“Neisse, I was thinking that your father and I would tell あなた how we meet. What do あなた think?” I asked. She looked really truly happy and Edward looked confused but happy that we were going to tell her.
“Mommy, daddy I think it’s awesome!” She 発言しました jumping up and down.
“Okay. I was think we will go to the meadow. Where あなた father and I went to a lot.” I said. Edward nodded his head and Neisse was just too excited.
“YAY!” She screamed.
Okay then we better get going. Neisse get on my back. And we will be off.” Edward said. Neisse got on his back and we started running to the meadow that Edward and I 愛 so much. It holds so many memories for us good and bad.
Chapter 11:
It took us about 5 または 10 分 to get to the meadow because Edward and I weren’t in any hurry to get there but I could tell Renesmee was getting very excited and impanation because I can see her basally jumping up and down on Edward’s back. We were almost there when I had a bunch of little voices in my head asking questions...Like...What am I going to do without my daughter?...What will I do without my husband?...What will I do without my whole family?....What will Neisse do without her parents?......How am I suppose to explain to her that her parents and family might die によって the people she has nightmares from?....Who would want..Why would they want….What did they expect… These were all 質問 that kept popping into my head but unfortunately I didn’t have answer for any of them. Except that I was going to do everything I can to help save this family even if it caused me to die….I would rather me then my husband and daughter and family and friends. I was just about to go deeper into thinking when we entered the meadow entrance.
When we walk into the meadow Neisse was already jumping off Edwards back full of excitement. She was looking around the meadow with complete happiness and understanding in her eyes. She looks a lot like me when I first came here with Edward. She was jumping up and down and running around the small little area. When she finally stopped she sat down and looked up at Edward and me with total understanding and wondering in her eyes. I can tell that Neisse has so much excitement because Edward and I are finally telling her how we met and why we never showed her the meadow. I can tell Neisse has wonder in her eyes because we have never told her about the meadow または how her father and I met and now she wondering why we chose now to tell her now. I also think she knows something is wrong.She might be 5 but she has the mind of a 15 または 16 年 old girl. When she was looking up at me I started to think of the reasons why I need to tell her what’s going on, I think I stood there staring at her for about 2 point 5 秒 before I realized something. I was going to tell her anything she asks me. Just the thought of her not knowing how her father and mother met または how my mother was または how her father’s fun life and my human life were changed when we met each other または even better how it changed both our lives when we had her… because she become our life… No our world. She will also need to know we 愛 her with all our hearts and that she deserves a happy life even if something happens to us all. I’m going to tell her what’s going on because she needs to know. I don’t want her to grow up thinking that she was the reason her parents and family were dead または that this is her fault. Then I broke out of my thinking and started the conversation with her.
“Honey, what do あなた want to hear first?” I asked looking at her. While I took a sit 次 her and I noticed Edward was sitting 次 to me. I smiled up at him and then smiled at my daughter.
“Can I hear how あなた and daddy met? Please?” She asked with total excitement and pleading in her eyes.
“Yes of course” I said. I looked at Edward and he started the topic.
“Your mother and I met at Forks High School, were in our junior 年 and she was just moving in with her father from Phoenix with her mother. Your mother and I had two classes’ together Lunch period and Biology. We would talk and then I realized over a week that I loved her with all my life and trust me I do now too but I also have あなた to know.” He 発言しました pointing to Neisse nose.
“After we started talking and hanging out I started to realize I loved your father too. I started to learn that he was a vampire and I didn’t care what he was. I loved all of Cullen’s before I even got to know them every well. After awhile your father and I were inseparable but most of the reason was because your father was so protective of me but I needed it. So I don’t blame him. Even though I used to get mad at him for it sometimes. ”I 発言しました . I can remember meeting him all over again in my mind. I 愛 that smile that mu husband gives me when he’s trying to get me to go breathless.
“Yes あなた did need it. That’s how your mother and I met. Any other things あなた would like to know, Honey?” Edward said… He also has that smile of smile of happiness like he has just gotten it off his chest. Like he has been holding this in for a life time.
“Well daddy and mommy! What’s going on lately around the house? Everyone seems like they were when those mean men and women were here when I was first born. Everyone is here from then too! What going on?” She asked. She had those brown eyes that used to what mine looked like and she was using them against Edward and me to get her answers. Like I used to. Her grandfather must have told her. I will have to talk to him.
“Sweetheart, Those men and women are called the Volture. Yes honey あなた are right! Things have been odd around here lately. When the Volture were here 5 years 前 they came to see what あなた were because they have never seen someone so special before. They told mommy and me that they were going to come and check on あなた again! They wanted to see how special あなた really are. Everyone is here again because they well missed us and they needed to be here just on case something goes wrong.” Edward 発言しました this slowly enough so that she can understand it. She doesn’t need to know they whole reason why they are coming and the 質問 she just asked blew me from my thoughts. I don’t even think I heard her right.
“I understand. Mommy? Why is Auntie Alice so worried about you? Well actually why is the whole family worried about you?” She asked me. I didn’t believe she actually was noticing that! My little girl is growing up so fast. How do I answer that?
“Well honey, they are worried about everyone including you. They just care about me and the rest of our family. Do あなた remember Jane?” She nodded her head.” Sweetheart, Jane and I don’t get along very well. We disagree with some things and therefore Jane is mad at me. Now honey. I’m not trying to tell あなた this so that you’re scared because あなた have no reason what’s so ever to be scared または afraid. Jane wants to make sure I’m dead. I’m the only thing stopping her from getting to あなた and the rest of the family because of my gift. I don’t want あなた to be scared because I’m going to do everything in my power to let nothing happen to あなた または anyone else apart of this family. Also あなた have daddy, your grandparents, Aunties and Uncles and the 狼, オオカミ pack and Jake that all 愛 あなた and want let nothing happen to あなた either. Along with all of our フレンズ that have come to see あなた and the rest of the family. They are here to help us to. So あなた are 安全, 安全です and as any other child in the world. Do あなた understand better what is happening now?” I asked her. She looked like she was about to cry and I would be perfectly fine with her doing that. Fore haven sakes I wish I could cry my feelings away.
“Yes mommy. I understand perfectly now. So is this all my fault?”She asked me and I couldn’t believe she thinks this all her fault because It isn’t her fault at all.
“I’m glad あなた understand and no honey none of this is your fault this is just something that is coming up and if anything happens to your father または I または both of us. I don’t want あなた to blame yourself. I want あなた to live your life like あなた always would with your father and me here. We 愛 あなた with our lives because あなた are our life. None of this is your fault at all. Do あなた understand that none of this is your fault? Don’t lie either because your father can tell if あなた are または not.” I 発言しました this all meaning every word. I had to just tell her that this wasn’t her fault and that if anything happened to Edward and me I want her to live her life. I don’t want her to mope and blame this all of herself.
“Yes mom. I understand. I’m not lying and あなた now I’m not good at it because I got it from you. So あなた shouldn’t need dad to read my mind even though he dose anyway.”She said. I can tell she understands because she has that look in her eyes and she is right she did get that from me.
“Your right I suppose. I should know. I did give あなた that lovely trait from me.” I 発言しました with full of joy because I finally told her I wasn’t hiding things from her anymore and that felt good to be off my chest and shoulders.
“You suppose. 愛 あなた really sucked at lying but あなた have gotten better at it over the years but I am still good at finding out if あなた または not.” Edward is saying between laughing. So Neisse and I started laughing with him. I felt good to laugh. I haven’t done that in a while because of all the stress.
After that we just stayed there and talked for awhile. I guess Neisse loves Edward and I meadow. So we 発言しました that it is hers too now. She was so excited and happy. It was good to see her laughing and jump up and down. I was happy for her. After a couple もっと見る hours it was already 10 at night and Neisse was fallen asleep in Edwards’s arms.
Love, I think it’s time to go back to the house. It’s starting to get kind of cold out here for her. Plus it’s very late. We should head back and talk to the other people. あなた haven’t talked to anyone expect Zafrina. I know that you’re not in the talking mood lately I get that but can あなた try. Please?
“Your right. She must be cold. Let’s get her ホーム and fine I will but I’m not all night. I have had a couple tough days between fighting with Jane and that guy and now telling my daughter that we might die. Not what I really wanted to do tonight but it needed to be done.” Then started laughing so did I because its better then the sex talk lr boyfriend talk I suppose if あなた look at it as a positive side and not bad.
I’m sorry. I know あなた have. Let’s get ホーム and then I will just tell everyone あなた will talk about tomorrow.” He said. I nodded and then we ran home. I 発言しました my hi’s and good nights to everyone. Then I went to one of the rooms after putting Neisse down to ベッド in Edwards’s old room. Then I spent the rest of the night with my husband. It hasn’t been just him and me in a while it’s kind of nice but then its ruined but a high pitch scream coming from Neisse’s room.
“MOMMY!! DADDY!! HELP ME!!” She screamed. Jane was in her room and I could tell no one else was in the house they are all outside. Talking so that’s how they didn’t catch the smell. Right when I opened the door Jane looked at me and jumped out the window and I went right after her. I heard Edward calling my name and calling for everyone else to come in the house. So I ran faster and and whispered “Don’t come after me. I will come when I am back. I 愛 あなた Edward and Tell Neisse and Everyone else that I 愛 them and that I’m sorry!” I 発言しました and I went after her scent and it lead me to the place where we have all of our bad moments of battles. The field and I turned around to see Jane staring at me and she just started to run at me and so I just moved out of the way.
