The car is warm and as we drive off the reservation, my mind can only think of my dreams. They were so real so life like. They felt like the were really happening . My future couldn't already be set によって my nightmares, could it?

"What are あなた thinking about?" Jacob ask's me, never removing his eyes from the road. He is so good at setting the mood.

"Life, in general." I answer, not wanting him to worry. His face looks emotionless.

"I'm a good listener." he turns to me and smiles. "Really whats up?" He ask stoping the car.

"I'm just worried thats all."

"Do あなた want to go se Carlisle?" His expression becomes caring.

"Yeah. But first I desparately need some food. Considering we can't exactly eat at our own house." I say smiling.

~

We pull up infront of my family's house. The front door swings open and I see my Mom's body in the door way. I step out and run up to the door.

"Hey Mom." I say as she wraps me in a hug. None of my family thought it was the wisest thing for me to do when I married Jacob, so when ever we come they are always antsy and weird. Especialy since I am sure Aunt Alice saw us comming. I doubt that she doesn't know why.

"What are あなた two doing here?" My Mom asks trying not to look suspicious.

"We need to see Grandpa." Jake walks up the stairs and stands behind me. He wraps his arm around my waist, and we walk in the house.

"Your Grandpa is upstairs." My Mom says as she kisses my cheek one last time. When we reach his office sure enough there is all of his medical supplies and tools lying out on his desk. The big 表, テーブル is cleared and there is a chair sitting right 次 to it.

"Nessie." My Grandpa smiles as gives me a light hug.

"Let me guess... Aunt Alice Right?" I remark as I take in all of it. I can tell it makes Jacob uneasy because his grip on my waist gets tighter.

"If she saw that we were comming for medical reasons, why didn't she just tell あなた what was going to be wrong?" Jake asks removing his hand from my waist and seccuring it around my wrist.

"Because thats my job." My grandpa states. "Rennesme can あなた sit on the 表, テーブル please." He asks pointing towards it. I hesitate but give in and sit on the table. "Jacob あなた may have a シート, 座席 in that chair right there while I take some blood samples and such."

My grandfater plunges a small needle into my inner elbow, and draws a sample of blood. A small pain spreads through my elbow.

"Ow." I am able to mutter while He lifts the needle from my arm and rests it on his dest.

"Jacob if あなた don't mind I would like to talk to Rennesme. If あなた want, Alice 発言しました that あなた two were verry hungry so Esme went ahead went and got some breakfast for you." Jake stands up and lightly kisses my forehead before going down to eat.

"So, what did あなた want to talk about?" Oh please don't say how misery awaits.

~

My mind shifts from thought to thought on our way back to the reservation. A moment in my nightmares has been confirmed. Whats next? So yeah I have ロスト all of the vampire in me but now what? My Grandpa 発言しました that one healthy decision would be to take a pregnancy test just for precaution. I just don't know what I will do if もっと見る things start to become real.

I see our small house. Normaly I long for ホーム but today it seems to be the 情報源 of all of my troubles.

"Hey I need the car to go run some errands. Are あなた going to need it?" I ask Jake trying to make my voice sound stable.

"No, but I'll go with you."

"No, I'll go alone. I mean あなた might get bored または what ever." I try to make excuses but as I know thats exactly what I have no talent at.

"I guess your right. I'll stay ホーム and start cleaning."

"Oh right good idea." I mutter tying to be as possitive as possible.

Jake stops the car infront of the house. His body leans over and he kisses my lips tenderly.

"Your lips are trembling. Are あなた sure your ok?" He asks looking straight into my eyes.

"Yeah I'm fine. I'll be back later." I Say while I get out of the passenger side and 移動する to the drivers. His body escapes from the small car. "Bye." I mutter before I get in the car and drive away.