(end of chapter 3)
And I ran to the 通り, ストリート and walked back to ホーム when I got ホーム I went and took a シャワー and cooked fried 魚 fore Charlie and called him at work to see what took him so long
-hi dad where are you
-hey Bella, there was an animal attack and some hikers are missing were trying to find out some clues I will be ホーム in one 時 okay?
- sure be careful
-always am bye
Then I hung up the phone and went to my room I was thinking about today when an idea popped in my mind it wasn’t a very good idea but still it might work I took my phone out of my pocket and called edward I was hoping he would answer when a musical voice 発言しました
This wasn’t edward または any of his family members it was a females voice
-could I talk to edward?
-sure, edward honey phone!!
Did she call him honey then she laughed and there was a キス sound WHAT????? Edward was キス another vampire???
Edward 発言しました I couldn’t take it so I throw my phone at the ウォール and it broke in two pieces I was so shocked I was here sitting not able to 移動する on crying all 日 and there he was sleeping around with female ヴァンパイア I was so furious that I didn’t know what to do?
When the phone down stairs rang I thought it was Charlie but then a musical voice 発言しました
-Bella Bella can あなた hear me? Sor…………
I screamed at the phone and throw on the ground I was subbing so hard that my legs gave out and I fell on the ground then the phone rang again didn’t that stupid thing broke I answered the phone still subbing but it wasn’t edward
I 発言しました still subbing
-hey bells its Jacob………..
I really wasn’t in the mood to talk to jake I screamed again subbing harder I was hanging up the phone when jake 発言しました
-Bella r あなた okay?
He asked worried
I screamed and hung the phone I got up and throw everything on the ground I broke every glass dish the 表, テーブル and lots of other stuff that the house looked like a ジャンク yard then I fell on my knees and started crying that I couldn’t breath all I could think about was how much I hated edward then the door flew open and jake and his friend sam came in they were both shocked when they saw what I did to the house
-Bella are あなた okay what happened did あなた do this????????????
-get out !!!!!!
I shouted and punched the floor with my two hands and I kept saying get out , get out
- Bella please stop we want to help!
Sam 発言しました worried that I ロスト my mind I wasn’t thinking I just opened my 蛾 and started shouting
-you want to HELP huh how can あなた help me??? No one can help me!!!!!
Tears raced down my cheek
-is it about edward または the cullens? Bella we know what they are just tell us! please
They both asked I wasn’t thinking and opened my big mouth again
-yes it is why do あなた care?
I 発言しました and then added in a whisper
-I want to be alone and die
Jake came closer and helped me to get up then sam came in and started to push the broken dishes out of my way I stood up not meeting his eyes and looked at the mess I made ,and I was sure that someday I will get my revenge from edward
-Bella do want us to take あなた to a hospital??or do あなた want to talk about this ?
Then sam spoke
- Bella we can help あなた with anything and as jake 発言しました ,we know about the Cullen's ,what they are.
I looked at him and said
-if someday あなた saw the Cullen's tell them how much I hate them
Jake and sam looked at me confused And I stormed out of the house not caring where I
Was going I ran as fast as I could deep into the jungle and to my surprise I didn’t even tripped once I continued running when I saw a boy he was 16 または 17 with blond hair he came closer when I noticed his red eyes I gasped and took a step back
-hello I'm matt
He 発言しました with a musical voice he took a step closer I didn’t know what to do I just stood still and looked at him I didn’t want to die I wanted to face edward someday and take my……………………..
-you don’t look scared ,now why is that?
Does always vamps want their victims to be scared? I shuddered at the memory of James and sighed
-why do あなた care don’t あなた want to suck my blood and kill me??
I asked bored what a stupid vampire!
-actually no , I have been alone for so long maybe 100 years または もっと見る I'm really not a ファン counting years……….
I cut him off
-so あなた don’t want to kill me?
-so what do あなた want to do with me?
-I don’t know if your lucky and I could control my thirst I will like to change あなた and によって some miracle あなた know what I am , how do あなた know did あなた know others?
-yes my BOY FRIEND that I HATE very much and his family
I 発言しました my voice full of anger and hatered
-wow your bf was a vampire?
He asked stunned
-so why do あなた hate him?
I told him the story and when the story ended there was sadness in his eyes
-Why are あなた sad?
I asked him but he changed the subject
-First of all I don’t know your name? now that's もっと見る important than my sadness
-I'm Bella ,Bella swan
-I 愛 your name its Italian isn’t it?
-yes but あなた didn’t answer my question?
-your stubborn aren’t you?
-I am, so answer my 質問 !
-you know あなた should be scared of me but here あなた stand arguing with me!!!
He 発言しました stunned again
-I'm really not like everyone else , and I know I cant escape from あなた if I wanted to , now answer my 質問 why were あなた sad?
I groaned under my breath
-Bella I was like あなた 100 years 前 I lived in ロンドン I had 3 sisters and 2 brothers we lived together then one 日 I saw this beautiful girl in the woods I went closer to see who she was we talked and talked and talked every 日 then she told me the truth , what she was but I didn’t care I really loved her one night she came into my room and 発言しました she wanted to change me into a vampire after 3 days I was like her but we were so happy together we lived in Alaska years passed and then….. then one 日 a big army of vampire attacked her I tried to save her but I couldn’t my gift wasn’t useful enough……………..
He looked so sad then he looked at me and forced a smile on his face and continued
-after searching fore years to see why they killed her I discovered why.
He stopped and sighed I really wanted to know why?
-why did they kill her?
I asked sadness in my voice
-long before I was born she used to live with this coven um, シェリー, シェリー酒 , Sarah, Mary, Alex, Christopher ,carol ,Irina and her.
-what was her name?
I asked maybe I’ve heard of her
-Suzan , she had red ……. She was so beautiful but now I have moved on not going to ruin my life cr…………
I cut him off
-I know what あなた mean
-Bella would あなた stay with me foreve?r we could be together あなた know you’re the first person I told ypu this
-me too あなた just know my story
I 発言しました and moved closer to him something inside me told me his not dangerous
-will あなた ??
He asked again hoping I would say yes I thought about it I felt kind of complete with him ,not like edward that I hate now, like I could tell him anything and besides I had nothing to lose edward had moved on so should i.
I 発言しました a little happy and sighed he moved closer to me took in my sent and said
-thank あなた I really didn’t like being alone.
And he moved on to my neck still taking in the sent then he pulled over
-what if I cant do it??
He 発言しました pain in his eyes he wasn’t as good as edward in holding an emotion less face I liked it at 一覧 I could be sure what he was feeling
-I know あなた can do it , some have confidence
I smiled trying to comfort him
-you act like like I don’t know what to say!!?
He 発言しました frustrated
-just do it please
Then he bite me