Have あなた ever wake up one 日 and wonder
why bother to wake up and start my 日 ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the キッチン probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been フレンズ または had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never ホーム because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he 発言しました one 日 that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i 愛 my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was ハート, 心 broken but i learn that if あなた don't let anyone in yoour ハート, 心 あなた will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person または at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank 上, ページのトップへ this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working または drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i 愛 to run i fell free and i 愛 to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school 日 pass really quick i wasn't miss 人気 but i like it that way i had 2 years 前 a best friend Samantha Weller but she 移動する to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive ホーム and went to sleep my mom wasn't ホーム yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another 日 pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for あなた mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to 登録する the club" i 発言しました smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon 発言しました quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give あなた the news i thought あなた would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she 発言しました
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and あなた can stay with me" monica 発言しました
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster ホーム type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but あなた twist it pretty badly あなた can't run" i voice 発言しました i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker あなた are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate 発言しました i had 1 もっと見る 年
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster ホーム in just 1 年
"you are luck あなた are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man 発言しました mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
why bother to wake up and start my 日 ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the キッチン probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been フレンズ または had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never ホーム because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he 発言しました one 日 that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i 愛 my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was ハート, 心 broken but i learn that if あなた don't let anyone in yoour ハート, 心 あなた will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person または at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank 上, ページのトップへ this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working または drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i 愛 to run i fell free and i 愛 to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school 日 pass really quick i wasn't miss 人気 but i like it that way i had 2 years 前 a best friend Samantha Weller but she 移動する to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive ホーム and went to sleep my mom wasn't ホーム yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another 日 pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for あなた mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to 登録する the club" i 発言しました smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon 発言しました quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give あなた the news i thought あなた would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she 発言しました
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and あなた can stay with me" monica 発言しました
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster ホーム type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but あなた twist it pretty badly あなた can't run" i voice 発言しました i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker あなた are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate 発言しました i had 1 もっと見る 年
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster ホーム in just 1 年
"you are luck あなた are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man 発言しました mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
ok ppl i KNOW i havent written in a while....school ended and i started work...then i went away and then came back and then went away and now im gonna be aaway AGAIN for a couple of days...sorry i havent written and let my ファン down...i will be working aagin and then school will start and then i will try to finish where i left off...thank u for the constant "please write もっと見る messages" it shows ur support but i WILL NOT BE 書く UNTIL MID-SEPTEMBER...so PlEaSe...i WILL go back to 書く but not now cuz im VERY busy and dont have time to write...again thank u too ALL my ファン and sorry i havent written sooner...heyyyyyy just_bella! luv ya my nerd-pirate-dork!...thanks everyone...ill write もっと見る アップデート if i plan to write sooner! THANK U ALL! <3
Newcomer to the Twilight saga, Jamie Campbell-Bower, dished to MTV about why New Moon will have a PG-13 rating. It isn't all because of shirtless hunks Taylors Lautner and Robert Pattinson, but due to some good lookin' naked guys:
" 'We just all sit there, completely naked, for one scene," revealed "New Moon" actor Jamie Campbell Bower, talking about a racy moment that was added into the upcoming film. "Yeah, it's me, Michael Sheen and Christopher [Heyerdahl]; we just sit there, naked'...
In actuality, the scene has a fully clothed Carlisle visiting the Volturi in Italy, only to locate Aro, Caius and Marcus in a bathhouse. 'It's a full-body shot, and then Peter comes in, and it all gets a bit awkward,' Bower said. "[Carlisle] is clothed completely. They're bathing in sort of a Roman bath kind of thing.' "
" 'We just all sit there, completely naked, for one scene," revealed "New Moon" actor Jamie Campbell Bower, talking about a racy moment that was added into the upcoming film. "Yeah, it's me, Michael Sheen and Christopher [Heyerdahl]; we just sit there, naked'...
In actuality, the scene has a fully clothed Carlisle visiting the Volturi in Italy, only to locate Aro, Caius and Marcus in a bathhouse. 'It's a full-body shot, and then Peter comes in, and it all gets a bit awkward,' Bower said. "[Carlisle] is clothed completely. They're bathing in sort of a Roman bath kind of thing.' "