bella's pov

i quickly felt asleep when we arrive ホーム
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i was in the woods
i was wearing my お気に入り dress it was a white cotton dress i wasn't wearing any shoes and my hair was free the sun make it look like it had red in it and the wind make it 移動する ......
this was my happy place
then i saw that edward was standing によって a 木, ツリー in the shadows
i run towards him and he open his arms
i jump and hug him tightly he hugg me によって the waist also tighlty and sigh happily

"i 愛 あなた edward" i 発言しました he smile brightly at me
he 移動する clser until our lips touch when our lips touch i suddenly felt uncomfortable his lips felt hard and harsh i pull away confuse this キッス reminded me of..
when i look at edwards face i realize it wasn't edward anymore it was james i yelled in horror but he continue to キッス me

i wake up gasping and cover in sweat
it was just a dream ... i told myself

but i was too scare to sleep and dream of james キッス well attack again so i hop out of my ベッド to open my window it was still night probably 2 am

i walk out to my balcony and decieded that i would go to the garden ...but then i realize my mother would find out i was in the garden if my night ガウン got filled with dirt i sigh

wait i could used my white cotton dress i used this morning it was already dirty i happily change

then i walk quietly down the stairs to the garden

i went to my お気に入り spot at the garden it was the part of the white バラ and in the middle of it there was a beautiful fountain

i sat on the edge of the 噴水 and play with the water

i heard some bushes 移動する i look at them scare
"who is there" my voice shook i was terrify what if it was james または my mother ...

i heard i chucled i would recongnized that chucled everywhere

i felt silly but i 発言しました "edward?"

edward step out of the bushes he look a little bit embarased as when i little kid is caught doing something he isn't suppose to do

i laugh at his face

he stay there and i run and hugg him

"i miss you" i 発言しました happily
edward laugh and 発言しました "me too Bella もっと見る than あなた imagine"

i look down embarassed i really just known edward what 1 日 前 and i was already 芝居 and felling like this.... this wasn't like me but

i look at edwards eyes he took my hand and pull me the 噴水 i sat besied him

"Bella i have to confess something to あなた ..." he 発言しました and then his forehead wrinkle
"well i have 3 things to confess to あなた but 1 thing i can't never tell あなた because i 愛 あなた too much and if i tell あなた , あなた would ran away from me and am too selfish to allowed that am sorry of that Bella but あなた could run away from me now "
he talk really fast i concentrate to get it all
he sigh heavily and took both my hands in his
"it all started....."