heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of あなた
my tears were hot with 愛
and affection for あなた
i want あなた so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with あなた によって my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish あなた knew me
if only あなた were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but 空想 isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish あなた knew who i am
but your 愛 i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
あなた suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, あなた are the 作者 of your own life story
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of あなた
my tears were hot with 愛
and affection for あなた
i want あなた so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with あなた によって my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish あなた knew me
if only あなた were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but 空想 isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish あなた knew who i am
but your 愛 i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
あなた suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, あなた are the 作者 of your own life story
あなた started walking towards him, your nerves coming through. “What if he doesn’t remember me?” あなた thought. But he couldn’t. あなた used to be best friends.
あなた walk up behind him, he was talking to that Johnny kid that あなた sometimes hung out with. He was also with Two-Bit.
“Still trying to grease that hair, hood?” あなた laugh from behind him.
He whirls around. “(Y/N)?”
あなた smile at him. He runs toward あなた a scoops あなた up into a big くま, クマ hug.
“Oh my god I missed you.” He muttered as he set あなた down, and began stroking your hair. Well that was… Different.
“Missed あなた too.” あなた squeezed him.
“Well look at what we’ve got here… Damn あなた were like, nine the last time we saw you? こんにちは Ponyboy…She’s really uh ‘grown up’, hasn’t she?” Two-Bit laughs.
“Shut up,” Ponyboy mutters. But he was looking at you.
And あなた locked eyes.
Ad everything changed.
“Dad, why does ジーザス have a scary beard?” My eight 年 old Rhett whispers.
“I don’t know…Maybe they couldn’t shave back then.” I whisper back.
“Oh,” he nods. It seemed to make sense to him.
Twelve 年 old Scarlett looked over at us, trying to see what all the whispering was about. I waved my hand at her to tell her it wasn’t important.
Charlie had crawled into my lap halfway through the sermon. He was five now, but still my little man. He was half asleep によって now.
(Y/N) was at home, on ベッド rest. Ella または Robert could be born any 日 now. I would be a dad to four. That would be scary. Horrifying.
But I was happy.
“You alright, babe?” He asks. あなた were lying on your stomach on 上, ページのトップへ of him.
“Yeah, I’m fine.” あなた say.
He strokes his hair. “You know, this could be us every night.”
“Yeah but we’d have kids, so it would be weird and awkward to do this every night. What if they had bad dreams または something?” あなた say.
“Ok, well then every other night.” He grins.
“That might work.” あなた laugh.
“By the looks of it, we’ll have lots of little kids on our hands.” He winks.
