noah's pov

i had never feel this pain, this desperation
how could it be that i had to leave the only person i had ever 愛 leave her to stay with the dog jacob a person that i dispise so much

but i had to i know that i had to i only had a 月 with my 愛 with renesmee
renesmee

i knew that the best way was to start to get away slowly but i couldn't imagine letting go of her in my last 月 with her

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jake's pov

my ハート, 心 froze when nessie hug the blood sucker but i feel such joy when i realize that he was going away finally !!!!

it hurt me that nessie cried so much over this but i knew she would want to be with the bloddsucker last days so i wiill stay away and in a 月 everything would be perefect the way it was suppose to be

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nessie's pov

i spend every 秒 with noah in our last days
i even sleep in the same room but not in the same ベッド noah wouldn't allowed that...

today it was the last 日

the last night
"don't go noah please" i 発言しました
"its going to be ok あなた are going to be ok" noah 発言しました while we were going to his room well our room he was holding me によって the waist

we arrived to the room and he went to lay down on the ソファー, ソファ i went slowly to the ベッド but then i went for the ソファー, ソファ
"Nessie please i told あなた many times that" noah started saying
i just look at his green sad eyes
"No noah this is not your decision is mine ok" i 発言しました and キッス him

he hadn't キッス me in all thise 30 days and he was suddenly as eager and urgent as i was he carry me while he キッス me to the ベッド

i rip his clothes and he said
"no nessie this is wrong" noah started but i started to キッス him and the 火災, 火 was inevitable
he rip my clothes then
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when i woke up i was in noah's arms i had never felt this happy in my life i キッス his neck

then i remember he was....
saddness surounded me

noah was already awake he touch my cheek and then he saw my sad expresion
"noah please dont go " i murmure
he sigh heavily brokenly triyng not to cry
"i have to im sorry i should have stop this will only make things harder for あなた " noah 発言しました in agony

i look at his eyes

"noah i don't regret any 秒 i spend with あなた ok "i 発言しました serouly
he smile an キッス me fiercly again
i キッス him back we were going again when alice tap the door

"emmm nessie im sorry but noah it is time " alice 発言しました with the lifeless voice she used since aro came. jasper was also staying here

noah get up from the ベッド and started to get dress

"no noah don't go" i cried
noah look at me in agony he キッス my forehead
"im so sorry renesmee, i 愛 あなた " he said
"i 愛 あなた too noah please stay"
"be happy ness don't think of me forget me ok" noah 発言しました pleading
i touch his cheek
i 表示する him all our memorys
"never noah" i whispered

he hug me and キッス me in my forehead my cheeks and my lips and before i could stop him he run to the door

i ran but they were already gone