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Bella's pov
I woke up and I felt my hands being tight up.
“Edward” I 発言しました panicking and confused, I start looking around, I barely remembered what happened before.
“Bella, don’t panic” I heard and saw Edward now
“Why am I tight up, what happened” still with panic in my voice
“don’t あなた remember Bella” After あなた drank the blood あなた were, I would say, wild, like あなた were someone else, あなた threw Jasper in the middle of the room and Emmett against the ウォール and I had to grab あなた tight while Carlisle gave あなた something to sleep, あなた were screaming and kicking.
I looked at him and saw the fear and pain in his eyes. I felt my tears coming up
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to do that” my voice shocked and I was starting to feel guilty.
“It’s nothing Bella, I don’t think あなた could help it, I’m going to release you, he 発言しました feeling sorry for me now.
“No, don’t, I don’t wanna hurt any of あなた anymore” I said
“Bella” Edward voice shocked too
“It’s gonna be fine, あなた can let her go now Edward” Jasper 発言しました “She has her feelings under control now except the emotional part, he smiled at me and I couldn’t resist but give him a little smile back.
“Edward freed my hands and grabbed them so I could stand up.
I realised I was shaking now and Edward grabbed my very tight to his chest and I put my arms around him not planning to let him go.
“Bella” I heard Carlisle 次 to me and I looked up but still not letting go of Edward. “What is the last thing あなた do remember?
“Well, I remember that Edward gave me that blood and I drank from it and …
“Bella, KEEP YOURSELF UNDER CONTROL, YOU’RE LOSING CONTROL AGAIN” Jasper 発言しました strong and determent. I looked at him and just finished my sentence
“… and then not much anymore, I heard Jasper yelling and than Edward’s voice” and that’s about it, I think” continued like I was never interrupted. They all just starred at me, not knowing what to say, so I broke the silence first
“So now what” I asked
“Well あなた can still eat , but than we have not other option than thigh あなた up” Carlisle 発言しました with a regular voice like he was giving a diagnose.
“And Emmett and will be close by” Jasper said
I looked down but Edward took my head towards him and said
“I’m going to be there on you’re side all the way” he smiled so I gave him a little smile back
“Are あなた still hungry” Carlisle asked me
“No” I 発言しました back
“Bella, あなた can’t stop eating because you’re scared off losing control over yourself again” Edward said.
I looked at him “ I wasn’t the one who loosed control, looking at my stomach” I remembered I shouldn’t have 発言しました that but it was to late.
“What do あなた mean” Carlisle 発言しました now
“It’s nothing I’m just imagining thing I guess” answering in a confused tone
“Bella, the last time あなた 発言しました that, あなた were right, so please tell us” Carlisle 発言しました on a demanded and doctorly voice.
“Well when I drank the blood” it was like I wasn’t the one drinking it” I 発言しました still with a confused tone
“hmm” Carlisle 発言しました “ I guess あなた should stay here till the baby is born so we all could keep an eye on you”
I nodded and Edward grabbed me against his chest
“Are あなた hungry now” he asked me
“No, I’ll eat tomorrow if あなた don’t mind. I 発言しました again. I was so tired and I think Edward heard it in my voice
“Come I’ll carry あなた to bed” he 発言しました and grabbed me tighter and pulled me up and I laid my head against his chest, it was so hard now to keep my eyes open, so I closed them and before I knew I was completely out of it.
Bella's pov
I woke up and I felt my hands being tight up.
“Edward” I 発言しました panicking and confused, I start looking around, I barely remembered what happened before.
“Bella, don’t panic” I heard and saw Edward now
“Why am I tight up, what happened” still with panic in my voice
“don’t あなた remember Bella” After あなた drank the blood あなた were, I would say, wild, like あなた were someone else, あなた threw Jasper in the middle of the room and Emmett against the ウォール and I had to grab あなた tight while Carlisle gave あなた something to sleep, あなた were screaming and kicking.
I looked at him and saw the fear and pain in his eyes. I felt my tears coming up
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to do that” my voice shocked and I was starting to feel guilty.
“It’s nothing Bella, I don’t think あなた could help it, I’m going to release you, he 発言しました feeling sorry for me now.
“No, don’t, I don’t wanna hurt any of あなた anymore” I said
“Bella” Edward voice shocked too
“It’s gonna be fine, あなた can let her go now Edward” Jasper 発言しました “She has her feelings under control now except the emotional part, he smiled at me and I couldn’t resist but give him a little smile back.
“Edward freed my hands and grabbed them so I could stand up.
I realised I was shaking now and Edward grabbed my very tight to his chest and I put my arms around him not planning to let him go.
“Bella” I heard Carlisle 次 to me and I looked up but still not letting go of Edward. “What is the last thing あなた do remember?
“Well, I remember that Edward gave me that blood and I drank from it and …
“Bella, KEEP YOURSELF UNDER CONTROL, YOU’RE LOSING CONTROL AGAIN” Jasper 発言しました strong and determent. I looked at him and just finished my sentence
“… and then not much anymore, I heard Jasper yelling and than Edward’s voice” and that’s about it, I think” continued like I was never interrupted. They all just starred at me, not knowing what to say, so I broke the silence first
“So now what” I asked
“Well あなた can still eat , but than we have not other option than thigh あなた up” Carlisle 発言しました with a regular voice like he was giving a diagnose.
“And Emmett and will be close by” Jasper said
I looked down but Edward took my head towards him and said
“I’m going to be there on you’re side all the way” he smiled so I gave him a little smile back
“Are あなた still hungry” Carlisle asked me
“No” I 発言しました back
“Bella, あなた can’t stop eating because you’re scared off losing control over yourself again” Edward said.
I looked at him “ I wasn’t the one who loosed control, looking at my stomach” I remembered I shouldn’t have 発言しました that but it was to late.
“What do あなた mean” Carlisle 発言しました now
“It’s nothing I’m just imagining thing I guess” answering in a confused tone
“Bella, the last time あなた 発言しました that, あなた were right, so please tell us” Carlisle 発言しました on a demanded and doctorly voice.
“Well when I drank the blood” it was like I wasn’t the one drinking it” I 発言しました still with a confused tone
“hmm” Carlisle 発言しました “ I guess あなた should stay here till the baby is born so we all could keep an eye on you”
I nodded and Edward grabbed me against his chest
“Are あなた hungry now” he asked me
“No, I’ll eat tomorrow if あなた don’t mind. I 発言しました again. I was so tired and I think Edward heard it in my voice
“Come I’ll carry あなた to bed” he 発言しました and grabbed me tighter and pulled me up and I laid my head against his chest, it was so hard now to keep my eyes open, so I closed them and before I knew I was completely out of it.
As I was going ホーム I suddenly was hit によって the reality that I really was going to be a mother... a mom at last.
A mother wow... I thought to myself. I'm going to be responsible for someone. I shook that thought out of my head quickly, since I had always been a clutz like my mom. I mean what if I accidently hurt my unborn baby, I thought to myself before quickly shaking that thought off too.
It was 6 a.m. and I had just awoken to discover Jacob sitting at the foot of my bed. Jacob... I began- I need to tell あなた something I'm...I'm... Pregnant. "Thats great", he replied to me reaching up to stroke my growing stomach. "How far along are you?", he asks me. "I'm 3 months now Jake but... the baby's not yours.", I tell him... he slaps me and gathers all his things and bolts out the door leaving me to face reality i]alone.[/i]
A mother wow... I thought to myself. I'm going to be responsible for someone. I shook that thought out of my head quickly, since I had always been a clutz like my mom. I mean what if I accidently hurt my unborn baby, I thought to myself before quickly shaking that thought off too.
It was 6 a.m. and I had just awoken to discover Jacob sitting at the foot of my bed. Jacob... I began- I need to tell あなた something I'm...I'm... Pregnant. "Thats great", he replied to me reaching up to stroke my growing stomach. "How far along are you?", he asks me. "I'm 3 months now Jake but... the baby's not yours.", I tell him... he slaps me and gathers all his things and bolts out the door leaving me to face reality i]alone.[/i]