Edward stood there for what flet like forever, when really it was only 3 秒 または maybe less.I blinked and he was gone.O.K not really gone but he was beside me, I turned to face him and he said"Why are あなた here?"I didnt know what to say so I sat down wishing I could just say it was a big mistake and leave but instead I asked him "Do あなた 愛 me" "Bella I ......I dont know" I looked at him "Answer my question...Do あなた 愛 me?Please I dont care what the answer is but I need to know if あなた still 愛 me."Now he was sitting beside me and I could feel this electricity between was like that 日 3 and a half years before,in high school.He looked at me and grabed my hand.His hand was cold but I didnt care it felt nice to hold."Lets go down stairs i`ll get あなた something to eat if あなた want" I locked eyes with him and 発言しました a simple O.K.
The キッチン looked the same as it did the last time I was here but thats probably because vampiers dont eat.
I looked in his eyes and I had no clue why I had picked Jacob.I tried to remember but I could only remember feeling if I picked Edward then I might not get to do normal human things like grow old and have kids.I wanted to go to collage and I wanted to settle down,and with Edward I wasnt sure I could.After I picked I could see the hurt on Edwards face,it made my stomach hurt to look at.
Edward looked at me and asked"Do あなた want something to eat,or have あなた eaten already?" I responded with "I havnt eaten but im not hungery,"He was によって my side sitting down before I even had time to ask him to come sit.
によって now Jasper had felt someone else in the house,because I was nervous and when he walked through the キッチン he looked at us both and smiled.I felt better now,less nervous.I looked at the door way and the one person I had hoped not to run into,just happen to be standing there.Rosalie.I was about to say hi when Edward looked at her and she was looking at melike she wasabout to kill me and he 発言しました "We should go somewhere else and talk."while glaring at Rosalie.
Before I could say anything he had picked me up and we were on our way out the door.We passed によって Emmett he was on the steps and thats when Edward stoped.Emmet looked at me and then Edward then back at me and Edward said"Please Emmett go calm down Rose before she kills Bella または something.She doesn`t want her around.You know what she did last time when Bella picked 'him'." Emmett jumped up from the steps and ran in-side to see Rosalie.
Edward knew where to take me to talk,the meadow.I started によって asking my 質問 once more"Do あなた 愛 me?and only say the truth no lies."He didnt look at me but answered"Yes I 愛 you.More then you`ll ever know."No one 発言しました anything but we knew what he 発言しました was true.After a 分 he looked at me puzzled"Is that the only reason your here?Or is there something else?"I wanted to scream 'I 愛 you' but I couldnt get the words out of my mouth so instead I looked at him and knew if I could come all the way here I could say I 愛 あなた to Edward.In my head I screamed it but out lound it was only barly a whisper I couldn`t hear my self."I 愛 あなた still,more then ever before,less then I wil in the future,and I will 愛 あなた forever."
He was shocked at what I said. I forgot that he had extremly good hearing.I meant to say it to get it out but not let anyone else hear.
"What did あなた say?I mean if あなた 愛 me why did あなた marry him?"( he didnt say his name but I knew he was talking about Jacob)
After telling Edward what went through my head when I picked Jacob.He looked at me and I saw something in his eyes that i`ve never seen in their pure liquid ゴールド colour.Jealousy.He was jealous because Jacob could give me a normal human life(or as normal as it could be living with a were-wolf)this was somethinghe never he thought of あなた could see it in his face.
He held his amrs open for a hug.I got up and hugged him and when I did I cried because I had no clue what I was going to do.But for that moment I left my broken world in the arms of this understanding angel.....