Things were better after that. It was... boring I guess. But being bored is better than being raped. I walked for hours upon hours, still seeming to get nowhere. I was starting to believe I was truly lost. My stomach felt like it was starting to digest itself, which I hoped it wasn't, but I wouldn't be surprised. The only time I had something to drink was when it rained. I'd walk down the road, with my mouth open at the sky like a complete idiot. It worked a little though, and I kept myself from dehydrating.
It was three whole days before I got close to home. But I was so hungry and tired and hurting that I couldn't even bring myself to be happy. I stumbled on the sidewalk, just two blocks from the apartment. Then my body just couldn't take it anymore and I passed out.
***
I woke up, and my head was killing me. I rolled over on the sidewalk, only to see that it wasn't a sidewalk. I jolted all the way awake, hyperventilating.
I was home!
I jumped up from the couch, looking around. No one was here.
"Hello?" I called. I heard something from down tha hall. Carmine ran in, looking shocked.
"Harley! You're ok!" He ran over, and swooped me up into a giant くま, クマ hug. "I thought あなた were dead または something!"
"How the hell did I get here?" I asked. He laughed.
"Mrs. Jenson, the woman down the street, saw あなた passed out on the sidewalk. She came and got me, and I brought あなた here."
"Where's Nikolai?" I asked.
"Grocery shopping. He'll be in for a big surprise when he sees あなた here."
"That reminds me," I said. I smacked my palm upside his skull, making a loud thud. "That's for not coming to get me!" Carmine sighed.
"I guess I deserved that..."
"You deserved much もっと見る than that, mister." Just then, Nikolai walked in. He was holding three bags of groceries. They fell to the ground, apples and oranges and what not rolling across the floor.
"Harley...?" he whispered. He stood there アナと雪の女王 in the doorway. I ran over to him and gave him a giant hug.
"Nikolai! I missed you!" I was actually crying. He hugged me close, and kissed my forehead.
"Harley! What are you...? How'd you...?" he was at ロスト for words. So was I, frankly. Then Nikolai frowned. "Harley, do あなた know how much trouble we're going to be in if they find out you're here?" I frowned and took a step back.
"So don't tell them," I 発言しました dully. "I just got here and あなた want me gone already?" Maybe Felicity was right.
"No, I just... I don't want anyone else getting in trouble around here..."
"Nikolai, Reed didn't do it. Someone else killed Dalton."
"You don't know that," Nikolai sighed.
"Yes. I do," I insisted.
"No, あなた don't," Nikolai 発言しました sternly. I clenched my teeth.
"Let's not talk about this now, ok?" Carmine interrupted. "Harley, あなた look awful. Why don't あなた go take a shower, and I'll get あなた something to eat?" I sighed, but went to the bathroom for a long hot shower.
***
I ate a lot; considering I hadn't eaten barely anything since I'd left Gail's. The thought of her saddened me, which also surprised me. Sure, she was annoying, and rude sometimes, but she was the closest thing I'd ever had to a mom.
And thinking about Gail reminded me of my sisters. Ok, they weren't really my sisters, but again, they were the closest things I'd ever had to sisters. I missed them. I could talk about anything with them. With Nikolai, Carmine, and even Reed, there was that boundary, because they're guys. They just don't think like I do sometimes. It's hard for us to understand each other sometimes. With Scout, and sometimes Aspen, she just gets it.
"So, what was the foster ホーム like?" Carmine asked. He sounded kind of worried, like he thought I liked it better there than I do here. Did I?
"Well, the woman there was named Gail. She was nice. And there was a girl my age there that I shared a room with. Her name's Scout. Then there's a little girl named Aspen, and another little girl named Jezebel. There's a baby girl named Bride... And Gail has a German Shepherd named Sky. She hated me at first, but then she was nicer." Carmine nodded.
"Geez.... All girls. That musta been annoying," Nikolai said. I frowned. Is that what he thought of me? That I was annoying? He got up and went to go watch TV. Carmine noticed, and smiled at me sympathetically.
"Don't mind him," he whispered. I shook it off.
"So. Are we gonna go find whoever did kill Dalton?" I asked. Nikolai pursed his lips; he was still sure that Reed was the one that killed him. Carmine shook his head.
"Just rest today. We can go tomorrow または something." I groaned. It was late though.... I went to my room, which I hadn't seen in almost three months, and went to sleep. That night, I had a terrible dream.
I dreamt that we did get Reed out of jail, only he wasn't the same. He was... changed. He wasn't nice anymore, he was もっと見る like Nikolai, in the moody way. Then he was in the kitchen, when he grabbed a butcher ナイフ off the counter. He stabbed Nikolai in the heart, then ran after Carmine. I locked myself in the bathroom, leaning against the door. I cried and cried as I heard Carmine scream. Then Reed threw himself against the door, trying to get it open.
I screamed as I woke. I sat up on my futon. I looked around my dark room, but everything was still. No one was there. I sighed a breath of relief, and laid awake for the rest of the night.
It was three whole days before I got close to home. But I was so hungry and tired and hurting that I couldn't even bring myself to be happy. I stumbled on the sidewalk, just two blocks from the apartment. Then my body just couldn't take it anymore and I passed out.
***
I woke up, and my head was killing me. I rolled over on the sidewalk, only to see that it wasn't a sidewalk. I jolted all the way awake, hyperventilating.
I was home!
I jumped up from the couch, looking around. No one was here.
"Hello?" I called. I heard something from down tha hall. Carmine ran in, looking shocked.
"Harley! You're ok!" He ran over, and swooped me up into a giant くま, クマ hug. "I thought あなた were dead または something!"
"How the hell did I get here?" I asked. He laughed.
"Mrs. Jenson, the woman down the street, saw あなた passed out on the sidewalk. She came and got me, and I brought あなた here."
"Where's Nikolai?" I asked.
"Grocery shopping. He'll be in for a big surprise when he sees あなた here."
"That reminds me," I said. I smacked my palm upside his skull, making a loud thud. "That's for not coming to get me!" Carmine sighed.
"I guess I deserved that..."
"You deserved much もっと見る than that, mister." Just then, Nikolai walked in. He was holding three bags of groceries. They fell to the ground, apples and oranges and what not rolling across the floor.
"Harley...?" he whispered. He stood there アナと雪の女王 in the doorway. I ran over to him and gave him a giant hug.
"Nikolai! I missed you!" I was actually crying. He hugged me close, and kissed my forehead.
"Harley! What are you...? How'd you...?" he was at ロスト for words. So was I, frankly. Then Nikolai frowned. "Harley, do あなた know how much trouble we're going to be in if they find out you're here?" I frowned and took a step back.
"So don't tell them," I 発言しました dully. "I just got here and あなた want me gone already?" Maybe Felicity was right.
"No, I just... I don't want anyone else getting in trouble around here..."
"Nikolai, Reed didn't do it. Someone else killed Dalton."
"You don't know that," Nikolai sighed.
"Yes. I do," I insisted.
"No, あなた don't," Nikolai 発言しました sternly. I clenched my teeth.
"Let's not talk about this now, ok?" Carmine interrupted. "Harley, あなた look awful. Why don't あなた go take a shower, and I'll get あなた something to eat?" I sighed, but went to the bathroom for a long hot shower.
***
I ate a lot; considering I hadn't eaten barely anything since I'd left Gail's. The thought of her saddened me, which also surprised me. Sure, she was annoying, and rude sometimes, but she was the closest thing I'd ever had to a mom.
And thinking about Gail reminded me of my sisters. Ok, they weren't really my sisters, but again, they were the closest things I'd ever had to sisters. I missed them. I could talk about anything with them. With Nikolai, Carmine, and even Reed, there was that boundary, because they're guys. They just don't think like I do sometimes. It's hard for us to understand each other sometimes. With Scout, and sometimes Aspen, she just gets it.
"So, what was the foster ホーム like?" Carmine asked. He sounded kind of worried, like he thought I liked it better there than I do here. Did I?
"Well, the woman there was named Gail. She was nice. And there was a girl my age there that I shared a room with. Her name's Scout. Then there's a little girl named Aspen, and another little girl named Jezebel. There's a baby girl named Bride... And Gail has a German Shepherd named Sky. She hated me at first, but then she was nicer." Carmine nodded.
"Geez.... All girls. That musta been annoying," Nikolai said. I frowned. Is that what he thought of me? That I was annoying? He got up and went to go watch TV. Carmine noticed, and smiled at me sympathetically.
"Don't mind him," he whispered. I shook it off.
"So. Are we gonna go find whoever did kill Dalton?" I asked. Nikolai pursed his lips; he was still sure that Reed was the one that killed him. Carmine shook his head.
"Just rest today. We can go tomorrow または something." I groaned. It was late though.... I went to my room, which I hadn't seen in almost three months, and went to sleep. That night, I had a terrible dream.
I dreamt that we did get Reed out of jail, only he wasn't the same. He was... changed. He wasn't nice anymore, he was もっと見る like Nikolai, in the moody way. Then he was in the kitchen, when he grabbed a butcher ナイフ off the counter. He stabbed Nikolai in the heart, then ran after Carmine. I locked myself in the bathroom, leaning against the door. I cried and cried as I heard Carmine scream. Then Reed threw himself against the door, trying to get it open.
I screamed as I woke. I sat up on my futon. I looked around my dark room, but everything was still. No one was there. I sighed a breath of relief, and laid awake for the rest of the night.
Glance the other way
Rip your ハート, 心 out
I just don't care anymore
You're useless
And uncaring
あなた know nothing!
Yet あなた pretend あなた do
You're a pretender
A pretender is just a liar in disguise
A pretender is a faker
A pretender hides
A pretender is a maker
Of the dark abyss
あなた told me once
I told あなた twice
Now what?
Do we forget the past?
Live for the future?
または remember and continue on our path?
...Decisions...Decisions...
Left または right?
Up または down?
Wrong または right?
Please give me the answer
For I do not know
Right and wrong any longer
Rip your ハート, 心 out
I just don't care anymore
You're useless
And uncaring
あなた know nothing!
Yet あなた pretend あなた do
You're a pretender
A pretender is just a liar in disguise
A pretender is a faker
A pretender hides
A pretender is a maker
Of the dark abyss
あなた told me once
I told あなた twice
Now what?
Do we forget the past?
Live for the future?
または remember and continue on our path?
...Decisions...Decisions...
Left または right?
Up または down?
Wrong または right?
Please give me the answer
For I do not know
Right and wrong any longer
Chapter 4: Sunny day
These were the days of peace and happiness.
Days were spent in peace and love.
Jack loved his job, even though he wasn't that patient with children who didn't pay attention on his classes.
But, he knew. He was doing something
important, something useful.
And most of all, he knew that his lovely wife
and beautiful little Gwenny were waiting for him
at home.
Dana was amazing at kitchen.
Jack loved everything she made.
One happy family they were.
Like every morning, Jack would go to work,
and Dana would make a breakfast and some coffee to wake them up.
Morning coffee was something wonderful
for both of them.
After having breakfast, Jack would drink coffee
with Dana, looking at her with the same gentle
and passionate 愛 that never fades.
"I'll see あなた later, darling." - Jack 発言しました and
went to work.
Dana was still sitting and enjoying in the coffee,
watching through the window the sunlight.
She could smell the お花 that were growing
in the yard.
These were the days of peace and happiness.
Days were spent in peace and love.
Jack loved his job, even though he wasn't that patient with children who didn't pay attention on his classes.
But, he knew. He was doing something
important, something useful.
And most of all, he knew that his lovely wife
and beautiful little Gwenny were waiting for him
at home.
Dana was amazing at kitchen.
Jack loved everything she made.
One happy family they were.
Like every morning, Jack would go to work,
and Dana would make a breakfast and some coffee to wake them up.
Morning coffee was something wonderful
for both of them.
After having breakfast, Jack would drink coffee
with Dana, looking at her with the same gentle
and passionate 愛 that never fades.
"I'll see あなた later, darling." - Jack 発言しました and
went to work.
Dana was still sitting and enjoying in the coffee,
watching through the window the sunlight.
She could smell the お花 that were growing
in the yard.
I lied
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get もっと見る upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to 移動する and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get もっと見る upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to 移動する and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I keep my rhythm
I tap in time,
My 音楽 is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
または gradually trickle down,
It can make あなた laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
音楽 is the 食 I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
音楽 is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
あなた can always find a friend in music
音楽 will always be.
I tap in time,
My 音楽 is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
または gradually trickle down,
It can make あなた laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
音楽 is the 食 I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
音楽 is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
あなた can always find a friend in music
音楽 will always be.
The city of light was full of marchants and villagers. Elyon stood and gazed at them from the huge silver gate. And gurding the gate was two broad shouldered men, wearing bright white robes, that glowed from every angle.
"Excuse me?" the man with blonde hair asked. When Elyon took a shaky step forward, the men stared shocked at her.
"Elyon? What are あなた doing outside the city?" The man asked. Elyon took in a deep sharp breath and took another shaky step forward. She still hadnt noticed that the vilagers were watching silently.
"Elyon...my name is..?she smiled and fell into the darknes, fainted. The two gaurds rushed to her aid, and the vilagers erupted into a panicky uproar
"Quick take her to Lady Alexsis!" the man with darker ahir nodded, picked up Elyon and disapered.
"Leo? What the hell is going on? This is a bad sign," an old man closest to the alone guard asked.
"I dont know," he muttered looking up at the 城 of light, "i really dont know,".
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"Excuse me?" the man with blonde hair asked. When Elyon took a shaky step forward, the men stared shocked at her.
"Elyon? What are あなた doing outside the city?" The man asked. Elyon took in a deep sharp breath and took another shaky step forward. She still hadnt noticed that the vilagers were watching silently.
"Elyon...my name is..?she smiled and fell into the darknes, fainted. The two gaurds rushed to her aid, and the vilagers erupted into a panicky uproar
"Quick take her to Lady Alexsis!" the man with darker ahir nodded, picked up Elyon and disapered.
"Leo? What the hell is going on? This is a bad sign," an old man closest to the alone guard asked.
"I dont know," he muttered looking up at the 城 of light, "i really dont know,".
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