This is a story I have been wanting to write for a long time and I hope あなた enjoy it.
Reincarnation
"I'll do it!" I shouted at the 上, ページのトップへ of my lungs. "I'll really do it!" They honestly thought I wouldn't do it. They honestly believed I was crazy but I'm not! I'm not crazy! I refuse to believe that I am mentally insane.
"Just put the ナイフ down," 発言しました my father in a soothing tone. I'm not a baby. あなた can't force me to do anything. "Becky, honey, あなた don't want to kill yourself. It will not bring あなた joy."
We were circling around the ディナー 表, テーブル and I had a ナイフ close to my throat. One 移動する and I would die. Peaceful, blissful, death. I couldn't wait. I have been waiting for an excuse to kill myself and today has 与えられた me that excuse. It isn't because I'd me being bullied. I'm stronger then that. I can stand up to bullies and always win the battle. It wasn't because my boyfriend decided to dump me today. My boyfriend loves me too much to dump me but he doesn't 愛 me enough to stay faithful. It is entirely because of my parents. I only have them to blame for everything that is screwed up in my life. They have inflicted nothing but pain since I've been born specifically my mother. Today, today, I am fed up with it.
"You don't want to do this," 発言しました my mom.
"I am certain I want to do this. I want to die! I want it!"
"I could careless about what あなた want. I will not be one of those mothers whose daughter killed themselves." Her brown eyes were turning an odd color. Maybe red または orange. Fascinating how あなた much あなた learn about someone right before your death. "You will not kill yourself. If you're going to die it will be によって my hands. Got me?!"
"You can't stop me," I said. With one flick of my wrist I was dead. Now my story is just beginning. あなた will find this tale intriguing and it will grasp your imagination.
Okay, after あなた die I expected blackness. I am not a religious person so I didn't expect a heaven または hell. I expected compete blackness. I don't like my life would end I wouldn't even notice. My voice inside my head will die. My thoughts would die with it. Everything would disappear and あなた wouldn't notice. I was wrong. My theory had flaws. My theory was wrong.
Instead, I found myself in a white nightgown with my hair undone and in messy curls. My makeup was fixed horrifyingly. I was in the middle of an office building like the ones of see on tv. Yeah, it was like that. The room was empty except for a tall, old man who I refuse to believe is Jesus.
"Hello, Rebecca Anne White," he greeted. "I am Keeper of Records. あなた may call me K.R. I am here to escort あなた to your 次 body if あなた wish. あなた have two options; a new body and soul または forever live here and do something with your undead life."
"Explain please." I was way もっと見る calm then I should be but hey, this proves everyone else's ジーザス theory wrong so I'll ride with the tide.
"Well, going into a new body means being born again but in someone else's body and someone else's thoughts. あなた won't feel a bit different, in fact, あなた wouldn't even notice the change. あなた wouldn't even remember your old life." I nodded for him to go on. Tempting. "Then the 秒 the option is for あなた to become immortal and live here. あなた can take on a job and if あなた do well enough then あなた will become an Angel."
"I would like the first option please."
Reincarnation
"I'll do it!" I shouted at the 上, ページのトップへ of my lungs. "I'll really do it!" They honestly thought I wouldn't do it. They honestly believed I was crazy but I'm not! I'm not crazy! I refuse to believe that I am mentally insane.
"Just put the ナイフ down," 発言しました my father in a soothing tone. I'm not a baby. あなた can't force me to do anything. "Becky, honey, あなた don't want to kill yourself. It will not bring あなた joy."
We were circling around the ディナー 表, テーブル and I had a ナイフ close to my throat. One 移動する and I would die. Peaceful, blissful, death. I couldn't wait. I have been waiting for an excuse to kill myself and today has 与えられた me that excuse. It isn't because I'd me being bullied. I'm stronger then that. I can stand up to bullies and always win the battle. It wasn't because my boyfriend decided to dump me today. My boyfriend loves me too much to dump me but he doesn't 愛 me enough to stay faithful. It is entirely because of my parents. I only have them to blame for everything that is screwed up in my life. They have inflicted nothing but pain since I've been born specifically my mother. Today, today, I am fed up with it.
"You don't want to do this," 発言しました my mom.
"I am certain I want to do this. I want to die! I want it!"
"I could careless about what あなた want. I will not be one of those mothers whose daughter killed themselves." Her brown eyes were turning an odd color. Maybe red または orange. Fascinating how あなた much あなた learn about someone right before your death. "You will not kill yourself. If you're going to die it will be によって my hands. Got me?!"
"You can't stop me," I said. With one flick of my wrist I was dead. Now my story is just beginning. あなた will find this tale intriguing and it will grasp your imagination.
Okay, after あなた die I expected blackness. I am not a religious person so I didn't expect a heaven または hell. I expected compete blackness. I don't like my life would end I wouldn't even notice. My voice inside my head will die. My thoughts would die with it. Everything would disappear and あなた wouldn't notice. I was wrong. My theory had flaws. My theory was wrong.
Instead, I found myself in a white nightgown with my hair undone and in messy curls. My makeup was fixed horrifyingly. I was in the middle of an office building like the ones of see on tv. Yeah, it was like that. The room was empty except for a tall, old man who I refuse to believe is Jesus.
"Hello, Rebecca Anne White," he greeted. "I am Keeper of Records. あなた may call me K.R. I am here to escort あなた to your 次 body if あなた wish. あなた have two options; a new body and soul または forever live here and do something with your undead life."
"Explain please." I was way もっと見る calm then I should be but hey, this proves everyone else's ジーザス theory wrong so I'll ride with the tide.
"Well, going into a new body means being born again but in someone else's body and someone else's thoughts. あなた won't feel a bit different, in fact, あなた wouldn't even notice the change. あなた wouldn't even remember your old life." I nodded for him to go on. Tempting. "Then the 秒 the option is for あなた to become immortal and live here. あなた can take on a job and if あなた do well enough then あなた will become an Angel."
"I would like the first option please."
This is a poem I came up with
The pain is far greater
the pain is almost blinding
あなた 発言しました you'd always 愛 me
a rope of 愛 wrapped around me, a binding
But now I know the truth
You're nothing but a fake
あなた took my ハート, 心 and played with it
and now my ハート, 心 does nothing but ache
I wish to hear your voice again
I wish あなた had never hurt me
for now I can't even look at あなた
without having to turn and flee
This pain has gotten worse
I can't stand it much longer
but if I take a blade....
I can take the pain あなた gave me and make a different pain stronger.
The pain is far greater
the pain is almost blinding
あなた 発言しました you'd always 愛 me
a rope of 愛 wrapped around me, a binding
But now I know the truth
You're nothing but a fake
あなた took my ハート, 心 and played with it
and now my ハート, 心 does nothing but ache
I wish to hear your voice again
I wish あなた had never hurt me
for now I can't even look at あなた
without having to turn and flee
This pain has gotten worse
I can't stand it much longer
but if I take a blade....
I can take the pain あなた gave me and make a different pain stronger.