If あなた 愛 me for me [One half of me want ya
And the other half wants to forget]
A Krystal, Flora and Helia one shot.
Snow was falling down, white snow! And it was looking heaven came down on earth. And something beautiful and rare thing I saw. Red バラ were lying down…dark red and they were looking so pretty and gorgeous they were attracting me and I couldn’t resist. I ran there like I just wanna take that rose. I picked it and ワカサギ, 錬金術 it, it was amazing and I fell in 愛 with that place, I am feeling cold now and I can’ stay outside more, I thought. I went inside and was waiting for Helia’s call. I was feeling happy for no reason, I felt that there’s magic in the air. I was in 愛 and that’s why I liked everything on earth I was seeing I thought. Phone rang and guess what it was Helia!
I picked the phone.
Me: Helia? It’s great to see that あなた called me. Wanna tell anything?
A voice came it was looking like a females voice and I was shocked!
Flora: Hi Krystal I…
She was going to speak but I stopped her in between
Me: Just shut your mouth あなた b****! Who the hell are you? And what あなた doing in Helia’s room?
Flora: Hey? Just listen to me first I am Flora! And…and Helia invited me, how can あなた talk to me like that?
And here I go to trouble =.= I really don’t know myself now I am feeling hellish embarrassment and I felt to take hammer and just explode my head. What the shit I did. Anyways I tried to get some guts and replied.
Me: Ops! So sorry I am Flora I didn’t know that it’s you. によって the way why he invited you. He’s alone and he’s shy to invite anyone when he’s alone as far as I know. (I asked suspiciously)
Flora: Oh Krystal! You’re so silly well…(she paused for thinking she was confused as what to say) well…he wanted…flower bouquet? (that word came out randomly when she saw Helia holding the bouquet and she just bit her tongue) Yeah! A 花 bouquet for you.
Me: For me? (I was happy for a while and then I thought for a while) wait..Wait! He could have got them によって himself right? He’s got a big and huge garden! (I was behaving like an typical ditective)
Floar: Krystal! あなた know what you’re too much possessive and suspicious I am not gonna talk to you.
and she cut the line and probably because she didn’t knew what to say.
“Why I am getting such a crazy feeling, why I am being so suspicious” I thought. Actually it all started when I planned a secret 日付 for me and Helia. I went to him and asked him if he can come with me. He 発言しました he has to go to a meeting he 発言しました it’s official. And I agreed although I was little upset but then I thought that I can give him surprise 次 time and work is important too. So I went back to my house. When I came I saw a pamphlet and it was of 5O% discount on 本 and I 愛 本 so I thought I shouldn’t miss the chance and I hadn’t any new book since a 月 so I went to that
And guess what, the thing I saw when I went to café after buying 本 was unbearable and shocking. I was numbed for a moment. I saw Helia and Flora having coffee together. They were sitting so close. I was mad at that time AND believe me if I would have found anything I would have thrown it to him and explode his head.
Me: How on earth can あなた do this to me Helia! あなた cheater あなた liar!
Helia : (in a shock mode) Kry..Krystal? You? What あなた are doing here?
Me: Don’t あなた think I should ask this? What あなた are doing here? Is this your official meeting? What the shit!
Flora: Look Krystal あなた are having some misunderstand, we were just chatting he came here to buy some essentials and we accidently met and thought to have a coffee. Why don’t あなた understand?
Helia: Exactly! (with a deep breath)
and I was so much relived and angry at myself, but I guess my doubt was right how can Flora be there every time? She’s my bestie , these are the two guys whom I trusted so much and now I am doubting them, but..But what on earth can I do? I don’t know what I should do now. But I am sure that Helia doesn’t 愛 me anymore and I need to ask him clearly what exactly he wants. And I will, tomorrow I will talk to him.
Sun rose and new 日 begin, I didn’t had courage to face the challenge but I’ll have to. I never thought we’ll separate like this; it was like my worst nightmare coming true. Finally, ベル rang and I went to open the door.
I opened the door, he was looking calmed and an expression of seriousness was there on his face like he knew what I was going to say. He was wearing the same シャツ I gave him as a gift on our first anniversary. I fell in 愛 with him again but I controlled I … I tried to control my emotions and the we began talking.
Me: Have a シート, 座席 Helia. Do あなた want coffee?
Helia: (with a smile on his face, he was looking so sweet) Sure, I would 愛 to have a coffee made によって my princess.
I was blushing, it was making me weak. I turned around and again tried to control my feelings. I made coffee and gave it to him and I was going to sit little far from him. I turned towards that シート, 座席 and he holds my hand. I was breathing fast…it was a different feeling which couldn’t be expressed in words.
Helia: Sit 次 to Krystal, I want あなた to be close to me. He pulls me and I fell in his arms.
Me: Look please (I stood and was feeling weird but happy). (No, no don’t do that Krystal あなた need to be stay far from him) I 発言しました to myself and pulled me away.
Helia: (With a smile) Why あなた wanna break up from me?
And I was like how? How? How he knows this! I was speechless and really shocked I gulped and took a long breathe. I said…
Me: Ahh..I know あなた 愛 Flora and it’s better split.
And he came closer holds my hand and said…
Helia: あなた know what? I 愛 a girl and I 愛 her madly. I thought she didn’t 愛 me when she was busy in her college life but then I knew how much she loves me and now I wanna go to her can I?
Me: (With a sadness) You’re free to do anything now, go, go to Flora.
Helia: No, I won’t.
Me: (Shocked) あなた 愛 her right? Oh…you got another girl?
Helia: I had that girl but I didn’t gave her importance now I will. Will あなた be my partner for life?
Me: (I couldn’t believe it and and a tear drop fell from my face) What? あなた 愛 me?
Helia: I 愛 only あなた my life.
Me: Then what were あなた doing there with Flora?
Helia: I wanted to make あなた feel jealous that’s why I told Flora to call あなた , thanks to her.
Me: Oh goodness, forgive me . (I hugged him)
He came closer and kissed me. I fell in 愛 forever and I am not gonna leave him now. I holded him close and tight.