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"Edward, what did you... do while あなた were gone?"
"Pretty much died."
"No, did あなた meet anyone?"
Why would Bella ask something like that?
"Well, Tanya took in another female for her clan in Denali, but that's all."
Bella's face fell. Was that what she was expecting? Another female? Hadn't I told her at one point she was the only one for me? Then it dawned on me.
"What did Victoria tell you?" I asked.
"She 発言しました あなた and Jacob were dead," she responded. But it felt like she was only telling half of the truth.
"Bella-"
"Fine. She 発言しました あなた met a beautiful new girl in Denali, and あなた loved her."
I couldn't believe this. She actually believed this lie?! Then I realized, I had left, saying I didn't 愛 her anymore. But even then, how could she still believe this lie, when I'm here, declaring I loved her ever since I met her?
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Bella was crying. No, she shouldn't cry!
"Don't be mad at me," she whimpered. Oh, I must be looking angry. または violent.
"Bella, I can never be angry with you. I 愛 you. But why would あなた believe this lie? The female thought I was mentally challenged when I didn't respond to her looks. I never talked to her, and she never talked to me, although she was attracted," I said. Bella looked at me skeptically. "You're the only one for me."
Bella relaxed.
"You silly human," I laughed lightly.
"Speaking of human..." Bella hinted faintly, knowing I knew what she was talking about.
"No," I growled.
"Please, Edward? Carlisle 発言しました あなた would do it if my ハート, 心 took a turn for the worse, he'd called Alice."
"Only if あなた were dying."
"Please, I am dying."
"I'll never take away your soul."
"You took it when あなた first declared あなた loved me."
"And I should have never gotten so close to you."
"Don't. Don't say that, please."
Bella was crying. That's when I realized what she heard in that last sentence.
"No, Bella, I'll never leave you."
"What if あなた did, when I'm an old lady?"
"I wouldn't."
"So you'll let me get old?"
"Yes, and I'll keep あなた out of harm's way."
Bella turned away.
"I would've been dead."
"What do あなた mean?"
"If my ハート, 心 took a turn for the worse, and あなた left me to die, refusing to change me, I'd be dead. And あなた promised never to kill yourself, not even after I'm dead."
"Bella, how can I survive... If the only reason I still exist is dead?"
Her eyes sparkled when I described her.
"You were the light in a cave, a cave with many openings. あなた led me into a path, but I took a different one. I was blind, lost, and I'm glad that path had a detour back towards you."
Bella sighed and buried her face in my chest.
"Where's my stuff?" she said, muffled as she refused to 移動する away. She was intoxicated によって my scent.
I held her there, feeling the warmth tingle from her breath.
"They're under your floorboards. It seemed wrong to keep them," I murmured.
She laughed. It sounded like a heavenly chorus to me, her laugh. I'd died when I left, and went to Heaven によって seeing her and embracing her again. I guess there is a chance, like Carlisle said.
"What are あなた thinking about?" Bella asked when she looked up.
"I'm thinking I may have already gone to Heaven," I chuckled. Then I leaned in to キッス her.
"Please, Edward. あなた have hope in you. You've already taken my soul. I want to be with あなた forever."
"Please, Bella, I've already 発言しました no."
"Forever," she emphasized. I opened my mouth and shook my head. No sound came out.
"Edward..." she whispered.
"Now?"
"What?"
"You want to change now?"
"Yes..."
I laid her down on my couch. I kissed her in resign. Her ハート, 心 beat faster. My lips trailed toward her throat. I kissed her for a while, savoring the taste...
Then I paused, unsure of what pain I might cause her.
"It's okay, Edward, I can handle it."
That is so Bella. I hesitated. Then I braced myself for my first bite.
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End of Chapter 11
"Edward, what did you... do while あなた were gone?"
"Pretty much died."
"No, did あなた meet anyone?"
Why would Bella ask something like that?
"Well, Tanya took in another female for her clan in Denali, but that's all."
Bella's face fell. Was that what she was expecting? Another female? Hadn't I told her at one point she was the only one for me? Then it dawned on me.
"What did Victoria tell you?" I asked.
"She 発言しました あなた and Jacob were dead," she responded. But it felt like she was only telling half of the truth.
"Bella-"
"Fine. She 発言しました あなた met a beautiful new girl in Denali, and あなた loved her."
I couldn't believe this. She actually believed this lie?! Then I realized, I had left, saying I didn't 愛 her anymore. But even then, how could she still believe this lie, when I'm here, declaring I loved her ever since I met her?
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Okay, we are still with Edward.
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Bella was crying. No, she shouldn't cry!
"Don't be mad at me," she whimpered. Oh, I must be looking angry. または violent.
"Bella, I can never be angry with you. I 愛 you. But why would あなた believe this lie? The female thought I was mentally challenged when I didn't respond to her looks. I never talked to her, and she never talked to me, although she was attracted," I said. Bella looked at me skeptically. "You're the only one for me."
Bella relaxed.
"You silly human," I laughed lightly.
"Speaking of human..." Bella hinted faintly, knowing I knew what she was talking about.
"No," I growled.
"Please, Edward? Carlisle 発言しました あなた would do it if my ハート, 心 took a turn for the worse, he'd called Alice."
"Only if あなた were dying."
"Please, I am dying."
"I'll never take away your soul."
"You took it when あなた first declared あなた loved me."
"And I should have never gotten so close to you."
"Don't. Don't say that, please."
Bella was crying. That's when I realized what she heard in that last sentence.
"No, Bella, I'll never leave you."
"What if あなた did, when I'm an old lady?"
"I wouldn't."
"So you'll let me get old?"
"Yes, and I'll keep あなた out of harm's way."
Bella turned away.
"I would've been dead."
"What do あなた mean?"
"If my ハート, 心 took a turn for the worse, and あなた left me to die, refusing to change me, I'd be dead. And あなた promised never to kill yourself, not even after I'm dead."
"Bella, how can I survive... If the only reason I still exist is dead?"
Her eyes sparkled when I described her.
"You were the light in a cave, a cave with many openings. あなた led me into a path, but I took a different one. I was blind, lost, and I'm glad that path had a detour back towards you."
Bella sighed and buried her face in my chest.
"Where's my stuff?" she said, muffled as she refused to 移動する away. She was intoxicated によって my scent.
I held her there, feeling the warmth tingle from her breath.
"They're under your floorboards. It seemed wrong to keep them," I murmured.
She laughed. It sounded like a heavenly chorus to me, her laugh. I'd died when I left, and went to Heaven によって seeing her and embracing her again. I guess there is a chance, like Carlisle said.
"What are あなた thinking about?" Bella asked when she looked up.
"I'm thinking I may have already gone to Heaven," I chuckled. Then I leaned in to キッス her.
"Please, Edward. あなた have hope in you. You've already taken my soul. I want to be with あなた forever."
"Please, Bella, I've already 発言しました no."
"Forever," she emphasized. I opened my mouth and shook my head. No sound came out.
"Edward..." she whispered.
"Now?"
"What?"
"You want to change now?"
"Yes..."
I laid her down on my couch. I kissed her in resign. Her ハート, 心 beat faster. My lips trailed toward her throat. I kissed her for a while, savoring the taste...
Then I paused, unsure of what pain I might cause her.
"It's okay, Edward, I can handle it."
That is so Bella. I hesitated. Then I braced myself for my first bite.
