This is dedicated to Cat and Big Sis あなた guys are awesome!
Because I new she meant it, Every word she 発言しました she looked at me with cold black eyes and 発言しました I hate あなた I've read all the parenting 本 but none of them 発言しました anything about this pain! and No I'm NOT saying that I wish I would have not adopted her I'm only saying that parenting is hard! I 愛 my baby girl and I know she loves me but she meant those words I no she did! I just hugged Kyle closer and closer until I finally told him what was wrong! as I finished telling him I saw Molly walk down the stairs with huge tears crawling down her little angle face! "ma ma Mom?" she 発言しました threw all the tears "I"m sorry Mom I did not mean it! I 愛 あなた please forgive me" "Oh Molly Baby it's okay I no あなた did not mean it I 愛 あなた to and I forgive あなた come here and sit beside me" she walked slowly over with her head looking down like she was ashamed "Molly it's okay baby I forgive you" I 発言しました and gave her a tickle I could see her start to smile! She sat down on my lap and I held her tight and I felt 安全, 安全です again! Then Kyle put his arm around me and 発言しました "I found a job! I start tomorrow and the kids can start school on Monday!" "Really that is so wonderful! I guess I know what Molly and David and I are doing this weekend! Were going school clothes shopping!" "awesome" Molly 発言しました getting happier! "Hon" I spoke soft "If were steel going to get marred I think I should start planning now okay?" "okay and of course we are getting married unless あなた don't 愛 me" "I 愛 あなた hon trust me" I 発言しました with a giggle! Then Molly got up and ran upstairs I knew what she was up to she was going to talk to David! "I'm going to teach David to swim 次 week okay?" "okay he will be happy to hear that" I 発言しました looking at the 愛 coming out of my 天使 eyes! "Well I'm going to start on planing the wedding!" I 発言しました loving him back! "I want a fall wedding okay" "okay" he 発言しました "So were are あなた going to work?" I ask "I am going to be a construction worker!" he 発言しました I could tell he was proud and I was too "Well I'm very happy" I 発言しました with a smirk! "I have a poem for you" He 発言しました "really well please read it" "okay" he 発言しました and them he began "The way あなた stare into my eyes the way あなた hug me so tight the only reason I want to stay alive I wake up thinking of あなた and wondering if あなた steel 愛 me too the way あなた talk when your in a rush the way あなた brush your hair the way あなた seem to care for me oh baby あなた keep me on my toes and the way あなた キッス my nose baby I've got my eye on あなた the only thing that gets me threw the 日 I no I'll be okay when I see あなた baby! it's just the way あなた are!" I was in tears によって the time he was done "I 愛 it" I 発言しました "I did not mean to make あなた cry" he 発言しました "it's a good type of cry" I laughed and then there was a knock at the door.....
Because I new she meant it, Every word she 発言しました she looked at me with cold black eyes and 発言しました I hate あなた I've read all the parenting 本 but none of them 発言しました anything about this pain! and No I'm NOT saying that I wish I would have not adopted her I'm only saying that parenting is hard! I 愛 my baby girl and I know she loves me but she meant those words I no she did! I just hugged Kyle closer and closer until I finally told him what was wrong! as I finished telling him I saw Molly walk down the stairs with huge tears crawling down her little angle face! "ma ma Mom?" she 発言しました threw all the tears "I"m sorry Mom I did not mean it! I 愛 あなた please forgive me" "Oh Molly Baby it's okay I no あなた did not mean it I 愛 あなた to and I forgive あなた come here and sit beside me" she walked slowly over with her head looking down like she was ashamed "Molly it's okay baby I forgive you" I 発言しました and gave her a tickle I could see her start to smile! She sat down on my lap and I held her tight and I felt 安全, 安全です again! Then Kyle put his arm around me and 発言しました "I found a job! I start tomorrow and the kids can start school on Monday!" "Really that is so wonderful! I guess I know what Molly and David and I are doing this weekend! Were going school clothes shopping!" "awesome" Molly 発言しました getting happier! "Hon" I spoke soft "If were steel going to get marred I think I should start planning now okay?" "okay and of course we are getting married unless あなた don't 愛 me" "I 愛 あなた hon trust me" I 発言しました with a giggle! Then Molly got up and ran upstairs I knew what she was up to she was going to talk to David! "I'm going to teach David to swim 次 week okay?" "okay he will be happy to hear that" I 発言しました looking at the 愛 coming out of my 天使 eyes! "Well I'm going to start on planing the wedding!" I 発言しました loving him back! "I want a fall wedding okay" "okay" he 発言しました "So were are あなた going to work?" I ask "I am going to be a construction worker!" he 発言しました I could tell he was proud and I was too "Well I'm very happy" I 発言しました with a smirk! "I have a poem for you" He 発言しました "really well please read it" "okay" he 発言しました and them he began "The way あなた stare into my eyes the way あなた hug me so tight the only reason I want to stay alive I wake up thinking of あなた and wondering if あなた steel 愛 me too the way あなた talk when your in a rush the way あなた brush your hair the way あなた seem to care for me oh baby あなた keep me on my toes and the way あなた キッス my nose baby I've got my eye on あなた the only thing that gets me threw the 日 I no I'll be okay when I see あなた baby! it's just the way あなた are!" I was in tears によって the time he was done "I 愛 it" I 発言しました "I did not mean to make あなた cry" he 発言しました "it's a good type of cry" I laughed and then there was a knock at the door.....
sorry it's so sort guys.. I'll write もっと見る later!
I awoke on a plane. Kyle sitting beside me holding my hand "were are we going?" I asked "it's a surprise" he whispered in my ear. "were are the kids?" "with grandma" he 発言しました in a reassuring tone. "guess what?" I 発言しました "what" he answered "I 愛 you" "I 愛 あなた to my sweet angel, are あなた cold?" he asked me because I was shaking, I wasn't I was nervous but I wanted him to hold me so I 発言しました "yes" he rapped him arms around my shivering body only for me to fall asleep in his loving arms. "Prepare for a landing" was the words I woke to. My Kyles arms steel rapped so lovingly around me.
I awoke on a plane. Kyle sitting beside me holding my hand "were are we going?" I asked "it's a surprise" he whispered in my ear. "were are the kids?" "with grandma" he 発言しました in a reassuring tone. "guess what?" I 発言しました "what" he answered "I 愛 you" "I 愛 あなた to my sweet angel, are あなた cold?" he asked me because I was shaking, I wasn't I was nervous but I wanted him to hold me so I 発言しました "yes" he rapped him arms around my shivering body only for me to fall asleep in his loving arms. "Prepare for a landing" was the words I woke to. My Kyles arms steel rapped so lovingly around me.
Eva and Kyle dancing
I waited for the door to open. Kyle tried to make me stop but I needed to get this over with... I had the gun pointed straight, I was nervous at the taught of killing her, but I knew if I didn't she would never give up. I only killed Steve because he was hurting my family I was there predictor he was a predator I was mama くま, クマ and he was the wolf. I would never let my cubs get hurt. the doors opened and there she was and I shot. she creamed then it was over I waited for the police to come but it took forever. Would they believe me? または would they take the dead girl's side?.......
Eva and Kyle
