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Riku114 発言しました …
Btw, meditation, stretches, and breathing gym / exercises (the ones we did when I was training with an open class DCI group) are good for loosening up body tension 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
^ #LefterisVerified !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
こんにちは あなた people that cheat on アイコン Contests and/or have multiple accounts, can yall like just use your other accounts to ファン this club so I can reach a number which theyll let me add a background XD Thatd be cool fam

Jk jk. Id be もっと見る annoyed that the ファン count would be a poor representation of the people who are / were interested in this club 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I also dont even know when that number level is XD 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Honestly, the ability to make Multiple Accounts could be of good use. Putting cheating, trolling / spamming and deceiving others aside, certain aspects of this Website can benefit from such support !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Im messing up my schedule and cant write cos Im in too pissy of a mood

I already missed an animal volunteer 日 since I was busy yesterday

And Im already behind on exercising :v 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Fuuuck 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I need to get out of this pointlessly disgusted disappointed mood 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Some chance of pace would do あなた good. Hope あなた managed to relax !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
If あなた are going to be a parent, please go through extensive planning before hand so あなた can be responsible with it. Even if its an accident child, please plan while pregnant.

And please

Never

Use

Pregnancy

As

A

Trap

If someone wants to go, dont force them in with a child. あなた are screwing over both your partner's life, and the kid that is being used.

If あなた are a parent, take responsibility 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
"THERE IS A SATISFACTORY AMOUNT OF SEROTONIN IN MY BRAIN RIGHT NOW CAN あなた BELIEVE" ~Gyldenyovth 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
See Riku made a mistake asking me to watch 愛 Stage with her cuz now we get weird statements like "So Rape is ok so long as あなた put them through hell?" 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Personally, part of the reason the reason I am working mostly on my trauma and PTSD and recovering from it over all the other stuff I have is because Im like 90% sure pretty much every other issue of mine has strong roots in 発言しました trauma.

If I try to knock those out, theyll just come back sooner または later if the thing they are rooted in isnt fixed first. Do such a thing is like trying to remove weeds によって clipping them in half. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Akashi - KNB
Byakuya - Bleach
大砲, キャノン - Umineko no Koro Ni
Daiki Aomine - KNB
Eggsy - Kingsman
Ferid Bathory - Owari no Seraph
Guren Ichinose - Owari no Seraph
Hibari Kyoya - KHR
Izumi Sena - 愛 Stage
James - Pokemon
Kano Shuuya - Kagerou Days
Lussuria - KHR
Misogi Kumagawa - Medaka Box / Muramasa - Bleach
Nagito Komaeda - Danganronpa
Ogami - Danganronpa
Peko Pekoyama - Danganronpa
Quill Peter - Marvel
Raikou - Nabari No Ou 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Saix - Kingdom Hearts Tsurara - Nurarihyon Ukyo - Amnesia Viral - Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagaan Wallace - Pokemon Xanxus - KHR Yuri - DDLC Zack Foster - 天使 of Death 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I'm going through my YouTube "Watch Later" which is pretty much a 一覧 of 動画 I saved cos I likeed them and felt Id like to see them again in the future, so if I post a lot of 動画 on this club, thats why 投稿されました 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
Ya I do that a bit too much with other sites tbh. 1年以上前
cool
GDragon612 発言しました …
eyo guys I am back nowe tehehehe
so whats up in da house =D 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
こんにちは sup XD Nothing much 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Welcome back, Kitkat. Nothing much for me either. Just trying to enjoy some of Summer's freedom. How about you? 1年以上前
GDragon612 コメントしました…
omo thank ya riku and leftie I am doing F***ing great hehe,kat is relaxed now and getting brown skin like a チョコレート *eats myself* =p 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Okay so rant time. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Part of the reason DCI is amazing - at least with the world class corps - are that they BLAST your face off while sounding great. Its one of the things that come with the name of Drum Corps and its loved. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
LAST year, a huge trend was a shit ton of amplification with microphones everywhere and shit and personally, it was quite annoying since it didnt sound nearly the same または as good. Yeah, amplification for the soloist and shit is good and normal, but they went around pretty much amplifying the entire band and it was bleh. It actually became a 情報源 of ディベート among people who like DCI 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Havent looked at any of the non-west coast shows yet tho. Saving that for Finals 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
There is no pair of games もっと見る addicting than Sonic Forces and Huniepop 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I am stubborn as hell, both for and against my own good XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
It's super annoyi-I mean charming XD 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
jk 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
mooooostly XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
d e p e r s o n a L(デスノート) i z a t i o n

i s

w e i r d

a s

f u c k 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Actually I only had it for like.... two 分 but being slowly pushed out of your body and not being able to connect your face with your identity in the mirror for like.... that small period is weird as fuccccck 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
I leave あなた alone for three hours...Riku Riku Riku. Imma have to keep a closer eye on あなた XD 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Shut up :vvv 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
UPDATE. I still kinda fear and anxiety around women that look feminine and social. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
I have a really nice ベッド 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
あなた are in Florida 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
So is my bed. Thus...I have a really nice ベッド that I get to lay on 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Why? What あなた think I meant? 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I want to lay down on a reaaalllly nice ベッド 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
^ #Relatable !!!! 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Riku now officially thinks I know nothing about how rape works 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Naaah XD I was just playing with your game 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Rape isn't a game, Riku. Seriously 表示する some restraint.... 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
They certainly wont XDDDD 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
:v 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Seriously though. Its been a while since I spent 50% of the time Im awake being mildly depressed または down / low mood for no reason and if あなた remove the time Im distracted, its probably a good 80% of the time.

Sometimes it goes from mildly to kinda badly at night if Im not on my A game at countering it but... eh.

Also my scale of "mild to severe" depression might be skewed cos Im referencing it off past experiences and mannnn was a bad before.

It just really sucks 尻, お尻 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I'll be fine because its something I've had for a long while and compared to other things Ive lived through, this is literally like going back to the first dungeon in a RPG game after あなた completed the game 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Its not really concerning, but it just sucks ass. I should try to find some time to talk to some other people from my school and maybe hang out but thats a huuuuge step for me. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Yeee. I dunno if it is REALLY a good thing, but at the very least in the like... week または so that Ive been on summer break, Ive probably a massed もっと見る hours of genuine good mood / happiness than I did all of last years summer :v yeesh last 年 summer was bad :v But Ill take that as a positive note XD 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Oh my goooood. That was such a friggin long 日 at work.... 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
THIS アイコン HELPS MY MOOD SOME HOW 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Seriously 愛 Stage has been great for keeping my mood up at night. Might watch it myself again after I finish it and might just keep rewatching it at night until summer is over. Either that または swithc over to Romeo X juliet 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
愛 Stage is both WAY もっと見る gay than I remember and wayyyy cuter than I remember 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly my dad going back to actually laying a hand on my mom is really all it takes. Im like... pretty sure I might just call social services on my dad so I can perhaps go to UC Davis feeling like Im not leaving my mom alone to be beat 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Because apparently hes perfectly fine hitting my mom when my back is turned and not watching him with the constant unspoken threat that Ill kick his 尻, お尻 when he tries to 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
And I have been disowned によって him for saying he deserves the deepest layer of hell, which honestly to that I say "Good riddance" 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^ 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Had to beat my dad for hitting my mom. Would have put him in a chokehold until he fainted if my mom let me. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Lefteris knows how much I want cannibalism in Danganronpa so if I don't get any from V3, I'm blaming him 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Gotta let it go, my Man XD !!!! 1年以上前
JetBlack_ 発言しました …
Let’s watch Riku sleeping

https://imgur.com/a/DY4lSo8 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
That kinda Creepy though... 1年以上前
JetBlack_ コメントしました…
Be quiet xD 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I 愛 watching Riku sleep 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
I'm so fucking angry....

The one time Riku actually wants to stay up and hang out and I fell asleep in my chair.

ugh....I'm just so pissed off right now.

and she's asleep so all I can do is vent in ランダム places. UGH 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
fuck my life 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
fuck my job for making me tired 1年以上前
JetBlack_ コメントしました…
Drink soda または coffee xD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I'm honestly not used to the feeling of people liking me and wanting me just for being myself and doing nothing. Its not something my mind can ラップ itself around properly. 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Gotta get used to it because we wouldn't have it any differently XD !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Seriously tho, pretending your intrusive thoughts are some really annoying blabby outspoken person make it a lot easier XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Suggestions: 12-year old X-Box kid, annoying backseat driver, super uptight religious lady, Know it all Greg, Casper the Wanna-Be Horror Ghost 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Personally, I dont really like seeing little kids too often since it usually puts into perspective the shit I was going through.

I 愛 kids and all, but I always have that "Oh shit." moment when I realize how young I really was. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Hot diggity, I had to get new headphones cos my old ones were pretty shitty and I had to like... mess with it to hear 音楽 right

And shit the ones I got my boyfriend a while back for a gift were AMAZING.

I got him better headphones than I currently had :v I mean I only buy heaphones once a 年 and usually go for whats cheap / on sale rather than anything else

But dang. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I'm honestly quite concerned my mom wont maintain the attention and training Ive done with Lucy and Avery over the 年 Ill be gone at UC Davis without an ability to have a pet :/ 投稿されました 1年以上前
JetBlack_ コメントしました…
Don't あなた know anyone who can temporarily adopt your birds who is expert with training? 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Nah I wouldnt trust that honestly. And no not particularly cos Im the bird person in the like... entire school XD 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Best person I know is my older sister who is in Utah but getting them there is.... eh. 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Man I know I have to write her bio but T-T

Poor Koko....I feel bad for her having such a fucked up premise 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
:v I dont thinks shes half as bad as like 30% if not もっと見る of mine XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I kinda wanna play the School Days Visual Novel XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Same. I might not be a big ファン of the Series in general but it is certainly intriguing !!!! 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Fanfic: Anal bead 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
*Colorful anal bead 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
*Colorful singular anal bead 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Welp. Riku accidentally added $50 onto her Steam when she meant to wait for my response.

So I guess I don't have to be indecisive on the big commitment Danganronpa games with Riku is XD

Cuz I am now $48.58 cheaper. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
あなた are welcome for me accidentally clicking "Purchase" while I was setting it up as a possibility. Now we both have Danganronpa V3 and didnt have any indecisiveness XD 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Welp. I literally accidentally added $50 onto my Steam when I meant to just consider, check my account, then buy it

So I guess I dont have to be indecisive about buying Danganronpa V3

Cos if I have $54 on my Steam, I might as well. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Hopefully my PC can handle it 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
If not itll be put off till I proabbly get a new computer part way through または before college XD 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
ACCIDENTS CAN BE SO WONDERFUL AT TIMES !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Apparently spending 3 hours cleaning bird shit makes あなた smell really bad 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
または it makes the birds smell nice 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Me: Im having stomach issues

Psychiatrist: Its probably the medicine - eat yogurt daily

Me: Kay *does it for a week and then stops*

*four months later*

Me: Yeah I kinda got used to stomach issues. They dont really stop so *shrug*

Mom: Its probably the medicine

Me: Yeah I was told to eat yogurt

Boyfriend: Then eat yogurt

Me: Ugh but thats so much work. Fineeeee

*literally hasnt had stomach issues since I started eating yogurt again* 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Yes, I am the type that would be too lazy to ask for and eat yogurt daily even if it means Ill be having daily stomach and digestional issues everyday 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Im honestly the type that takes a huge push to ask for what I need tho. Like I should probably ask for some kind of orthopedics cos my feet are getting flat af and it has been hurting もっと見る and もっと見る XD 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Yogurt can be really nice XD It has certainly done wonders for me !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
It helps によって lining the stomach XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Part of the reason and manner I managed to repair my mental health and stay mostly in a good mood is cause I got really good at deciphering which thoughts were necessary and which werent and avoided letting the unnecessary negative ones linger

But honestly when they last a whole day, morning to night, it gets kinda hard to keep the energy to constantly decipher which it is and sort it and mentally focus on not letting it get to you.

Yesterday was rough 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I could use some genuine affection though.

I will let that statement stay on the ウォール since its true. 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Never hesitate to seek it out. There are those who are genuinely willing to give it to あなた !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I honeslty do not handle the social isolation (or rather demand for me to actually go and put effort into talking to people), lack of a set schedule and goal, weather, and amount of time at ホーム I get in summer

It just really makes summer really bad for my mental health and shit. Especially with college being added among all that for my brain to try to make me anxious または depressive over.

It was starting yesterday and it put SO much effort to it today 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Man I just 愛 the game Sonic Forces so much. It gives me such a feeling of bliss. I even loved it so much, I wanted to invite Riku to watch.

She 発言しました no. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
XD 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Look at her. I'm deeply saddened and she smiles. 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
A cruel mistress she is 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Also I dunno if I sound like it, but I dont hate YandereDev または anything. Its just a bit of a shattered image I had before. I still do appreciate his work towards things and his ability to chase his dream and all, plus I understand where he is coming from. I just disagree with his personality and his actions.

Personally, Im still going to follow its development, but yeah. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Ugh. Its literally been two days into being out of school - a literal weekend worth

And my brain is already excited to start Summer Mental Hell-th 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Dissociation feels like that really disorientating feel when あなた were REALLY deeply asleep または engrossed into your dream and wake up completely confused as to where あなた are, who everyone is, and whats going on for a good few seconds

Cept it isnt a few 秒 and あなた werent asleep 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
And Im saying this not cos of dissociation but cos I was napping in the car and kept going back to sleep when I woke up and I was and still am extremely disorientated to the point my balance is kinda off, my words are slurred and sentences make noooo sense. XD Super extremely disorientated and the length of this post-sleep disorientation is almost getting concerning 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
"Why didnt あなた just leave? Why didnt あなた tell someone?"

I was kinda watching a Doki Doki Natsuki ファン game episode randomly and those 質問 came up and honestly, when it comes to child abuse - または abuse overall, there is a lot that goes into it. Especially if it has been long term. At that point, あなた dont say anything and dont leave because its the normal and everyone あなた live around seems to feed into that 'normal'. Sometimes they let あなた know doing so would make things worse. etc. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Personally, even now I bite my tongue on it because personally, telling anyone who can actually do anything about it and maybe getting a bit of help to fix my family situation, is really not worth the side effects and probable disowning of everyone in my family except my oldest sister. Id rather keep those bridge open than loose financial support from my parents while Im at college for years and possibly loose my middle sister as family 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
There is A LOT that goes into it, and personally, my experience with people who do hear about the situation, they really have a hard time grasping how hard / bad of an idea actually telling people who can fix it または leaving is, can be, または can seem to the person being abused 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
"If someone were REALLY that bad, at that point あなた would just leave?!" Honestly... no, not if that was the every day. There are a lot of people that are that bad または worse than how Natsuki's dad was portrayed and they are never actually told about. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Im trumpet sexual 投稿されました 1年以上前
JetBlack_ コメントしました…
link 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly, I dont even know what my brain was または where I was in the past years.

Like... Seriously, especially in 9th grade, I was literally like... crazy. I really should have had a therapist then. But to be fair, 9th and 11th grade werent that far apart in how badly I should have had a therapist. XD Just I had one in 11th grade. Who knows how bad 11th grade could have been without one 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
My face is so badly burnt 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Gotta be careful in such a Climate. Do not stand in the Sun for long. Especially if there's isn't any sort of protection to be applied !!!! 1年以上前
JetBlack_ コメントしました…
Aw feel better 💐 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
^ 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
XD The graduation cooked our faces 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
God what the fuck is wrong with me....I don't want to worry anyone, but I had a completely 100% legit urge to mail my income tax money 次 年 to Riku so she can buy a computer....

My grasp on how important it is to not waste money combined with my desire to give things to people is really scary sometimes. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^ 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I am officially graduated and officially on summer vacation!

BUT EVEN BETTER

STEAM SUMMER SALE WOO

PEOPLE GET AMNESIA WHILE ITS $3

登録する MY CULT 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
ONCE AGAIN, CONGRATULATIONS, RIKU !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly though, I dont really like eating with my whole family または doing family events without my boyfriend simply because I just feel out of place, awkward, and like a sore thumb. It usually just feels like Im intruding または just dont simply mesh with the people there and the conversations they talk about so I honestly kinda avoid eating with them.

Thus why I kinda DONT want a graduation dinner. Its just... eh. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
If I could have one with just one of my sisters, then one with the other, cool. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
But just everyone together its just... eh. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Tomorrow I graduate for real. Wooooo.

Finally done with high school XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Honestly tho kinda feels weird to be joining the ファンポップ College Kids Club cos Ive always been the like... little maknae of the people XD 1年以上前
JetBlack_ コメントしました…
link 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Also, I welcome あなた to the Club XD !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
So i have my sims on Free Will and try not to intervene much out of guiding them to fufill wishes and I ended up on a 日付 with one of my RP characters since he asked me out

>character is known for being mentally unstable and psychotic / psychopathic
>arrives to a completely empty lot
>empty lot is によって クロス roads
>tries to watch a movie but instead goes to tour the theatre
>dumpster dives with date
>gets nauseous and vomits
>chases deer
>apparently the 日付 ended at some point 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Meanwhile Wanta's 日付 with an RP character consisted of her complaining, them lookign at a painting, then splitting up 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
XD 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Riku: "Dammit Wanta! I was expecting あなた to say something serious!"

Wanta: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WCFbdOOmOY 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Once you've gotten to the point of hating yourself and wanting to die and trying stuff recommended for BFRB, 鸚鵡, オウム feather pulling, self mutilation, and drug addiction to stop plucking, あなた gain a large resistance to the disheartening feels of a relapse since its hard to hold yourself accountable または to have your hopes dropped when あなた kinda never had them high in the first place 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
It really wont go away until things are fully handled, and thats in the best situation. I am just kind of still trying a bit out of formality and stubbornness 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
But really, try to not do something most people dont do for like.... 9-10 years straight with little success despite massive effort, research, attempts, trials, methods, etc. At a certain point, it just becomes the usual annoying friend あなた got paired up with 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Literally looked into a long scientific lab レポート on 鸚鵡, オウム feather plucking and trichotillomania in hopes itd bring up some interesting information. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly my parents are so disgustingly judgmental and in denial over it.

Like pretty much assuming my sister is aspirationless, goalless, and doesnt want to do anything / CANT do anything because she cant / wont answer their 質問 right away.

I tried explaining my older sister's reasoning, backing, and shit cos they were trash talking her in front of me and my oldest sister is the one Ill defend to the death

And just right over their head and ignored 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Talking to them about anything that doesnt fit their initial view of hwo things are is like arguing with a three 年 old plugging their ears going "LALALALALALA I CANT HEAR YOU" cos they dont listen at all 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Rikus お気に入り character from G-Senjou no Maou would likely be Tokita Yuki または just Maou. Blind's would prolly be Shiratori Mizuha. Lefteris I would say....eh....Haru または Ei-chan.

Clearly for me Haru is the best. My お気に入り によって a wide margin.

God I loved that game. I might play another 50 hours of it just cuz I 愛 the characters so much...or I might hold out for Riku to get the game and I might watch her read it XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Additional thought: Miwa Tsubaki's excessively positive attitude might also make her a お気に入り of Lefteris' 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
^ It seems that my affection for the Cheerful Types has been made apparent huh? XD 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Putting that aside, they look pretty interesting. I'm especially intrigued によって Haru from I have seen so far. I can say the same though for the Girls あなた mentioned for the others XD I'll have to play the Game and see !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Also, あなた dont realize how much tension plucking removes until あなた start doing it または a substitute for it (shaving) and feel the odd, subtle, but strong euphoria and whole body relaxation

Its honestly like a drug. Kind of why I have yet to be able to ever stop completely over the past nine または so years.

Quite literally I've looked up ways to stop Trich and other BFRBs, self harm and cutting, and drug addiction and little of it has actually helped 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Oh and no worries XD Im not annoyed または frustrated または anything like that. I just was making a joke below and felt like rambling a bit less jokingly about it. Personally my approach to it is to keep a subtle attempt but until I get my main stressors fixed, I doubt Ill actually be able to lessen the plucking to the degree I want. Its too deeply entangled in PTSD, GAD, OCD, dissociation, and all to be able ot be removed first. If anything, its probably the last thing Ill be able to handle. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Just because any one of the others can easily bring it back in five 秒 または less 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
No but the post below XD

I was going to take a shit before ベッド and I was like "Geesh my legs are hairy. あなた know I could let off some tension によって shaking small really hairy patches on my leg instead of pluckign which is 99.99% healthier"

Then look shaved a little too much

So then I just 発言しました fuck it and shaved a chunk to make it even

Then 発言しました fuck it and shaved the whole left カーフ, ふくらはぎ to make it look right

Then realized I had to do the same to my right カーフ, ふくらはぎ 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Quite honestly tho, this is the only reason my legs get shaved 75% of the time. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Help. I accidentally shaved my left leg 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
I think Riku fits into a new category I'm dubbing "Utsudere" 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
whats that XD 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Utsu means strike または hit XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
O-oh... god...

I was bored and now Im finding major shit on YandereDev's character and personality..

...

I mean I still like his goals and his personality he can 表示する on the channel but...

uh.... why do all the youtubers I have turn out to have majorly assholish genuine characters..?

I wonder how Markiplier is doing. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Thats sad. I used to like him but hes a bit.... of a... er... 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Ugh. XD 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Still gonna follow the progress but Imma just kinda ignore his whining 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Shh. Riku doesnt know I gave up on forcing myself to eat during my lunch breaks. If she finds out, she’ll hassle me 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
*Tells Riku* !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
:v 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I am REALLY good with anxious 動物 apparently.

Theres this dog I was helping watch for a few hours for reason I cant elaborate for and apparently hes super scared of and barks / tries to bite 98% of strangers excluding my older sister and apparently me.

In fact, he kissed my face within like... 15 秒 of knowing me cos I gave him like.... 5 秒 to sniff my hand, 5 秒 of head scratch, then like went right up to his face XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Im really good with most 動物 tbh. Cos I have never encountered a situation where someones like "Oh he usually doesnt like strangers" and NOT had the animal 愛 me または at least like me immediately 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
動物 have their way of sensing Kindness and Love. It is only natural !!!! 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
I referred to it as “they could sense she was genuine” 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Was randomly humming when I realized I just somehow seamlessly transitioned from Bleach to Taylor 迅速, スウィフト and then into Pokemon bike 音楽 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I am taking applications for people to be my dad for Fathers Day. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
jk jk dark humor XD 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Honestly Fathers 日 is pretty meaningless to me. Never really meant anythign since my dad is much もっと見る likely to throw a tantrum, get upset, and start doing annoying shit if we were to mention it than anything else. Since he has this thing about celebrating holidays that pisses him off. 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
^ Uhhh... Sure... *Brings the whip* When do あなた want to get started, Wantaboy? 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
あなた see, I know Im an extrovert - a highly selective one at that - because my definition of "me time" isnt 読書 a book, watching TV, または doing something on my own

It usually refers to time being によって the computer または doing casual calm stuff like walks または watching TV with people I find relaxing, simple, and can be comfortable around and just lounge doing nothing

RARELY do I ever think of actually spending "me time" alone 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
If only there was a way あなた could combine watching TV AND being によって the computer.... 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Google : How to get social things done at the same time as sleeping? 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Oh shit thats high level dissociation 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I dont think I could let myself do that :v 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Me: Im so tired

Me: I should probably sleep

"Then あなた should. あなた sound tired"

Me: Nah. I havent been awake long enough. ... I mean had free time enough

"Is there anything あなた are craving to do rn then?"

Me: Sleep.

Me: ... but I wont 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
#Relatable !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
*curls up in a ball of tired*

tomorrow is possibly / probably もっと見る tiring and annoying 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
#Same !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Also, after the band banquet, I am glad to leave behind a legacy in the band and school. I raised so many children and so many of them are major band leaders, people taking part in activities, and major people in the school.

It makes me glad. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Honestly, no one wants me to leave :v 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
I know the feeling. あなた going to Davis sucks 尻, お尻 cuz あなた won't be online NEARLY as much. 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
It is only understandable after this long. A person like あなた would certainly be missed !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly I just kind of want to talk about something. A lot of my band knows me as the Rookie Collector / Dad / Satan and all that stuff, and its very fitting and everything. I put A LOT of work into gaining those titles

But really, there was one person - Jacob Gordon - who literally probably put my character on the path to the nice place it is now もっと見る than most others. He was the person that took ME in as a rookie and honestly was the person that made me want to stay in band 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I used to be really angsty, really depressed, and really didn't want to involve myself with people and for the most part, felt like a bit worthless and excluded in the band and all. I pretty much kinda expected that to continue and really just kinda went passively through my trumpet playing and my socializing and he kinda just busted himself in my life because he noticed me and my friend at the time playing Pokemon, that to the point that, despite my poor playing ability, he 発言しました hed want me and my friend to be his left and right hand when he becomes section leader. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Honestly, it took a while for it to fully set in, but it really changed my whole view of band and probably people as a whole. I actually felt welcome and like there was someone there who I could kinda look to for how to act in the band and everything. I was really excited to be his right hand even tho I didnt feel it was anywhere in view, but he ended up suddenly saying he wouldnt be attending the school 次 year. Never told me why. Just 発言しました he was switching to the neighbor school 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Well said. He certainly sounds like a great person !!!! 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Riku is a very oddly fellow. 投稿されました 1年以上前
JetBlack_ コメントしました…
Riku is a very oddly tired fellow. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^ 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
^^ !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Like if あなた too have an irrational fear of spiders 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
YEP !!!! 1年以上前
SilentForce コメントしました…
I don't 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
My fear is entirely rational 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
日 834: Riku still doesnt understand the concept of being just straight または just gay. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
34? 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Rule 34? 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
I see your game 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
I just beat Riku at math 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Come and get me UC Davis 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
What is your life indeed. I know it can hurt to always be 秒 best, but あなた have to understand that some of us just have a natural talent for the precise sciences. 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
If あなた work hard at it, あなた could even be 3/8 the math wiz I am. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I've been asked this before, but my memory loss / memory failures pretty much stretch back... two または three tops. Its after that point that my memory gets really foggy if really existent at all.

I have a really strong procedural and declarative memory which makes it so I can excel in school, but episodic / autobiographical memory is literal shit.

The furthest back I can clearly remember can be as short as like... a few days to a week. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
The furthest back I can decently remember is probably a couple weeks. And the furthest back I can honestly expect myself to reliably remember is a couple months または so if あなた arent asking for specifics 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like IRL フレンズ like teasing me over back tracking ランダム yet notable details of the days and seeing me buffer XD 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Most of my memories kinda become a blur really quickly tho. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
"You gotta have that amnesiac goldfish memory looked at" ~Wanta @ Riku 2018

:v :v :v 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Seriously, あなた dont realize how bad my memory is until あなた talk to me a lot for like... a 年 straight 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Cos then あなた get me being like "nope. No memory of that" to something huge XD 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
It is certainly quite the agreeable Quote XD !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I dunno, some how at some point, I came to really like Yuri's psychoness at least as an aesthetic and ended up solidifying her as a favorite?

I think this is the power of me actually giving titles to characters.

Once I give them a special title, its like adding a multiplier to how much I 愛 them for no other reason than the fact I decided to make it official and rank them special XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Its quite interesting though. Psychoness tend to make me like them もっと見る 全体, 全体的です または as a relatable character, but oddly it adds to her waifuness. Which I know isnt odd overall, but for me I tend to not find much in insane girls as waifus. For the most part I like the firm and self confident または the really cute and soft ones 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
This is why I don't write side stories. Like...friggin living up to the bar Riku set is so stressful... 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
If I could get personal 宇宙 that would be niceee.. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
または silence / noise quiet enough I can block it out wtih 音楽 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
I am definitely going to buy あなた some noise cancelling earmuffs または something. 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
*makes an image 編集 of a character Riku used to be obsessed with*

Riku: "who dat?"

Me: *walks to corner of depression* 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
こんにちは I WAS PRETTY SURE BUT MAKING SURE 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
PLUS IM TIRED AS SHIT WITH A HEADACHE SO STFU XD 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
あなた all saw 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
If Yuri is Libitina, shell probably be もっと見る of a お気に入り of mine XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
I can see why XD !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I have a bad headache and am sore... 投稿されました 1年以上前
JetBlack_ コメントしました…
link 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
A Q U A

G O T

N O R T E D 投稿されました 1年以上前
JetBlack_ 発言しました …
I’m just going to hide here 😅because my last post on ランダム supposed to be funny but now I’m just scared xD 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
link 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
So me and Wanta started playing Sims, him watching me and we are working on making the RP characters on there.

So far the two interactions between the three we made (two being as pets XD) is very accurate to how theyd probably be in the RP 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Sims could provide a good ground for the RP indeed XD 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
I could make a reality 表示する off the drama I had to deal with today 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Its so interesting change of events that Aqua is now dark and shit dude. She got Norted 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Seriously.... That was a hugeee bomb drop and the creators are like "lol あなた guys reacted just as much to this as アナと雪の女王 for real???" 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Cos Aqua is so.... so much of the face of #TeamLight 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
No one really thought shed go dark 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
"Imbeciles... あなた would knowingly shackle your ハート, 心 to a chain of memories born of lies? あなた would be one who has a heart, yet cast aside your heart's freedom?! あなた turn from the truth because your ハート, 心 is weak.... あなた will never defeat me!"

Literally have been listening to those 34 秒 on repeat as my "music" for the past three days. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly, there was a point when Organization XIII from Kingdom Hearts felt like a really large extended metaphor for the extreme emptiness and apathy I had so there was actually a point when I mentally had the entire concept of Organization XIII on my relatable 一覧 XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
That being said, I was told によって they who shall not be named that あなた couldnt identify with an entire game XD Which I wasnt cos I never really got to that point, but it was really close to me back then and did help make sense of my mind at the time 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I have a much higher preference and care for characters seen in KH 358/2 days tbh. Mostly because it was my first game that made me fall in 愛 with Kingdom Hearts. So where as the Organization XIII might be something that popped in after KH2 and a bit in it, but to me SORA popped into the story after 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Organization XIII are the OGs for me and the characters I personally care the most about. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Dude so hyped for the 次 アイコン round. Just made probably the most complex アイコン that took the most time for me to make in a long while if over all. 11 layers on pixlr to make it and I personally think I captured what I meant to display pretty well. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Also Wanta will always be better at text than me 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Isn't today just lovely tho? 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Also, you're welcome XD !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly though. My older-middle sister seems to have gone from spoiled to "princess" "Im entitled to ____".

Like Im not kidding, she claimed to have a right to have a reserved restaurant graduation celebration in Beverly Hills with all her フレンズ being paid for my my parents with none of the money coming from her own pocket または her フレンズ pocket

Plus she was SUPER upset me and my oldest sister were pointing out how expensive that is 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Then proceeded to trash talk me and twist my words and lie to make me evil in the eyes of my mom who wasnt here and when I couldnt argue cause she can cry faster and louder 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Shes all like "Dad says its fine" but like... my dad will say anything is fine when it comes to money since he refuses to let us know anything on our financial situation and would never admit hes failing または is limited at the only thing hes worth for in this family 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Honestly I just needed to get that out of my system when I wasn't in a bad mental state 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
天使 of Death the アニメ starts July 6, 2018 apparently so #Hype for that too 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
But Riku doesnt watch アニメ anymore 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I also should really cut back in how much I jokingly say "Imma stab someone" 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
#Yangire !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Well apparently I tested on my Math Placement test with 7 points higher than the minimum for the hardest class I could take and 3 higher than the minimum Trig sub score XD

I mean Imma go for the 秒 hardest since Math 21M says "Should only be considered if あなた got a 5 on the AP Calculus BC exam" and I got a 3 on that one XD So Imma be 安全, 安全です and not kill myself the first 年 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
That's certainly good to know XD !!!! 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Messenger on ファンポップ is the only website that lags for me. #MySacrifice 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
I meant フェイスブック 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
But now that I think of it, Fanpop's messenger thing is also super shitty and always lags my stuff out when I'm on it 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
So it still works 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
But mostly its Facebooks messenger that fucks up my computer. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I am honestly so damn sick of everyone being home. When I go off to UC Davis, I am going to like... intentionally avoid coming ホーム as much as I can and when I have to, avoid coming ホーム when others are. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I honestly fucking hate it. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^^^ 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
In the end, ホーム is where あなた feel loved, appreciated and safe. Follow your desire for these aspects. Do no let anyone drag あなた down !!!! 1年以上前