" Oh no, no, no and no again im losing it man I can't do it no more. I'm falling got it now leave me alone." I sat on my ベッド tears streaming down my face, the things in his vision were fighting me making me do things I didn't want, but he was fighting. Yet I was losing and all because I couldn't get anything to go right without a multiple of five または five, nothing went right without five. I couldn't find anyway one to help me in my fight, I can't believe my 4 フレンズ had abandoned me(4 I told あなた nothing ever went right without 5). The sound of footsteps got louder and the doctor came in and started to talk to me, but I couldn't understand anything he was saying because of the figures who were screaming at me, punching my arm until I finally ロスト it and stood up, rushed towards the window, dived out of it and waited for about 2 秒 before I felt the wind go out of my body and my vision to go completely black.
I woke roughly 2 hours later feeling different, loose. I shake myself and smile feeling the air through my fingers as if for the first time, yet in the back of my mind I could hear the screaming of a tiny figure wanting to be let out and escape from the figures. " HAHAHA" I laugh realizing im crazy and that im not myself, all of that lasts for hours and I feel the euphoria happiness, but I know its never going to last I feel the depressed me escaping and as he smothers my happiness I know I'll be back and do something in the time I have.
well I hope あなた enjoyed it and I know it might not make much sense right now but it will soon and just to know in case あなた dont know what the boys going through he has a mental illness
and cya 次 time
I woke roughly 2 hours later feeling different, loose. I shake myself and smile feeling the air through my fingers as if for the first time, yet in the back of my mind I could hear the screaming of a tiny figure wanting to be let out and escape from the figures. " HAHAHA" I laugh realizing im crazy and that im not myself, all of that lasts for hours and I feel the euphoria happiness, but I know its never going to last I feel the depressed me escaping and as he smothers my happiness I know I'll be back and do something in the time I have.
well I hope あなた enjoyed it and I know it might not make much sense right now but it will soon and just to know in case あなた dont know what the boys going through he has a mental illness
and cya 次 time
This is a poem I came up with
The pain is far greater
the pain is almost blinding
あなた 発言しました you'd always 愛 me
a rope of 愛 wrapped around me, a binding
But now I know the truth
You're nothing but a fake
あなた took my ハート, 心 and played with it
and now my ハート, 心 does nothing but ache
I wish to hear your voice again
I wish あなた had never hurt me
for now I can't even look at あなた
without having to turn and flee
This pain has gotten worse
I can't stand it much longer
but if I take a blade....
I can take the pain あなた gave me and make a different pain stronger.
The pain is far greater
the pain is almost blinding
あなた 発言しました you'd always 愛 me
a rope of 愛 wrapped around me, a binding
But now I know the truth
You're nothing but a fake
あなた took my ハート, 心 and played with it
and now my ハート, 心 does nothing but ache
I wish to hear your voice again
I wish あなた had never hurt me
for now I can't even look at あなた
without having to turn and flee
This pain has gotten worse
I can't stand it much longer
but if I take a blade....
I can take the pain あなた gave me and make a different pain stronger.