Today was not going so well. I had been a bit harsh. I should not have thrown Rosalie across the room. But then again she should not have 発言しました those horrible things. Did she not think I knew what I was getting myself into? I had thought about every single thing she’d 発言しました and more. I knew that Carlisle’s theory might be wrong and I will grow old. I knew that there was a slight chance I could die if Edward and I ever went that far. I knew that staying with Edward meant no children. But I was only eighteen so kids right now was not an option for me. Then they’re would be the constant moving around so the Cullens could lead normal lives. I’d have to wait at ホーム または get a job because I’d be too old supposing the venom did not render me immortal. And then I’d be old. And it wouldn’t look right if I was with Edward because he wouldn’t be old. At least not in appearance. And people would think I was his mother and then his grandmother and then I’d die. And if Edward hadn’t fallen out of 愛 with me he’d be completely inconsolable and run to the Volturi to commit suicide and then the rest of the Cullens would be devastated. And if I was immortal I wouldn’t be able to live in Forks for もっと見る than a few years and then I’d have to leave Charlie behind and Jacob. I wouldn’t be able to visit my mother in England because I’d be too young looking. And then my life would be going down the tubes.
But then just having Edward would make it somewhat worthwhile. Just knowing he was there to 愛 me would help me through it. Knowing he was there to support me and talk to me and listen to my incessant whining could make it a little bearable. Even after three years I still thought that Edward was a figment of my imagination. Someone I had conjured up because I was mentally deranged. And then when I figured out he was real it took me a while to remember that he did 愛 me and wasn’t in 愛 with a completely different person. The ring on my left hand helped a lot.
I had gone to ベッド as soon as I got home. I stuck my head under my 枕 to block out the light and closed my eyes.
Edward would be ホーム soon, I thought. I would be having a few words with him. How can he buy my wedding dress? He isn’t supposed to see it until the wedding day. It’s bad luck if he does! Doesn’t he know anything?! But I smiled nevertheless. He is sweet. He just wants me to have the perfect dress because he wants the 日 to be perfect for me. He didn’t care what the ceremony was like as long as we were married. He was doing this for me. I do 愛 him. I drifted off into a nice sleep where no premonitions abducted me and stopped my rest.
I was just on the verge of キス Robert Pattinson, a British actor who had played Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, when my cell phone rang and disturbed me. I watched as Robert Pattinson faded to black and cursed the caller. I pulled the cell phone out my pocket and flipped it open, answering the call, still with my head under the pillow.
“Hello?”
“Kayla, are あなた okay?”
“Edward?”
That was strange. He never called me when he was hunting. Never. From my vision last night I could see why. He was a total animal when he hunted and 動物 do not use cell phones.
“Yes,” he said, a smile in his voice. “Who did あなた think it was?”
“You never call me when you’re hunting,” I told him. “You’re never in the position to.”
“I heard あなた were talking to Rosalie.”
“How did あなた hear?” I asked.
“Rosalie.”
Silence from me. I wonder just how much she told Edward. Did she include the part where I assaulted her? I sat up, my 枕 falling behind me.
“She came to find Emmett, not to tell me all about it,” Edward said. “She seemed rather upset and then blurted out the entire story. I just want to know if you’re okay.”
I could answer this 質問 truthfully. ‘No, Edward I am not okay. You’re evil sister had made me doubt the venom will work thus making me doubt marrying you, I may consider wanting children now and the idea of making 愛 to あなた scares me s**tless. I think my father is going to get eaten によって a vampire because a dream I had last 年 turned out to be a premonition and now I am worried for his safety’. または I could lie.
“I’m fine, Edward.” Lying took less effort.
“Are あなた sure? Rosalie 発言しました some nasty things. I got it all from her mind.”
“I’m sure.” I lied again.
He didn’t sound convinced of my lie. He asked again and again if I was okay. I repeated my lie several times and told him to go hunt some mountain lions.
“But are あなた okay?” he asked, his voice was low and velvety. “I don’t want あなた lying to me to spare my feelings. I want to know everything you’re thinking right now.”
That would take a while and what I was thinking shouldn’t be shared on the phone.
“Go back to hunting. Emmett will be getting irritable if he can’t hunt his grizzly bears.”
He sighed.
“Okay. I’ll just pester あなた when I get back.”
“Good to know. 愛 you. Bye.”
“Love you.”
I hung up and lay back down on my pillow, my feet against the headboard. I should have told him how I was feeling but then he’d come all the way back to comfort me and reassure me and that would spoil his hunt with Emmett and I didn’t want that. I’d tell him everything when he got back. Especially the dream. It was weird, the dream. I’d had it over a 年 ago. But then I thought it was just a dream, my guilt for not telling Charlie that I had been bitten, but here it was again. I had told Charlie I was bitten so there were no secrets. I was sure I wasn’t turning into a blood-sucking vampire so that person couldn’t be me. Most of my dream premonitions were like I was someone else. The person I was usually wasn’t me and if it were I would know. The person in my dream, who was eating Charlie, wasn’t me. I wouldn’t kill my own dad, bloodlust または no bloodlust. I needed someone much もっと見る intelligent than myself to help me figure this out.
This was no good. I couldn’t sleep with all this stuff going through my head. Maybe I should call Charlie. Check on him. See if there was still blood pumping in his veins.
I dialled his cell and I heard the ringing. He didn’t pick up on the first または 秒 ring. My nails dug into the palm of my hand probably making little crescent indentations. Was there something wrong? Was I too late? He should have answered によって now.
“Police Chief Swan,” Charlie answered in his special Chief voice on the fourth ring.
“Dad, it’s me,” I said, sighing with relief when he answered. Panic over.
“Hi Kayla.” He reverted back to his normal voice. “I was just about to call you.”
“Oh really, why?”
“I want あなた to do me a favour,” he said, all serious. “There have been some 狼, オオカミ attacks. Couple of hikers have found some animal carcasses.”
“You can’t stop a 狼, オオカミ from catching its dinner, Dad,” I said, smiling. “It’s not against the law.”
“They found a body as well.”
“Okay, that’s different then. But what can I do?”
“Call Jacob for me,” he said. “Ask him if he knows anything about it. The オオカミ might have seen something.”
“Sure,” I replied. “I’ll call him as soon as I hang up.”
“Oh and I’ll also be in late. I’m going into the forest to have a look.”
“The forest?” My ハート, 心 stopped. That’s were he died. In the forest. What if a vampire was lurking in there? What if it wasn’t a 狼, オオカミ attack but a vampire attack?
“Have yourself a ピザ または something,” Charlie continued. “I’ll sort myself out when I get home.”
“But the forest is dangerous,” I said, trying to stop him. “You shouldn’t go in alone.”
“I am もっと見る than capable of handling myself,” Charlie laughed. “Don’t worry.”
“I should meet you. Go with you. Two’s better than one.”
He laughed again.
“Stop sounding so worried. I’ll be fine. Bye, love.”
“Bye.”
What if it was tonight that the vampire was in the forest? What if Charlie was going to be attacked tonight? I had to stop it. But I didn’t know where it was または when it was. I needed a premonition now!
I called Jacob, just like I 発言しました I would.
“Hey Kay,” Jacob answered cheerfully. “What’s up?”
“Charlie 発言しました there had been some 狼, オオカミ attacks,” I got straight into it. “Some dead animal carcasses were found and a body によって some hikers.”
“That’s bad.”
“Yeah. Charlie wants to know if any of the pack has seen something. または heard anything.”
“Kayla, we’re not the only オオカミ in this forest.” Jacob sounded a little angry. Did he think I was blaming him?
“I’m not saying あなた did it,” I said, hastily. “I was just asking if あなた might have seen a 狼, オオカミ pack sneaking about または some other animals.”
“You think the guilty オオカミ would be ‘sneaking about’?” Jacob laughed. “Honestly Kayla, some of the オオカミ are just animals. They wouldn’t really sneak about.”
Maybe that wasn’t the right thing to say.
“Could あなた keep an eye out?” I asked. “Maybe send Quil または Embry to scout around, see what they can find out. Keep watch.”
“I’ll see Sam,” Jacob said. “Anything else?”
I contemplated telling Jacob my dream. He’d make everything seem alright. He had that effect. He was like a 線, レイ of sun on a cloudy day. Shouldn’t the pack know if a vampire was coming to Forks? They had to be prepared.
“No,” I said, shaking my head. “Nothing else. Charlie just wanted to let あなた know.”
“Okay then,” he said, not sounding convinced. He knew there was something else. “I’ll see あなた later then.”
“Charlie’s going to be late ホーム tonight. If you’re not doing anything あなた could come over and share a ピザ with me.”
“Wouldn’t Edward be upset about that?”
“Screw Edward,” I said. “Come on over. I’ll order a few extra pizzas for you.”
“Well,” he said. “It couldn’t hurt to come over.”
I smiled.
“Good doggie,” I laughed.
“Woof woof.”





















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