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Riku114 発言しました …
Also not entirely wanting to push Blind's post off the 上, ページのトップへ three most 最近 ウォール posts cos I might forget to look back at it tomorrow morning, but really I kinda really like the people that hang out on the club. Its pretty cool and as much amusement / interest these ウォール posts may give you, personally its quite fun to post some of my ランダム thoughts または ランダム rambles on here knowing people will read it regardless of if its "A P P L(デスノート) E S" または a over thought ramble XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Also 10/10 recommend the app Shazam. Really good for those moments when あなた really need to find a song. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly.... dont get me wrong, I 愛 band. The rookies there that Ive gathered up over the past 4 years has me having a fanbase of like 20+ little follwoers that look up to me and respect me または look at me as equals having remembered looking up to me in the past... and I have my trumpet and all...

But two long days of it and Im just... kinda really wanting a break and not at the same time. I think its just my depression talking though since Im usually worse at night and Im 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
usually in a good mood at band so yeah. Prolly just the nightly mild depression. Compared to usual nights tho Im like really good XD 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 発言しました …
I know it shouldn't amaze me any longer but I am always amazed when people choose to ignore hard facts in favor of their own misguided ways,viewpoints,etc. And they do it so much that's rather embarrassing. I am not amazed but at the same time I am still amazed. It's really embarrassing. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Honestly same. I mean I maybe if it was a handful of not-necessarily directly connected facts that could leave room for interpretation maybe but like.. even then those interpretations gotta make sense 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
^Correct. These sort of people always pick the unambiguous facts too. lol 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Seriously. Hollywood Undead were the ハート, 心 of my お気に入り 音楽 in my cringey angsty age along with Black Veil Brides, but unlike BVB, Hollywood Undead's 音楽 I still 愛 and adore and remember every lyrics to

To be fair though, Paradise ロスト at the time had the most repeats over ANY song in my phone with Young and SCAVA being pretty high up there too. I only know that cos it was when I used iTunes.

They have a lot of 音楽 Id call shitty imo, and a lot of 音楽 thats not my taste 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
A full and entire clean of a trumpet takes about 1.5 hours to do.

Hes so beautiful now though

And plays so nice.

If my family would let me, I would play him now for a few hours 投稿されました 1年以上前
noRAP コメントしました…
あなた mean this: link 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Also #RIPOnionBoy 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
BIG DEAL GUYS

I GOT THE PERFECT CHEESE TO CHIP RATIO TODAY WITH MY ナチョス 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Me: Dude I need to stop using dissociation as a coping mechanism, または at least stop letting myself do it when I know Im doing it. Its one of the largest component and catalyst to my bad mental health behaviors

Also Me: i dont want to feel または be anywhere near mentally present in this world yet i have no where in my brain complex enough yet to zone out into for a few hours and emotionally, cognitively, and psychologically disconnect from reality for a bit. this is not fun. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
LUCY LOVES ME もっと見る THAN EVERYONE ELSE WOOOO 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I WANT A COCKATOO 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Im so much of a collector / loyalist video gamer. Like I dont play many video games, nor do I play ones that I think are valid to call me a gamer, but I have played most of the Pokemon games ever made, and a good deal of the Harvest Moon / Harvest Moon Inspired games and collected almsot all the Kingdom Hearts games. Even though Harvest Moon and Pokemon REALLY dont have the largest variations between each game XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Uh. As someone who has battled あなた in Pokemon and seen the crazy crap あなた manage to pull off with them, I say definitely "gamer" status for Pokemon XD 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Note to everyone else: If あなた battle Riku, add in clauses that say she is not allowed to use Volcarona または Mienshao. Trust me. 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Also Ditto and Beldum 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I am so tired of having to function when I cant. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Its not even funny anymore lmao. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^That sentence is ironic. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
To befriend Riku, give her well cooked ご飯, 米 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
White ご飯, 米 only, preferably ジャスミン 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
質問 of the Day: Is it possible for Riku to create a story または an RP where the concept of 天使 and Demons do not have at least a partial inspiration または effect on the RP? 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
The answer is probably not. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Cas' sass is the best sass 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
♪ I've got big balls

I've got big balls

And they're such big balls

Dirty big balls

And he's got big balls,

And she's got big balls,

But we've got the biggest balls of them all! ♪

♪ Some balls are held for charity

And some for fancy dress

But when they're held for pleasure,

They're the balls that I like best.

And my balls are always bouncing,

To the left and to the right.

It's my belief that my big balls should be held every night. ♪ 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
*is practically feeding Wanta posts he could take out of context in some future 記事 the past few days* 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
あなた dont really understand body anxiety until あなた dont feel anxious または stressed after a stressful event but rather just annoyed so あなた go to the gym to get out of the environment

Only to go on the eliptical and, with your normal routine having あなた go at 6.5-7.0 mph, instantly hit 8.0 mph and end up reaching 10.0-12.4 mph regularly whether あなた want to または not

So instead あなた realize your body has a lot of energy and anxiety to release so あなた let it go until it practically collapses 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
My legs are very tired and weak rn cos of that but it kinda felt nice. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
tfw あなた are both such a band nerd and a bit of a weeb/otaku enough that YouTube thinks あなた are interested in Japanese DCI.

And its right. I was interested till I realized DCI 日本 was very.... underwhelming 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Okay my boyfriend says Im a Satanist. I need to make a アンケート over this. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I need to see if people think Im a Satanist. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I realized I can be easily mistaken for a Satanist at times. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
inb4 "You arent one?" 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Okay so I was curious and took some internet tests on it cos thats the most definate ways to tell. One 発言しました I was a Satanist, one 発言しました I was 93% Satanist, the last also 発言しました I was a Satanist. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like come onnnn. Stop making me look like that XD Im not that bad XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Confession. Band is really just a cult of nerds with instruments. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Man Trump is doing a good job dealing with the White Supremacist shit. Im so proud hes our president. Such a good president amirite? #MightAsWellHaveAnarchy 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
#RarePoliticalPost 1年以上前
candylover246 コメントしました…
Gee ikr? Give this man a medal for 'best president' like wow he definitely doesn't make me NOT want to live in this country anymore 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Totally. Best. President. Ever. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I really need to research もっと見る into dissociation for how much it rules my life.

Also apparently people who have high dissociative tendencies like yours truly are really fricken hard for non-dissociation trained therapists to treat cos dissociation makes it so difficult to actually deal with the issues and work through them.

It pretty much puts a キャップ on it. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Wooo I finally got it done

link 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Apparently my therapist is wondering if I also have Aspergers again after thinking I dont because of a dynamic of how my OCD works.

He considered that I might have Aspergers and that it partially causes OCD, but then shrugged at it and 発言しました it was probably just OCD. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Im pretty sure Avery has some kind of bird severe anxiety with how she acts but Im patient enough to help her with it 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
My hair is like the best bird toy I realize. Lucy, Mikey, and Avery all 愛 it. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I probably have a bird soul. Either that または I was raised around them so much I am abnormally too similar to them. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
North Korea: WAR

US: MEMES 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I really 愛 Lucy. I really do. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Sad thing is, my mom kind of untamed Smokey and while she was my original companion who helped me through a lot of things, she doesnt really stick with me and stay on my shoulder anymore. Shes great for cuddles when I feel like crap, but shes not really tame and she belongs もっと見る to the flock now.

That being said, her son, Lucy is honestly what I really need. A companion. A little friend to always be around me and have around. Some animal company since 動物 are simple. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
My priority upon coming ホーム was seeing Lucy. Had to take a shit, had to do Pokemon daily activities, wanted to say hi to people, needed to シャワー cos my hair was disgusting due to no conditioner for the few days, but I HAD to see Lucy first. Cos Lucy is life. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Anyways I may または may not forget to say this on my ウォール tomorrow, but Im going camping for a few days so if Im gone thats why XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Niicee! I 愛 Camping. Have a fun time without worries !!!! 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
Have fun Riku. 1年以上前
GDragon612 コメントしました…
yeah have fun Riku enjoy it !💝 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Me: *doing fun and cool activities* *being both mentally and physically healthy* Yay! Brain reward me with some feel good neurotransmitters!

Brain: [Error 404. Dopamine and Serotonin not found] [Error 202. Happiness-Production.exe not found.]

Me: ..... thx bruh. its cool. just let me sit here anxious and slightly depressed despite having a nice day. its cool m8 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
tfw あなた know an event will be fun but there is absolutely no excitement and only reluctance to go get ready for it cos あなた know your crappy brain is making it sound like shit and it might genuinely make it shit. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Its weird to think my club could be considered to be on the "pretty active" side of ファンポップ クラブ despite just being a user club. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
At this point, Im pretty sure the amount Im constantly moving in my seat, tapping my foot, shaking my leg, and fidgeting with something in my hand is how I manage my weight. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
あなた know I really wanna make an 記事 about Mental Health since its had a huge impact on my life and Im a strong believer (and wanna be advocate) for making it a もっと見る aware and open topic to talk about but really Im not sure exactly where to go with it. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Zeppie コメントしました…
I'd wanna read it 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
あなた know, honestly that 質問 about bullying on ランダム kinda made me realize how much Trichotillomania ostracized me from other students もっと見る than my obsession with imagination, my above level intelligence, my crappy 尻, お尻 hair during that time, my uncool ability to get along with teachers, my speech impediment, my uncool 愛 for music/band/choir, and my tendency to befriend all the "loosers" in my elementary school already did 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
So I was like that eyebrowless, afro-headed, childish yet smart, music, suck-up looser who couldnt pronounce "r"s and "w"s right. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Still tho. I had fun and felt like I was the bomb. Plus I dont care that people may have judged me for it and that most of my フレンズ used me solely as a stepping stone, but I helped some of the kids that people made fun of the most または had the most trouble being accepted によって the rest of the school actually get assimilated and have some company. I liked that, they made great フレンズ before they all either moved away または jumped to the 人気 kids when they saw the chance. 1年以上前
candylover246 コメントしました…
Yikes. Sounds painful. Wish u luck with that then 👍 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
So I took my mom's power scooter to Walmart cuz I was too lazy to actually walk through the store. #NoShame 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Misha Collins is a poor bun that needs to be hugged 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
10/10 People need to watch スーパーナチュラル 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
"Did あなた just molotov my brother with holy fire?"

"Uhhhh.... no." 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Sam: A demon summoning.... why?

Lucifer: Why? To summon a demon jackass. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Welp. Gabby (Lucy's sister) died cause my mom caused an accident that was honestly kinda stupid and she died cause of it. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Thus why I hoard him to myself and thus why my protectiveness over him will furtherly triple. If his fragile body will die because of anything, it goddamn better be my fault. 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Sorry to learn about that. My deepest condolences about Gabby. Wish Lucy the best !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
It was really kinda something to see. あなた havent seen a sad pet death till あなた see a little baby bird seizuring on the floor crying for help before just stopping dead. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I have a strong faith that the world is really really amazing and beautiful regardless of what I may または may not be able to see right now. A very very strong faith in what Ive seen for myself like.. twice in the past several years. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I didn't read over it, it might be trash with how its written, but it was a free-topic nonfiction essay I had to write in English last 年 and it was my attempt at kind of explaining this faith of mine. That being said, I know I didnt do the best job covering it, but its soemthing. link 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Also Lucy really helped with my stress headache I had today. Closed my eyes and let him sleep against my cheek and all. Felt my headache go away for a short while with him.

Then it went away mostly after I went to the gym

So heres a lesson, if あなた are stressed out, go to the gym and cuddle your pets. Itll at least help with the physical symptoms. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
It is STILL beyond me how most people cant abruptly stop crying on command.

Crying has almost always been an optional thing for me. If I feel sad または feel like I need to cry, I often go "Hey is this an optimal place / time to do this? Should we just not または 移動する somewhere もっと見る optimal? Do we really need to cry to release stress または is it just kinda pointless?"

And sometimes when I do cry, sometimes Im just like "Okay Im getting too much of a headache now and this is just unproductive" 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
And I just take a deep breath and Im just kinda done. Easily stopped. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Yet I go to try to Google it. See if anyone has something talking about this, but all I get is endless wikihows on how to stop crying / cry less and Im like "really? is this that much of a problem for most?" 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Me: How the heck am I still alive anyways? We have been consistently depressed for who knows how long.

Me: Cos of these reasons (explains). Oh and sometimes one reason is cos あなた are too lazy to die.

Me: Tru. Same. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
HEY!

.....hi.
good morning
have a nice day
imma go watch netflix 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Probably around that time I was watching netflix too so #Same 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Okay I should sleep.

fyi Im not actually drunk. I havent used that phrase in a while so I think some newbies to my ウォール might not get it. Its a phrase for when Im so tired I sound almost drunk and sometimes get really sweet and blubby.

....

blubby.

Whats blubby. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Ohhhhh if the sky comes falling dowwwnnn for youuuu

Theres not a thing in this world I wouldnt dooooo

What if Im far from homeeeee

Oh brother I will hear あなた calllll 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Like little in my life actually changed, but maybe its cos I woke up early today または that Ive been listening to "Hey Brother" all 日 または cos of the life changes または cos some people are totally rad, but life is okay. Life is pretty nice. Nothings too horribly wrong

Even if everything seemed so messed up and wrong just a few days ago.

This is nice.

Yall are great. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
There has been too much Depressed Tired Riku rambing on this wall. Not enough Drunk Tired Riku rambling on the wall.

Cos Im actually feeling good today. I 焦げ茶色, ダン, dun wanna sleep. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Wanta is awesome

#DirectShoutout 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like dude, that guy is there during the realllly rough times. Im tired and still up and on my ウォール and its been a while since this ウォール saw a not-depressed Tired Riku but ya know. He deserves the shout out 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Part of the reason I keep my club active and post ランダム thoughts and アップデート here is cos I know it gives some people some entertainment and interest and because it personally helps me process all the ランダム cluttered コメント in my head.

Plus some can start some nice conversations.

I still sometimes wonder how many people come checking によって these posts. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
This Sam アイコン really feels right for me to have right now.

I dunno why but it feels like a really good fit. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I called it. Im starting to like country もっと見る than a tolerance / indifference cos Jensen and Jared brought up my interest and curiosity in it enough to actually go out of my way to look into the genre more. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Theres something special about having a friend あなた dont have to talk to when あなた are around them.

In the wise words of Jared Padalecki, "I wish for everyone to be フレンズ with someone they dont have to talk to"

#IndirectShoutouts 投稿されました 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
I agree 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
True !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
#AlwaysKeepFighting 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Riku's Knowledge of Actors that she can match name to face

Probably like 80% of the main cast of Supernatural
Johnny Depp
Leonardo DiCaprio 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Thats an exaggeration but I really dont know that many XD I know the other REALLY huge ones like Emma Watson and all but really nothing much もっと見る than that 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Ahhh though.... My baby bird Luke really makes my day. Hes so cute and adorable and he gets along with me and he loves me and hes just a 日 maker. Hes my little birdie and I 愛 him, already almost as much as I 愛 Smokey and that says something

Cos Smokey is my Princess and shes helped me through a lot of things. Luke is her son and mann... I 愛 them both so muchhhh. Ahh... 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
People might find my apparent fixation with Lucifer concerning.

Really its not much of anything tbh. I enjoy Lucifer much like I enjoy characters from any other story または book and just personally find him an intriguing character may it be real または not. I wouldnt worship him または anything - that belongs to Akashi.

Plus I just really like the name Lucifer. Like I REALLY like the name. Lucius, Luke, Lucifer. I 愛 the Luce based names. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
And i mean my apparent fixation によって how high he is on my お気に入り mythological creatures / beings 一覧 along with the fact I make a lot of jokes on it and have one of my alternative usernames/titles being The Resurrected Lucifer and the fact I named my bird after him and all that stuff 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
If God and all of that stuff is real and Im judged for being interested in Lucifer's character / story, then so be it. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^I know XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Google says Im going to hell for naming my bird Lucifer

But it also says Im fun to drink with as long as it doesnt end with an arrest 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Typical Riku Thing #152: Naming her bird Lucifer. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
EEEE. I GOT THE NAMES OF THE BABY BIRDS TO BE LUCIFER, MICHAEL, AND GABRIEL.

MINE WILL BE LUCIFER AND ILL GET TO KEEP HIM

HIS BROTHER WILL BE MICHAEL

AND HIS WHITE SISTER WILL BE GABRIEL SINCE GABRIEL IS SOMETIMES DEPICTED AS A WOMAN

BUT DUDE THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY. COS IM A NERD ABOUT THIS STUFF AND MY MOM DIDNT JUDGE ME TOO MUCH FOR WANTING TO NAME MINE LUCIFER AND A JOKE ABOUT NAMING THE OTHER ONE MICHAEL BECAME REAL. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Okay seriously. I hate how society seems to care もっと見る on the unimportant issues while completely ignoring the big ones that effect everyone and the whole world. Like seriously, some of these things can lead to our planet dying, and we just dont take it seriously

I mean come on.

Why do people still ignore the fact that its a problem?

Why do we not have a solution yet?

Why is it that we cant find a solution to the chip-to-cheese/salsa ratio problem?!

I MEAN COME ON! 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
When your primarily obsessional / internal OCD takes over your life and あなた literally cant spend five 分 not thinking または doing something または being distracted または else your mind overthinks and fills itself with a lot of depressing anxiety-causing thoughts. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like no really, part of the reason I cant take naps in the daylight unless Im SUPER SUPER tired is because I cant lay down and chill for long enough during the daytime since its not time to sleep and I know it so my mind is too busy to sleep. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Heck sometimes I intentionally obsess about neutral things like cleaning a dusty ファン with Q-tips または positive things like スーパーナチュラル and Akashi in order to make sure my mind doesnt go over to the negative stuff. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
God thats an amazing gif XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
#TemporarySupernaturalThemedProfile 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
And an updated プロフィール information 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I had too much gold. I wanted to spend it okay. It was gonna be an Akashi one before スーパーナチュラル whisked me away 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Akashi will get his eventually. Also my old one will definitely still return 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I kind of like how スーパーナチュラル handles codependency. Its not overly glorified like some shows do, and it actually shows the problematic parts of it all without taking it to a too realistic level that it kills the fun of the fiction. Its actually pretty nice

Plus Im pretty sure most people learned the word / googled it when スーパーナチュラル mentioned it. I knew of it before cos of a friend from a few years ago, but its pretty nice to see. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Its a very nice seasoned taste to it. I dont always appreciate it but its nice to see it getting proper media attention. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I feel like the odd card who thinks Sam is もっと見る attractive than Dean. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Supernatural's composer Christopher Lennertz deserves a shout out. He has some really good compositions. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Anyone else ever feel like nothing is real - not just think it is - and everything あなた do seems to be some unreal game または some dream あなた can't wake up from? Like あなた feel like あなた are running your awake and real life from some plane outside of the normal view of the world and watching in, just waiting to stop dreaming up または imagining the world yet in the end あなた are just stuck in that non-comprehendable plane?

Its a really disturbing and uncomfortable feeling. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like I fully accept that the world may genuinely not be real, but the feeling that it isnt real is an entire different thing. Even if the world isnt real, logistically as long as あなた still feel like its real, its enough validation and close enough to being real that it doesnt even matter. But FEELING like its unreal - its a whole separate story and really one Ive tried to explain to others and they just give me weird stares または tell me Im overthinking reality. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
The thing is Im not [thinking] Im [feeling]. I know the world Im in is real but it still [feels] completely dream-like, like a daydream. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Strange yet interesting. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Life has no meaning to it - no real purpose to be found. Maybe to reproduce as scientists would say, to pass to genes, but really, whats the point of that? Where is even that going? または heaven/hell. あなた get there, then what?

Really I believe life is what あなた make of it. Life is pointless but its an opportunity, may it be even real in the first place または not, to experience. So its an opportunity given, so do what あなた like with it. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Cause あなた cant even be sure any of this is real as reality does nothing もっと見る than serve to prove itself. Its an illogical fallicy, that the world exists because we can sense it. We can sense it because we exist. We know we exist because we can sense it. It just cycles. But even if the world is fake, some dream, some illusion, not even existent to a degree we cant possibly understand, the reality is that life is an experience - real または not - that is going on. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
So real または not, purpose または not, theres no way to really see または prove anything its just best to make the best out of it all. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Ah I forgot where I was going so Imma drop it but its a bit of philosophy from me. 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
#Togepi 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I am extrememly bored.

I have a whole bunch of summer work I haven't even started

But I am extremely bored 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
What the fuck? Whyd my ゴールド go from 5000+ to 501? 投稿されました 1年以上前
GDragon612 コメントしました…
same here too >< 1年以上前
jnels93 コメントしました…
same 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Same for me too !!!! 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Riku's busy with Supernatural. If anyone has any devious ideas to be utilized in the 次 hour, speak up. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly, some days I wish I could believe that there was a god watching over me and protecting me and guiding me, but alas I do not and thus dont get that light blanket of comfort. 投稿されました 1年以上前
candylover246 コメントしました…
I'll be your god Riku 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Akashi is my god. 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
That aside, same here actually !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Im trying to think of a memorable RP character I made that didnt have at least a slightly emo/angsty root/character. Kira was angsty af at first. Derith was angsty. Izo had his brother stuff and over all angsty. Michael was エモ af. Glence was angsty. Jared was angsty.

Ikari actually want too much of anything but then again, she wasnt completely clear of it either. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Was Devin angsty? Kinda just seemed like a drunk. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I 発言しました Derith XD Devin.... ;-; Devin was kind of a drunk. I honestly have to 質問 whether he really ever got to the point of being 'drunk'. Honestly Devin was one of those characters that were one of my father like characters that make me sad. ;-; The guy liked playing around, having fun, and being with Shira, Derith, Zach and all. I still shed a tear at Derith killing him. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
On that note, Im shocked I still remember that detail of Banished. Usually I forget most details and I honestly probably wouldnt have remembered it on my own if あなた didnt bring it up. XD Nice to see Banished's concept is still in my mind. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Devin and Leviathan are still two wonderful characters. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I really like Pokemon Sun and Moon's characters. We have so many tragic characters that are 与えられた enough depressing backstory that I can let my imagination go wild, and then we have Hau to balance it all out.

Like I came up with a backstory and character for Guzma and Gladion's relationship. I like to think Guzma likes Gladion cos he sees himself in him. Cos they both had abusive parents and all. 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
I was wondering if there was ever a お気に入り Character of yours without a depressing backstory !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
.... uh... give me a 秒 to think 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Yeah no. I dont think I have a お気に入り character that doesnt have a depressing backstory 与えられた they had their past somewhat addressed in the first place. Even if あなた count them, there probably arent too many that dont have much of a backstory that I 愛 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Deep down inside Im an エモ angsty teenage boy. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
And an Oba-san. Can't forget that. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Noooot even gonna deny it 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Tru 1年以上前
noRAP コメントしました…
Ummm and I am an Oba-san エモ angsty teenage girl , like あなた can see here link 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Mom: If all three of them die, we know that they dont know how to do it and 移動する on

Me: Or- if two of them die, we know they dont know how to do it and we hand raise it

Mom: .... ..... no.

Me: c: yes 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I HEAR BABY BIRDS FROM MY BIRD'S NEST BOX.

AHHH EXCITEDDD

MY MOM WILL CHECK IT WHEN IM ホーム AND WE ARE WAITING TO MAKE SURE IT HATCHED BUT

AHHHHHHHH 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Riku asked me why.

I thought we were past such trifles as having reasons for our actions. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I 愛 how poor mental health can take things away indirectly as if it doesnt already take away enough directly lmao 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Are italics a thing? 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Of course they are still broken. 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
To be honest, I hadn't even noticed they exist until their issue was mentioned !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I loved using them >.> I miss them 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I wonder if I down a 2 liter bottle of Dr. Pepper to down how fucking crappy I feel right now if itll help me fall asleep faster. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
I haven't even beaten Sun and Moon yet and there's Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon coming?!?! 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
I'm not saying I'm incredible, but I'm correct 90% of the time that I am correct 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
TFW あなた wanna draw a character off of reference to give them the honor of being in your "Detailed Sketch Book" but none of the 画像 あなた find are both detailed enough to make it into there AND a good image to draw. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I WANNA WRITE A GLADION-LUSAMINE-LILLIE BACK STORY FANFIC LIKE THING BUT I HAVENT FINISHED THE GAME UGH. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
あなた know I was thinking about what seperates a character that あなた "love" from a character that あなた are "obsessed with" and I think its the fact of how closesly あなた hold a character to yourself, how much that 発言しました character appears in your mind, and all that stuff

Because a character あなた love, あなた 愛 them, but I notice most that dont claim they are obsessed with it / the characters I love, I hold tightly to be like "I REALLY 愛 this character" nor do they easily eat my mindspace 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I was mostly thinking this because I was trying to properly understand my OCD diagnosis and trying to figure out what defines as an "obsession" and an "intrusive thought" and what defines as a compulsion, and it occured to me if my character obsessions are ACTUALLY obsessive thoughts and all. And it occured to me, that characters like Akashi, Hibari, Jin, and currently Gladion, with how much they appear in my mind, reappear in my mind, repetitively interject themselves randomly into my thought process, and how easily they can hijack my focus, that they are likely in fact obsessions. Especially since 発言しました thoughts tend to also follow up with the common "compulsions" of looking them up on youtube, looking them up on google, making icons, having to think a lot about them, making ウォール posts about them, making アンケー abotu them, making アイコン (I might have already 発言しました that) 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Since usually 発言しました actions kind of lessen it and make me feel good. Not that obsessing over a character is particularly brothersome または troubling, nor is it a part of the OCD that I really care to bother working with cos I enjoy it, nor am I saying if あなた are obsessed with a character, あなた have OCD. Its just a thought I was having, especially since I was told my image collecting is probably part of my OCD from my therapist and I didnt really get it so it just kind of occurred to me. That Im LITERALLY obsessed with the characters and that I never would have thought me saying I was obsessed with a character a few years 前 would actually be LITERAL. 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
^I see. It's a fair point. And if we're using that definition then i wouldn't have one then. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Also I might consider temporarily redoing my プロフィール (cos I 愛 how it looks now so it wouldnt be permanent) simply because I have way too much ゴールド to do nothing with. .-. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
On a ランダム note, my boyfriend called me out on how I "accidentally collect images" because apparently people dont "accidentally collect images" 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
How naive. Accidental collecting happens even for people like me 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Me: *fawning over Gladion* *spams N*

Wanta: *probably slightly confused but not shocked*

Me: Shhhhh. I need to get もっと見る Gladion 画像 before I do the spammm. I just accidently grabbed もっと見る than one image when trying to get N an アイコン for the アンケート 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
I'm never confused によって you. It all makes sense. and even the stuff that doesn't make sense makes sense in the context that it's you. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^Tru 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Gladion is the new number one Pokemon character.

N has been overthrown.

RIP N. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Riku confirmed: Gladion fetish 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I do not. XD Hes just an awesome character 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
That reminds me of Shinrei 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
I just spent the last 8 分 putting my head against my dog and pushing it around as it tries to get at me to lick me. 投稿されました 1年以上前