TEASHA (TETE) Article: HATING LIFE

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posted by teashaC

SHE SAYS GO GET RAPED AND GO DIE WHAT DO U DO? DO U LISTEN TO HER または DO U JUST IGNORE IT? WHEN SHE TELLS U TO GO DIE WHAT DO U DO? GO KILL URSLEF または IGNORE IT?ME AND HER STARTED TO FIGHT OVER DATING SOMEONE BECAUSE I 愛 SOMEONE AND SHE THINKS SHE KNOWS HER LIFE WHEN SHE REALLY DOESNT AND SHE LIKES THE SAME GIRL I 愛 WELL SHE KNOWS SHIT ABOUT THIS GIRL I NO A LOT OF SHIT ABOUT THIS GIRL I 愛 I NO WERE SHE LIVES I LIVE WERE SHE LIVES I NO THINGS SHE DOESNT EVEN NO ABOUT HERSELF.ASH DO U RLLY TRULLY 愛 NYTE または IS IT JSUT TO GET BACK AT ME DO U RLLY WANT TO SEE HER または JUST WANT TO HURT ME SO I CANT HELP HER NYTE IM SRRY IM OVER PROTEVTIVE OF U BUT UR ALL I GOT AND I CANT LOSE U I 愛 U SO MUCH I CRY OVER U I WANT U I WANT TO TOUCH UR FACE AND TELL U UR 安全, 安全です WHEN UR NOT BUT UR 安全, 安全です IF IM THERE HOLDING UR HAND UR 安全, 安全です IF IM によって U HE CANT TOUCH U.THEN U SEE THIS GIRL ASH AND U TALK TO HER U DONT NO HER または ANYTHING SHE WANTS TO HELP U BUT WHO DO U WANT ME または HER I LIVE DOWN THE 通り, ストリート AND SHE LIVES 2 HOURS AWAY FROM US NYTE I CAN GET U FIRST NO ONE WILL HURT U AND NYTE ALL I WANT IS TO BE TOGHER WANT U IN MY ARMS WHEN U CRY AT NIGHT I WIL BE THERE FOR U I WILL MAKE SURE UR NEVER CRYING UR LIFE WILL BE SO GREAT I WILL TAKE U PLACES THAT U NEVER BEEN TO BEFORE.ASH U CAN HURT ME DO WHATVER BUT U CANT HAVE MY 愛 THAT I 愛 SO MUCH AND NYTE HE WONT HURT U ANYMORE HE CAN HURT ME NOT U ANYMORE HE WONT TOUCH U または ME I WILL HURT HIM SO BAD HE CANT 移動する ALL I WANT IS U BABY AND THATS ALL I WANT OK

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RAINING

posted by teashaC

SITS OUTSIDE ON SOME CHURCH STEPS PRAYS TO GOD SAYING I 愛 U SO MUCH PROTECT MY ハート, 心 PROTECT MY SOUL.ITS STARTS TO RAIN HARD AS I WALK ホーム WALKING DOWN EVERY 通り, ストリート EVERY CORNER I FEEL SOEMTHIN COMING OUT OF ME I DONT NO WHAT IT IS THOUGH SO I KEEP WALKING.
BURNS
CRIES
STARTS TO DIE
I SIT ON THE GROUND AND SCREMA FOR HELP ITS RAINING SO HARD OUTSIDE THE WIND IS PICKING UP AND ITS COLD MY BODY TURINING PURLPE MY LIPS ARE TURING BLUE I ONLY HAVE A TANKTOP ON AND I HAVE SHOES ON AND SHORTS ON AS I SIT DOWN HAVING A HARD TIME BREATHING I CUT DEP INTO MY WRIST I SCREAM LOUD AND I HEAR MYSELF.
BURNS...

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just a pic of a broken ハート, 心 and trying to be happy

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HATING LIFE

posted by teashaC

SHE SAYS GO GET RAPED AND GO DIE WHAT DO U DO? DO U LISTEN TO HER または DO U JUST IGNORE IT? WHEN SHE TELLS U TO GO DIE WHAT DO U DO? GO KILL URSLEF または IGNORE IT?ME AND HER STARTED TO FIGHT OVER DATING SOMEONE BECAUSE I 愛 SOMEONE AND SHE THINKS SHE KNOWS HER LIFE WHEN SHE REALLY DOESNT AND SHE LIKES THE SAME GIRL I 愛 WELL SHE KNOWS SHIT ABOUT THIS GIRL I NO A LOT OF SHIT ABOUT THIS GIRL I 愛 I NO WERE SHE LIVES I LIVE WERE SHE LIVES I NO THINGS SHE DOESNT EVEN NO ABOUT HERSELF.ASH DO U RLLY TRULLY 愛 NYTE または IS IT JSUT TO GET BACK AT ME DO U RLLY WANT TO SEE HER または JUST WANT TO HURT...

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DEATH OF A エンジェル

posted by teashaC

"AS I LOOK IN THE WATER AND SEE MY MOM IN HEAVEN WANTING HER BACK IN MY ARMS LOVING ME AND HOLDING ME TELLING ME IM 安全, 安全です BUT THAT WONT EVER HAPPEN SO I SIT OUTSIDE GETTING AIR TELLING PPL NOT TO TOUCH ME または I WILL SNAP.AS I LOOK UP IN THE SKY I SEE MY MOM AND I SEE HER TEARS RUNNING DOWN HER FACE 芝居 LIKE SHES MAD AT ME.I SEE HER BEATIFUL FACE JUST LIKE MINE HER BEATIFUL BLACK HAIR COVERING HER EYES WITH HER GREEN EYES AS THE.I START TO CRY AS I CRY I GRAB THE ナイフ AND CUT MY WRIST SAYING ARE U HAPPY MOM I WILL KILL MYSELF SINCE I KILLIED U.SHE COVERS HER FACE AND AS I SCREAM I PUT MY KNIFE...

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LOOKING AT THE MIRROR

posted by teashaC

*STEPPED INTO THE BATHROOM TODAY LOOKED IN THE MIRROR SAW SOMETHIN I DIDNT WANT TO SEE
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I STARED INTO THE GLASS WITH THE LIGHT ON I NEW THAT I WAS IN TROUBLE NEW THAT MY LIFE WAS OVER FORVER NO TURNING BACK
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I LOOKED DOWN AT THE WATER DRIPPING FROM THE TUB AND AS I LOOKED BACK AT MY HAND I SAW A ナイフ ON THE COUNTER SO I PICKED IT UP AND IT WAS RLLY SHARP I WASNT AFRAID TO USE TO IT
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I GOT UNDRESSED I PUNCHED THE MIRROR SO I COULDNT SEE MYSELF THE DEMON IN ME THE DEVIL I BROKE THR GLASS HAND WAS...

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SET ME FREE

posted by teashaC

Where are あなた now
When I need あなた the most
Why don't あなた take my hand
I want to be close

Help me when I am down
Lift me up off the ground
Teach me right from wrong
Help me to stay strong

So,take my hand and walk with me,
表示する me what to be
I need あなた to set me free

Where are あなた now...

Where are あなた now
Now that I'm half grown
Why are we far apart
I feel all alone

Where are あなた now
When nothing is going right
Where are あなた now
I can't see the light

So take my hand and walk with me
表示する me what to be
I need あなた to set me free, yeah yeah

I need you, to need me
Can't あなた see me,
How could あなた leave me
My ハート, 心 is half empty
Im not whole when your not with me
I want あなた here with me
To guide me, hold me, and 愛 me now

Where are あなた now
Where are あなた nowSo take my hand and walk with me
表示する me what to be
I need あなた to set me free,

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天使 CRYING

posted by teashaC

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if あなた said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated 愛 like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural 愛 conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When あなた and I 発言しました goodbye
I felt the 天使 cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the 天使 cry

C'mon babe can't our 愛 be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm...

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WHAT IS LOVE, 愛 IS.......

posted by teashaC

愛 IS LIKE SNOW または LIKE A BUTTERFLY.
WHEN IT SNOWS ITS BEATIFUL, AND COLD AND UR HAPPY AND ITS LIKE A BIG BLANKET ALL SOFT, WHEN U TOUCH IT BUT COLD SO WHEN U TOUCH IT UR ハート, 心 IS COLD INSIDE.LOVE IS ALSO LIKE A BUTTTERLFY IT FLIES AROUND U DURING THE SUMMER TIME THEN ITS GONE SO WHAT IS LOVE?WHEN U GET TO SEE IT ONCE A 年または NEVER AGAIN.IT MAKES ME UPSET WHEN PPL SAY THERE IN 愛 WITH SOMEONE AND THERE RLLY NOT IN 愛 THERE JUST SAYING THEY 愛 U.I HAVE BEEN ハート, 心 BROKEN FOR YEARS,WEEKS,DAYS,MONTHS BUT NOT ANYMORE BECAUSE I FIGURED OUT HOW TO BE STRONG WHEN MY ハート, 心 GETS BROKEN INSIDE.I...

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FIGHTING/CRYING/SCREAMING/SHAKING

posted by teashaC

sitting によって myself today waiting to be saved
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i get up and look outside i see nothin its all black no one walking または talking i see nothin its like im alone in the world
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i lean on the window i hear somethin in the distance outside so i go outside and walk slow because im a little nerves of what i might see または feel
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i got closer to the sound i feel a breeze through my blond hair my blue eyes get big and they sparkle the light is so bright i fall on the...

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DREAMS/LOVE

posted by teashaC

WHAT IS 愛 IS IT A DREAM または REAL WHO KNOWS NO ONE REALLY TRULLY KNOWS WHAT IT IS AT ALL BUT LET ME TELL U MY STORY ABOUT MY DREAMS KNOWING THAT THERE REAL BUT SOME ARNT REAL.I WAKE UP AND SIT UP AND SEE MY LOVED ONE SITTING によって ME I FEEL HER EVERY TOUCH IN MY HAIR I FEEL HER HAND RUN UP MY BACK I LAY BACK DOWN LAUGHING AND GIGGLING. AS I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE HER IN THE DISTANCE BUT I CANT OTUCH HER SHES LIKE NOT THERE BUT SHE IS AS I WAKE UP I SEE NOTHIN SHES NOT THERE SHES GONE SHE WAS NOT REAL BUT WHY DO PPL CALL IT 愛 WHEN 愛 IS NOTHIN ITS JUST ANOTHER WORD FOR DRAMA,FIGHTING,DYING THATS WHAT I THINK ANYWAY BUT AS I SIT HERE I FEEL THINGS RUN THROUGH ME AND IT FEELS GREAT BUT I FEEL STUFF LIKE HATE AND THAT HURTS SO MUCH WHEN UR ハート, 心 STOPS AND U THINKING UR DYING

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THUNDER/LOVE

posted by teashaC

Loves thunderstorms. I can relate to them. The thunder is my anger. The rain is my tears. Just think of what あなた did to me when the 次 storm comes by...because when the 次 storms come によって i will be gone forever never goin to see me again at least when the storm comes i will be dead already knowing that u hated me.

i miss you. not the whiny i miss you, the kind of miss that hits あなた in the pit of your stomach, the kind that makes あなた crawl in a ball and cry,and wish that u were alone and dead with no one near u because when i got into that ball i never got out of it.don't worry ill put a smile on my face and act like everything is alright...when its not but i wont tell u why im not ok but just no im ok when im not ok because rlly no one gives a fuck how i feel its all about them no one eles.

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SHINE

posted by teashaC

I hate my life.
I can't sit still
for one もっと見る single day,
I've been here waiting,
for something to live and die for
Let's run and hide.

Out of touch
out of time,
Just get ロスト without a sign.
As long as あなた stay によって my side

In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
Shine...

あなた see my soul,
I'm a nightmare,
out of control I'm crashin'

into the dark,
Into the room,
into the world,
of our cocoon.

あなた are the sun and
I am the moon.

In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
Shine..

Dont let go!
Oh, no oh.
Don't あなた know

In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine

Shine, shine, shine

In your shadow I can shine..

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IM SORRY

posted by teashaC

Lately I've been thinking
About the things that we've been through
And I don't know if I'd be here,
If not for you

I had to take a little time
To try to work things out
And あなた should know that
I have never meant
To let あなた down

Cause I, I
Wannna tell あなた that I'm sorry
And I, I
Even when I'm not giving enough
And I'm taking too much
You're still there for me
Even when I got nothing at all
And I'm ready to fall
You're still there for me
There for me
There for me

Even when I can't be there for you
You're always there for me

Sometimes I know I can be
So hard to understand (It's ok)
Even when I'm lost
You 表示する me who...

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FALLING

posted by teashaC

It's funny when あなた find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought あなた were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard あなた singing
And when あなた smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then あなた went and changed the words
Now my ハート, 心 is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's...

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HAVE TO GO

posted by teashaC

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to 移動する on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope あなた understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause...

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LOVE,GOD,AND STAYING STRONG

posted by teashaC

Here's to finding 愛 that builds あなた up instead of breaking あなた down. 愛 is a great way to feel better in life and not wanting to hurt urslef but when u lose the one u 愛 its differnt u want to hurt like that person did, and to be honest i ロスト my 愛 i have her still but shes not with me shes gone somewhere and i cant find her, but i will クロス every bridge,sea,anything to get to her.there is going to be a time when あなた are just gonna look at me and think, " why do i hang out with you?" i dont no why u 愛 me all i no is u wont let me go and im not letting u go ever we have r ups and...

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LEAVING

posted by teashaC

The city of angles is lonely night
Keep themselves alive によって candle light
Say she can't 愛あなた like I do
Look me in the eyes and say it's true
I ask myself, is this 愛 at all?
When I need あなた most あなた let me fall
I'm always here at the side of your stage
Would あなた live your life and pretend I'm okay
I'll be okay anekatips
I'll hold あなた close will stay forever

I, I don't understand why your leaving me
I, I don't understand, now without あなた I can't breath
Please don't, don't leave me here
Take my hand and I'll plead into tears
I don't understand why あなた can't
Take me with you

You can pretend that I don't...

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愛

posted by teashaC

Wind to thy wings. Light to thy path. Dreams to thy heart."

*WINGS OPEN I PUT NYTE IN MY AMRS MAKING SURE SHES 安全, 安全です WITH ME CLOSES MY WINGS AND SHIELDS HER FROM THE FLAMES HIDES HER SO NO ONE KNOWS SHES HERE WITH ME. *KISSES HER NOSE SAYING I 愛 U*I FLY AROUND WITH U I GO EVERYWHERE AROUND THE WORLD TO HELP U I FIND U WHAT DO I SEE I SEE U IN MY ARMS SLEEPING U HAVNT SLEPT IN MONTHS WEEKS YEARS NOW UR SLEEPING FOR A CHANGE.I PUT MY HAND ON UR ハート, 心 I FEEL IT CALMING DOWN I SIT U DOWN ON THE GROUND WITH WINGS OVER U STILL, U START TO CRY OUT LOUD I HOLD U TO ME BABE ITS OK NOW IM WITH U AND NOW UR SAFE.HIDES UR BODY INTO MY WINGS AND KISSES U NO ONE CAN SEE US AT ALL WERE HID FROM THE WORLD NOW ONLY フレンズ SEE US AND ONLY R SISTERS AND BROTHERS SEE US THATS ALL THATS ALL WE NEED TO LIVE R LIVES NO もっと見る PAIN または SUFFERING JUST 愛 *LOOKS AT U AND SMILES AND PUTS UR RING ON UR FINGER ONE 日 I WILL MARRY U .

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I THOUGHT I ロスト U

posted by teashaC

Nobody listens to me
Dont hear a single thing I've 発言しました
Say anything to soothe me
Anything to get あなた from my head
Don't know how I really feel
The faith it takes to make like I don't care
Dont know how much it hurts
To turn around like あなた were never there
Like somehow あなた could be replaced
And I could walk away from the promises we made
And swore we'd never break

I thought I ロストあなた when あなた ran away to try to find me
I thought I'd never see your sweet face again
I turned around and あなた were gone and on and on the days went
But I kept the moments that we were in
'cause I hoped in my heart...

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ハート, 心 KEEPS BREAKING

posted by teashaC

*SITS DOWN ON GROUND WITH TEARS FALLING WHILE IT RAINS ITS SO COLD I CANT BREATH ITS TO HARD TO.I LOOK AROUND AND CALL FOR HER *NYTE WERE ARE U BABE I NEED U RIGHT NOW,NO ANSWER ITS LIKE SHES GONE SHE CANT HEAR ME または FEEL ME.U NO NYTE IM IN 愛 WITH U AND ONCE AGAIN MY ハート, 心 IS BROKEN NOW UR LEAVING ME NOW IM STUCK IN THIS WORLD WITH OUT U.I SWEAR IF U KILL URSELF IM LEAVING WITH U.ALL I WANTED WAS U *CRIES ON GROUND PLZ COME BACK TO ME*I HERE SOMETHIN IN THE DISTANCE SAYING IM SRRY I HURT U TO BAD*U NEVER DID THOUGH EVER.GETS UP AND WALKS によって U AND HOLDS UR HAND BUT THEN U SCREAM AT ME AND...