなた made my ハート, 心 turn to clay, just so あなた could shape it and smash it. With a sledgehammer. I didn't care that あなた were going out with her, I already knew that I didn't 愛 you.
And the only thing I have left to say to you, あなた despicable creature: I only 日付 gingers. あなた are definitely not ginger. And that does not mean that I'm going to 日付 Bryan anytime.
Prologue
Randall regarded her with pride.His finest.Her skin was ebony-black,her eyes a sinister grey,hair pale,wintry white.She stared at him blankly,her tall,slender frame tense.Randall stroked her cheek and tucked a lock of her hair behind her ears.Lethal,she was.Designed to perfection for the task she was set.Despite the obvious arrogance in her gaze,he deemed her the best."Tell me,who are you?"he tested."Layla"she answered."And I?".
"Master."she said."Tell me,"he asked her,taking her large,clawed hands."how do あなた use these..assets?"."To serve Master."Randall smiled."Good'he said."Very Good indeed.""How do あなた do that,my lovely?"he purred.Her eys stared straight ahead."Kill"she whispered."Kill for Master"
Randall regarded her with pride.His finest.Her skin was ebony-black,her eyes a sinister grey,hair pale,wintry white.She stared at him blankly,her tall,slender frame tense.Randall stroked her cheek and tucked a lock of her hair behind her ears.Lethal,she was.Designed to perfection for the task she was set.Despite the obvious arrogance in her gaze,he deemed her the best."Tell me,who are you?"he tested."Layla"she answered."And I?".
"Master."she said."Tell me,"he asked her,taking her large,clawed hands."how do あなた use these..assets?"."To serve Master."Randall smiled."Good'he said."Very Good indeed.""How do あなた do that,my lovely?"he purred.Her eys stared straight ahead."Kill"she whispered."Kill for Master"
Memories and grief of my heart
Are still buried somewhere
I can’t cry neither I can freely laugh
What if they don’t know my past
I have not forget it yet
I still remember the same Zean with the same Zeal
But not in flashes neither in cars
In backstage of life with trembling hunger
Hunger in eyes and lips dry
No money in pocket but Zeal on shoulder
With memories of ‘Love’ and burning heart
Now my clothes are branded
And my shoes are best, pocket heavy with dollars
But with this all my ハート, 心 is all heavy
With secrets of past
Pleasures can bury them but cannot vanish
I still look フォワード, 前進, 楽しみにして to death
When all my secrets will disappear, my pain will end
Also with my life..end will come to my BAD MEMORIES.
Are still buried somewhere
I can’t cry neither I can freely laugh
What if they don’t know my past
I have not forget it yet
I still remember the same Zean with the same Zeal
But not in flashes neither in cars
In backstage of life with trembling hunger
Hunger in eyes and lips dry
No money in pocket but Zeal on shoulder
With memories of ‘Love’ and burning heart
Now my clothes are branded
And my shoes are best, pocket heavy with dollars
But with this all my ハート, 心 is all heavy
With secrets of past
Pleasures can bury them but cannot vanish
I still look フォワード, 前進, 楽しみにして to death
When all my secrets will disappear, my pain will end
Also with my life..end will come to my BAD MEMORIES.