I'm clueless.
all I remember was a ナイフ in my hand and blood running down my wrist.Then it all went black,like I just vanished from earth and reality;there was no pain and no seth to break my heart.
I've escaped all the choices and the useless lies I've been told time and time again.

I open my eyes to the glaring sun peering through the window.I squint at the sun. I turn my head.
I'm staring at just the wrong person i wanted to see.
I was backnto all the real world. The one with hatered and discust.
There was Seth with his hopeful eyes staring back at me.
Seth lets out a sigh of relief.
He comes over quietly, coming over to tell me nothing but lies.
"Lanise,i'm so sorry,"He hesitated,"I should have never let あなた be alone.it was stupid of me.I feel so foolish."
He put his hand gently on my arm.
"I truly am sorry.but why woulld あなた even think,about cutting your self like that.It's dangerous, あなた could have died,"
"And あなた wouldn't have cared."I 発言しました suprised to find my voice.
"What makes あなた think that I don't care about you?I 愛 you,Lanise."
"If あなた loved me あなた would have let me do what I wanted.I wanted to die and just for a moment it was good,Seth, there was no pain,no hatered, no lies! But あなた stoped the one thing I wanted most,so あなた can't say あなた 愛 me,you can't say that あなた care.Seth i'm done with all this,it's not worth watsing time."
"Lanise, I d-"he began to say,but I cut him off.
"Stop, I had enough of this!No もっと見る apologizing.I'm done with the crap,ok?"
I reached for the 'help' botton.
"How may i help you?"the nurse asked.
"Um,please tell my visiter to leave.i want him to go now."
No problem.I'll be up right away."then she hung up.
Seth got out of his chair.i closed my eyes tightly shut.
I heared the chair crash to the ground.He must have kicked it with full force.I look at the door.
The nurse walks in."Sir,please come with me."
The nurse puts her hand on his arm.Seth pulls away.
"Seth go away."
"I 愛 あなた ,Lanise,believe me i do."
"Sir, the patient asked あなた to leave."
"Get your hand off me!"Seth yelled.
The nurse went into the hallway. She comes back in a little もっと見る confident.She bought two police guards with her in this time.
One police officer grabbed Seth's wrists and pinned them agenst the wall.
They hand cuffed him.
"Lanise,believe me I 愛 you,"He shouted."You're the only one I ever did!"
I heard Seth's voice now echoing in the hallway.I waited until it stopped. The room became quiet.All I hear is the beep of the machine.
"My god!what do I do!?"
I feel tears swelling in my eyes,then wetness on my cheek.


Seth cared.

I would like to dedicate this to kstewrox who basically wrote this chapter..Thank あなた so much
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