あなた know a lot of my フレンズ and family lowkey judge me (not in a bad way) about my 防弾少年団 obsession and all in the way I can tell that htey all think Im もっと見る obsessed than I should be (not that its new to them XD I mean KnB, Versailles, BVB, Vocaloid was there too) but they honestly dont realize how much in an inspiration they have become for me and in extent how important they have become.
And Ive considered explaining it but I know it would take me way too long to do so.
If あなた hate something so much that あなた have to organize a time with your fellow haters to spam hateful tweets to people who have never directly harmed あなた to get a result that あなた wont even get to see if it worked または not, then I have to say あなた are in dire need of a life and we all have a special place in Hell's eternal pit of 火災, 火 for you.
If あなた are struggling with finding a life, please call 1-800-DUM-BASS
If I hear someone say that something "is not a good game" または "is a bad game" I will instantly assume that they are fucking morons who don't know a damn thing.
I mean it's like "You're not a game developer. あなた literally have no idea what you're talking about. Stop trying to act big and tough." and even if they were game developers, I'd expect them to know もっと見る than anyone that those statements are dumb.
I remember one time as a kid, I thought I could defeat my fear of spiders によって convincing myself that they were just cleverly disguised scorpions. So I would just sit there staring at one like "I know what あなた are, あなた filthy son of a bitch!"
And then it would 移動する 1/2 of an inch and I'd run away screaming.
What if we are like 魚 and aliens are like humans..? Like what if they know all about us and they have encountered us, however its so rare and sounds so absurd from those who have experienced it that we dont believe them..? And like some get abducted and kept, some abducted and killed, some get によって but they use these strange things called boats/UFOs..?
So we were in the car waiting for my sister who, due to a delay in bus, was taking a while so my phone was near dead and I ask my mom to use her phone. She lets me and I proceed to watch 防弾少年団 on Youtube
Cept after like 4 または 5 videos, I started cracking up
Cause now her YouTube recommendations has a lot of 防弾少年団 in it
Specifically since she doesnt tend to use YouTube much XD
However I think that was cause she wasnt logged in so yeah
Me: *shoves shushing index finger into their face* BETCH LISTEN TO HIS COVERS AND THE SONGS HE SINGS ON HIS OWN AND COME BACK TO ME BETCH. THEN あなた CAN TRY ME WITH THAT LINE.
But seriously. Why do the 防弾少年団 Vocalists have such wonderful voices that are great together, but are like 90x better when they are on their own...? Like can あなた not make everything seem chill with your damn voices..? Actually no. Keep it up bois. <3
Have I ever told あなた guys how Im pretty sure that if I didnt get settled with a good group of フレンズ when I was fairly new to ファンポップ I wouldnt be shocked if I ended up being a massive troll on this website rather than a constant active member who deals with the trolls..?
That moment when あなた really want to ignore something and not want to hear something that あなた start listening to and watching 火災, 火 MV at full video volume, full PC volume, with really good headphones with noise canceling turned on and somehow that doesnt work. :v
So I kinda just took a shower, came back and had my ears blasted off XD How was my ears enduring this earlier? Good gosh.
Omg. Lucifer covered "How to World Domination" with Gakupo and Gumi.
I mean, I saw the live stream of her making it and watched it a bit (got bored since its legit nothing but her tuning it and playing it, not her speaking over it または anything) so I knew it was coming out
But I legit cant not be excite for her covering a song with Gakupo let alone one of my favorites.
I think Gumi's part gets a little too high but nothing too drastically bad.
I wonder why refuse to stop using the line "Our Crazy World of Maddness" または "Just a Crazy World of Maddness" または "Welcome to Our Crazy World of Maddness" または stuff along that line as almost a signature thing for my social media stuff.
Like Im considering redoing my tumblr blog a bit and Im just like "I have so many other things to put here. Yet I refuse to change this."
あなた know, the thing about KPop as well for me is that in my school being Asian and liking either KPop and アニメ is almost a staple. Like its just something あなた can almost expect anyone whos Asian in my school to at least know a thing または two about that they are saying. So its just one of the many common topics that I tend to interact with a lot. XD Which is one of the reasons why I like it. Its a easy ice breaker.
As much as I find California a ridiculous desert that is way too expensive to live in, I really 愛 it cause of how open あなた can be about things.
Like あなた can come out as homosexual in front of a whole class and pretty much everyone will shrug it off as if its nothing. Youd actually probably be もっと見る likely to get もっと見る isolated によって being open about being homophobic than あなた would if あなた were homosexual.
Seriously. I dont think I expressed this on my ウォール cause I was being reserved and all, but I swear to god, 火災, 火 is such a damn hit for me. Its like my ジャム XD I dont have that much 音楽 on my playlist that is electronic または trap but I really do appreciate the instrumentals of them.
So like throw 防弾少年団 upon it and the MV and the "FIIIIREEEEEEE~" then god あなた got me a song XD
Am I the only one that wonders when my signature would randomly become something fancy? Like adults seem to always have one (parents and all) and some of my classmates have one then theres me thats all like "What is cursive?"
Me: *listening to fast beat KPop songs while working out* Geesh. KPop makes such wonderful work out music. Though Ive been on this for like two または three songs now and regulating my breathing is getting a bit hard. Once I loose my regulation itll get tiring and Ill tire quickly. Ill finish after this song. I mean, as long as something like Fun Boyz doesnt come on next. Id have to continue if that happened
Phone: *turns on Very Good*
Me: Okay fine. Go for the better hype song. *continues*
OH YES AND ONE もっと見る THING ABOUT GOING TO THE GYM.
I now also know why V, Jimin, Kookie, all those tonguesters stick their tongues out so much in concerts XD I was working out and looking at myself (cause my gym has mirrors for walls) and I was like counting the amount of times my tongue came out automatically during the not breaks.
Lets say the number was higher than it hsould have been. I think like 4 または 5 times XD
I might make it a thing to go to the gym on Saturday afternoons while Wanta works XD My body feels nice and sweating is nice, I mean, if あなた are working in an air conditioned place and it isnt warm. Working out in a warm environment suckkks
Me: Maybe I dont really obsess about AThing that much. Its been a while.
ランダム Person: ATh-
Me: OMFG. I 愛 THAT. I KNOW RIGHT?! OMG. I NEED TO COLLECT IMAGES. I NEED TO STALK. WHERE ARE THE AMVS?! WHERE ARE THE FMVS?! WHERE ARE THEIR CHARACTER SONGS AND または SONGS?! I NEED TO MAKE AN ICON! I NEED TO MAKE A ウォール POST ON IT
*the following week*
Me: Maybe I dont really obsess about AThing that much. Its been a while.
"You dont know what your kids are doing online. Stick あなた nose into that fucking shit. Stick your nose all the way in. Who cares if they feel violated. At least its あなた violating them and not someone else"
The shit I wake up to hearing my mom watch.
And then she doesnt let me explain why that guy is stupid and why she really shouldnt be watching him.
And she defends him.
*deep long sigh*
Spread the message of "Im paranoid so lets risk our parent child relationship" right?
And before I go to bed, Id like to say that as much as a bleh guy Trump is, I have to commemorate his speaking skills. Hes quite the smooth talker. I mean from the little bit of the rally I was watching on my TV, if I didnt know better, with how he was presenting it and how he was 芝居 while presenting it, I might have actually considered it cool sounding
:v Cept we all know the guys an idiot
But then again all the candidates this 年 suck so :v
I 愛 being a half Asian-White mix in California. Like in Asia youd get picked on for being mixed like that, however in California its all like "What? Ha. I get praised like an Asian, I get to be considered an Asian, yet at the same time I get to live under the freedom of being White."
Its almost as if people disregard my race and go with whatever group of people I hang out with.
Oh guys. I didnt mention this but Donald Trump is like legit... Less than 10 分 away from my house right now. For a Trump rally. I was considering going but I think it might get too crazy and dangerous for my taste. That and I have better things to do with my time.
The area I live in is in SoCal so we kinda have a lot of immigrants, both legal and illegal. And we have a city full of gangsters nearby and we have a neighborhood a bit down that is also full of gangsters