Hey! Sorry this took so long! I was working on two other stories in my spare time, not to mention going to a wedding. I hope あなた are all still reading. Sorry!
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End of Chapter 9
"I heard we needed a doctor," Carlisle 発言しました as he entered. "Lucky enough Alice caught me while I was in North America."
Searching through his thoughts, he was half wondering how I can stand breathing in this room. I was even surprised. I haven't hunted for six weeks. And yet I was breathing, no attention towards my thirst, at all.
"This will take a little while. Jacob, please take Edward out if you're going to yell at him," Carlisle said.
I looked at Jacob. Ready to kill me was a better explanation. I walked with him until we were outside. Then he turned on me.
"Will あなた explain why you're here, and why あなた care if Bella's dead?" He asked, gritting his teeth in the process. I opened my mouth, but no words came out. I was too guilty.
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Chapter 10
"Well?" Jacob growled. All of his thoughts were on how tortured Bella was during my absence. I winced when I saw her squeezing herself when Jacob mentioned my name.
"I can't... Explain," I struggled.
"Bella told me あなた no longer loved her. Why come back, when she just started to come back to life?"
"I never-"
"Bella has been tortured time and time again. I feel its best if あなた leave."
"Please, Jacob, listen to me! I brought Bella into もっと見る danger than her luck can conjure up itself. I still loved her! I left to give her a safer chance in life. When Alice told me what would happen, I ran to Forks to find her. I'm going to Italy if this ends badly."
"Taking a vacation?" Jacob sneered.
"No. Killing myself."
Jacob's eyes went wide. I explained to him who the Volturi were. Then I explained her birthday to him, all the way down to my believing leaving would help. I was so stupid. If I stayed, nothing like this would've happened.
Now it was Jacob's turn to explain. He told me every agonizing detail, relishing the fact that all he 発言しました was worse than burning me alive.
And to think she loved you, he thought. That's an insult.
"Like あなた never loved her," I 発言しました to him.
Jacob turned red with anger.
"I would've been safer for her, I'd never even hurt her! あなた would attack her if she got a papercut! あなた 発言しました so yourself!"
"I held my breath. I would never lose my control. あなた saw yourself, I was breathing in that room, I don't want to shy away from her, even if she died."
"That may be sooner than あなた thought," Jacob growled.
We stood there, silent, waiting for Carlisle to give us bad news. I couldn't hear Bella's heartbeat, because we were too far from my room.
The front door opened. Carlisle came out.
"She's fine, but あなた can't see her for a while. She's unconscious. And Edward, if her ハート, 心 rate goes up, もっと見る blood will come out of her wound. We have to wait until it is healed. Alice called. She will heal just fine, and will be able to walk again in a couple of days. Alice will be here in a few hours. あなた two can wait inside," he said.
Jacob followed me in. As soon as I reached the hall, I heard a steady pulse. Jacob curled up on the ソファー, ソファ in the living room, but I took the familiar position of a ball in the corner of the room. I went into my daydreams, all of which centered around me holding Bella in my arms again, feeling her warmth.
Bella looked at me. Her eyes were soft, like they were the days before her birthday. She loved me, and I loved her. We were in our meadow, in each others' arms. I heard the trickle of the stream nearby. Actually, I could hear the buzzing of a bee five meters away. But all I listened to was her breathing, and her heartbeat. I heard her gentle laugh. Her hand stroked my cheek, which was shimmering in the sunlight. I smiled at her. It was like the fog that covered my ハート, 心 melted away, and I could feel all my emotions coming out again.
I opened my eyes. Three people were outside the room. Jacob was asleep on the couch, holding the same position I left him in. I got up and shook his shoulder. He jumped up. Then he saw it was just me and sat back down. We looked up as the door opened.
Alice and Carlisle were in immediately, and then we saw Bella.
She was dressed in a lovely blue ブラウス and a cream skirt. Her hair was straighened, and a light blue eyeshadow complemented her eyes. The blush was natural. She turned red when she saw us both in the room. Jacob was gazing at her like she was a goddess, while I looked at her like she was the world.
"Um, thanks, Alice, Carlisle," Bella whispered. Alice and Carlisle hugged her and left the room. I started to walk towards her, but she held up her hand to stop me.
"I want to take a 分 to figure this out," she said.
We explained everything, and then we told her we both loved her. Bella's eyes watered.Then she walked towards me. Her arms wrapped around me, and I squeezed her tightly. I didn't want to let go. But she pulled away, forcing me to end our embrace.
I watched her as she walked to Jacob, and hugged him too. Jacob buried his face in her hair, his thoughts confused. Then Bella looked up. She stood on her toes and kissed him. Pain washed over me. She had moved on. I left the room. I walked slowly, hoping she might come after me. I may have imagined it, but before I could leave the house, I felt a warm hand connect to mine.
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Yay! Bella's alive! No! She kissed Jacob! What now? Ooh! I know! Jacob's POV!!!
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Bella kissed me. She actually kissed me! This could only be a dream, especially since she kissed me with Edward present. Stupid bloodsucker. I held her tighter as Edward left the room. The door clicked as it closed.
Bella jumped away, and saw that Edward was gone. Confusion swept over me as she ran towards the door, opened it quickly, and ran out towards the front door.
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End of Chapter 9
"I heard we needed a doctor," Carlisle 発言しました as he entered. "Lucky enough Alice caught me while I was in North America."
Searching through his thoughts, he was half wondering how I can stand breathing in this room. I was even surprised. I haven't hunted for six weeks. And yet I was breathing, no attention towards my thirst, at all.
"This will take a little while. Jacob, please take Edward out if you're going to yell at him," Carlisle said.
I looked at Jacob. Ready to kill me was a better explanation. I walked with him until we were outside. Then he turned on me.
"Will あなた explain why you're here, and why あなた care if Bella's dead?" He asked, gritting his teeth in the process. I opened my mouth, but no words came out. I was too guilty.
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Chapter 10
"Well?" Jacob growled. All of his thoughts were on how tortured Bella was during my absence. I winced when I saw her squeezing herself when Jacob mentioned my name.
"I can't... Explain," I struggled.
"Bella told me あなた no longer loved her. Why come back, when she just started to come back to life?"
"I never-"
"Bella has been tortured time and time again. I feel its best if あなた leave."
"Please, Jacob, listen to me! I brought Bella into もっと見る danger than her luck can conjure up itself. I still loved her! I left to give her a safer chance in life. When Alice told me what would happen, I ran to Forks to find her. I'm going to Italy if this ends badly."
"Taking a vacation?" Jacob sneered.
"No. Killing myself."
Jacob's eyes went wide. I explained to him who the Volturi were. Then I explained her birthday to him, all the way down to my believing leaving would help. I was so stupid. If I stayed, nothing like this would've happened.
Now it was Jacob's turn to explain. He told me every agonizing detail, relishing the fact that all he 発言しました was worse than burning me alive.
And to think she loved you, he thought. That's an insult.
"Like あなた never loved her," I 発言しました to him.
Jacob turned red with anger.
"I would've been safer for her, I'd never even hurt her! あなた would attack her if she got a papercut! あなた 発言しました so yourself!"
"I held my breath. I would never lose my control. あなた saw yourself, I was breathing in that room, I don't want to shy away from her, even if she died."
"That may be sooner than あなた thought," Jacob growled.
We stood there, silent, waiting for Carlisle to give us bad news. I couldn't hear Bella's heartbeat, because we were too far from my room.
The front door opened. Carlisle came out.
"She's fine, but あなた can't see her for a while. She's unconscious. And Edward, if her ハート, 心 rate goes up, もっと見る blood will come out of her wound. We have to wait until it is healed. Alice called. She will heal just fine, and will be able to walk again in a couple of days. Alice will be here in a few hours. あなた two can wait inside," he said.
Jacob followed me in. As soon as I reached the hall, I heard a steady pulse. Jacob curled up on the ソファー, ソファ in the living room, but I took the familiar position of a ball in the corner of the room. I went into my daydreams, all of which centered around me holding Bella in my arms again, feeling her warmth.
Bella looked at me. Her eyes were soft, like they were the days before her birthday. She loved me, and I loved her. We were in our meadow, in each others' arms. I heard the trickle of the stream nearby. Actually, I could hear the buzzing of a bee five meters away. But all I listened to was her breathing, and her heartbeat. I heard her gentle laugh. Her hand stroked my cheek, which was shimmering in the sunlight. I smiled at her. It was like the fog that covered my ハート, 心 melted away, and I could feel all my emotions coming out again.
I opened my eyes. Three people were outside the room. Jacob was asleep on the couch, holding the same position I left him in. I got up and shook his shoulder. He jumped up. Then he saw it was just me and sat back down. We looked up as the door opened.
Alice and Carlisle were in immediately, and then we saw Bella.
She was dressed in a lovely blue ブラウス and a cream skirt. Her hair was straighened, and a light blue eyeshadow complemented her eyes. The blush was natural. She turned red when she saw us both in the room. Jacob was gazing at her like she was a goddess, while I looked at her like she was the world.
"Um, thanks, Alice, Carlisle," Bella whispered. Alice and Carlisle hugged her and left the room. I started to walk towards her, but she held up her hand to stop me.
"I want to take a 分 to figure this out," she said.
We explained everything, and then we told her we both loved her. Bella's eyes watered.Then she walked towards me. Her arms wrapped around me, and I squeezed her tightly. I didn't want to let go. But she pulled away, forcing me to end our embrace.
I watched her as she walked to Jacob, and hugged him too. Jacob buried his face in her hair, his thoughts confused. Then Bella looked up. She stood on her toes and kissed him. Pain washed over me. She had moved on. I left the room. I walked slowly, hoping she might come after me. I may have imagined it, but before I could leave the house, I felt a warm hand connect to mine.
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Yay! Bella's alive! No! She kissed Jacob! What now? Ooh! I know! Jacob's POV!!!
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Bella kissed me. She actually kissed me! This could only be a dream, especially since she kissed me with Edward present. Stupid bloodsucker. I held her tighter as Edward left the room. The door clicked as it closed.
Bella jumped away, and saw that Edward was gone. Confusion swept over me as she ran towards the door, opened it quickly, and ran out towards the front door.
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the ハート, 心 which will stop beating soon, the ハート, 心 which was the reason for me to live, the ハート, 心 which she had 与えられた to me to keep 安全, 安全です just like how I had 与えられた her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the ハート, 心 which will stop beating soon, the ハート, 心 which was the reason for me to live, the ハート, 心 which she had 与えられた to me to keep 安全, 安全です just like how I had 与えられた her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what あなた think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what あなた think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when あなた say one of the コメント -and you've probably 発言しました one of the コメント もっと見る then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure あなた can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so 人気 if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my フレンズ just don't understand lol). How many do あなた think あなた can fill, コメント below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what あなた think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure あなた can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so 人気 if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my フレンズ just don't understand lol). How many do あなた think あなた can fill, コメント below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what あなた think please.
So these are, によって far, my お気に入り 名言・格言 from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I 愛 you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I 愛 you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD