日 1 of my diary
Dear Esmerelda (diary),
Death is my new お気に入り word. Closely followed によって tragedy. I made a 一覧 of my new お気に入り words since "He Who I Can Not Name, Because He Broke My Heart" left. Oh, all right. His name is . . . John. Oh, I want to die! Anyway, here's the list:
1. Death
2. Tragedy
3. Suicide
4. Hate
5. Nothing
6. Night
7. Darkness
8. Devil
I don't know what to do. I decided that I would wear all black. I'm going goth. He Who I Can Not Name hated goths. I like the Goth Club at my school. I never have to smile または laugh. And we trade ways to kill ourselves every Wednesday at lunch. I must go. The bats are calling. (That means it's nighttime)
Hate,
Ashley. Nicknamed Dark Sun.
日 2 of my diary.
Dear Esmerelda,
Anna, my new BFF, nicknamed Night Rose, is at my house. Mother hates my goth clothes and makeup, and says it's worse when Anna's here. Our Goth Club assignment is to think of 3 ways to kill ourselves, and we're on yahoo.com/ways2killurself. We found a good one: Cut open your stomache and hang yourself on a 木, ツリー によって your intestines. Also, drown yourself in your own urine/vomit/poop. EWWWWWW!!!!!!!! (but it's interesting)
Hate,
Dark Sun
日 3 of my diary
Dear Esmerelda,
Goodbye. Forever. I am about to stand in front of a train, and let it take my worthless, miserable life. Mother, I 愛 you. And clean Father's closet. It smells like cat food. Father, I 愛 you. Take care of yourself, and try to give up smoking. Anna, I hope あなた live up to your dream and follow soon after me. Keep holding on until あなた feel a calling to enter a new world, which I did. John, go suck ass, あなた worthless mutt.
The train is here. Goodby........
Author's note: I am NOT suicidal. I randomly thought of this and took a chance. I WILL NOT KILL MYSELF!
Author's note to Twilight Saga fans: Twilight is not for goths, and あなた guys rock my world! Keep on rocking!
-alice_cullen_12
Dear Esmerelda (diary),
Death is my new お気に入り word. Closely followed によって tragedy. I made a 一覧 of my new お気に入り words since "He Who I Can Not Name, Because He Broke My Heart" left. Oh, all right. His name is . . . John. Oh, I want to die! Anyway, here's the list:
1. Death
2. Tragedy
3. Suicide
4. Hate
5. Nothing
6. Night
7. Darkness
8. Devil
I don't know what to do. I decided that I would wear all black. I'm going goth. He Who I Can Not Name hated goths. I like the Goth Club at my school. I never have to smile または laugh. And we trade ways to kill ourselves every Wednesday at lunch. I must go. The bats are calling. (That means it's nighttime)
Hate,
Ashley. Nicknamed Dark Sun.
日 2 of my diary.
Dear Esmerelda,
Anna, my new BFF, nicknamed Night Rose, is at my house. Mother hates my goth clothes and makeup, and says it's worse when Anna's here. Our Goth Club assignment is to think of 3 ways to kill ourselves, and we're on yahoo.com/ways2killurself. We found a good one: Cut open your stomache and hang yourself on a 木, ツリー によって your intestines. Also, drown yourself in your own urine/vomit/poop. EWWWWWW!!!!!!!! (but it's interesting)
Hate,
Dark Sun
日 3 of my diary
Dear Esmerelda,
Goodbye. Forever. I am about to stand in front of a train, and let it take my worthless, miserable life. Mother, I 愛 you. And clean Father's closet. It smells like cat food. Father, I 愛 you. Take care of yourself, and try to give up smoking. Anna, I hope あなた live up to your dream and follow soon after me. Keep holding on until あなた feel a calling to enter a new world, which I did. John, go suck ass, あなた worthless mutt.
The train is here. Goodby........
Author's note: I am NOT suicidal. I randomly thought of this and took a chance. I WILL NOT KILL MYSELF!
Author's note to Twilight Saga fans: Twilight is not for goths, and あなた guys rock my world! Keep on rocking!
-alice_cullen_12
I remember the 日 I fell in love.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for あなた love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place あなた could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with もっと見る 火災, 火 then あなた could ever imagine.
もっと見る passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the 日 I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real バスケットボール, バスケット ボール coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for あなた love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place あなた could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with もっと見る 火災, 火 then あなた could ever imagine.
もっと見る passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the 日 I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real バスケットボール, バスケット ボール coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Just a poem. I hope it isn't much of a bother to rate.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
または I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told によって hidden scars
Unable to 表示する themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
または I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told によって hidden scars
Unable to 表示する themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
OK so i was walking down the street...all alone...in the rain...not happy but not sad ether...when suddenly I ran into a モクレン, マグノリア tree!I don't know how I didn't see it...or why it was in the middle of the road-but it was there and when I looked at it I saw it was the biggest モクレン, マグノリア I had ever seen;it was absolutely GINORMOUS!it to be at least as tall as a skyscraper. I couldn't even see the top.Now what is the easiest way to get past a tree? Go around it of course! but when i looked there was a wall!Two walls!on ether side of the 木, ツリー that prevented me from passing(again,how didn't I see this before?)It was not an ordinary
ウォール ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a モクレン, マグノリア and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do あなた think I did?What would あなた have done?
ウォール ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a モクレン, マグノリア and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do あなた think I did?What would あなた have done?
I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad 発言しました one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. 日 and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss あなた ... even if I never met あなた =,[
次 journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss あなた ... even if I never met あなた =,[
次 journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!