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Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly... I really need to work on figuring out how to pull the breaks on my life cause honestly... my personal physical and mental health are so low on my priority 一覧 no matter how much I want to claim otherwise.

I wouldnt be working myself to constantly sleeping on buses, migraines, and complete exhaustion each morning and night for two または three weeks straight if I took care of myself properly.

Cos yeah my work ethic is up there, Im on 上, ページのトップへ of things, but man does it have a toll 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Cause seriously, I normally cant sleep around people または in the 日 time but Ive been passing out in buses and cars. And yeah, I have an uncanny ability to fall asleep in moving vehicles but around bandos in the morning? Its really something. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
And Ive been on band trips three times (six times if あなた count hte round trip as two) and like... all but maybe one I was at least half asleep 1年以上前
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Riku114 発言しました …
Ugh... Ive had a horrible migraine for the whole last quarter of the football game (it was a lighter one that I thought might just be a mild headache since the start of the game), the whole ride back, and now which probably makes about an 時 and half of horrible migraine... 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Man every 日 is band during marching season I swear XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Should I add "Satan" to my 一覧 of nicnkames? または unofficially do so? 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Honestly, I believe あなた should add it. I already got accustomed to it XD !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
#Satan 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I really do feel Im an ENTJ tho tbh. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
It feels the closest to mee 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
*me 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly, with my band rambles, I can kind of see why people like me.

I have the egocentric-ism, intelligence, problem solving skills, and extroverted capabilities that make it so that I look like a confident, knowledgeable person who I guess can be admired and all

Yet I still have the flaws and realism of my depression, anxiety, and sadism

But even with that, its mostly controlled and ultimately all of that is set asside to be caring and protective a lot with my character. So... idk 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Im just kinda bored and trying to self analyze in the view of others 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
That's another reason. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^Tru 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Apparently one of my rookies had a dream where she was being bullied then I, out of the shadows and darkness, manifest and pour my wrath upon them causing them to fall dead to the ground.

Honestly, its not too far off from the truth. Shes probably one of the most, if not the most, precious rookie I have and Im insanely protective over them all so...

Did I mention she and the other rookies like to call me Satan? Its a long story Im willing to explain 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Cos like when I was in ninth grade, I was almost constantly an angsty, depressed shit among other things and I REALLY didnt like being annoyed または bothered with at certain times so I developed this thing one of my trumpets called the "Soul Eating Glare". So from then on I became known for the bando that eats souls which I think, when combined with other traits of mine, got me jokingly calling myself Satan. And apparently I introduced myself to my first batch of rookies as "Satan" saying "Nice to meet you, Im Riku but あなた can call me Satan". So from then on, three of them just had me in their phone as Satan without me knowing until it came back around this 年 and literally 80% of them changed my contacts to some form of Satan and my newest batch of rookies all call me either Dad または Satan 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Some of them even call me "Daddy Satan" 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
#SatanAgain !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
So my boyfriend has gotten to the point he can tell if I plucked pretty accurately even if the amount I plucked was minuscule in amount

Meaning
1) I have もっと見る peer pressure to not pluck as I cant get away with it and he isnt harsh on me about it / rides my 尻, お尻 about it / makes me uncomfortable - yay
2) I cant let myself pluck at times since I cant get away with it. Boo.
3) :feelsbadman: when I get caught 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
That being said, thats 全体, 全体的です a good thing. Its just Trich makes it so eehhhh. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Since my current アイコン is no longer Kingsman for the sake of Halloween, I will revert my プロフィール back to its neutral background. I may または may not go back to it when the season has passed 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Why cant I be a zoologist vet medical communications 作者 economics business woman side youtuber?

My life is way too short to satiate my curiosity and craving for knowledge on topics that interest me. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Oh and dont forget 音楽 composer. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
LIKE IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IM WASTING PERFECTLY GOOD OPPORTUNITIES TO CHOOSE ONE OVER THE OTHER AND IM LIKE SHOOT MYSELF 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Oh and therapist was in the original 一覧 of things so *a zoologist vet medical communications 作者 economics business woman therapist 音楽 composer side youtuber 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Come 登録する the アイコン Contest~!

link 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
How many times have I 発言しました "BRB" on a conversation and never returned to it cos I forgot?

I mean for some people in the past Ive done it intentionally cos I didnt feel like talking at the time

But like...

Is that the online equivalent to a dad saying hes going out to buy ミルク / some cigarettes and never coming back?

Is that what that is? 投稿されました 1年以上前
Zeppie コメントしました…
If that's what it is then I'm a shitty father :v 1年以上前
SilentForce コメントしました…
Yeah and then あなた find out that あなた father has created a whole family with some Spanish 雌犬 and he doesn't even remember あなた anymore. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^RIP 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
@Zeppie Same tho :v 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
I also hope Riku mentions some nouns over the 次 few days because I'm running out of stuff to recreate in Minecraft. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
XD 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
What if Riku woke up tomorrow and found that there was just a bunch of mindless ramblings of ME on her wall. Like...what if I'm just typing crap with my eyes closed and hoping it forms a coherent sentence that could be funny? 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
I think the reathon I didn't wathch Kingsthman The Thecret Thervice is because the タイトル thounded like thome kind of thocumenthary. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
XD 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
We need もっと見る "Wacky races" style movies. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Brain matter makes your brain matter. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
HAPPY 愛 YOUR HAIR DAY! (A Riku holiday if ever there was one) 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^True 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Me: Ugh I need a break Im so exhausted. I wish I didnt have band practice today so I could relax and save my energy...

Band: Practice today is canceled due to the fire. Percussion will still attend and stay inside.

Me: YAY! I GET A BREAK!

YAY LETS WORK ON SCHOLARSHIPS AND COLLEGE APPLICATIONS!

Me: GOOD IDEA! 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I seriously need to learn how to pull the breaks and R E L(デスノート) A X 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly, Im not sure if my good and boosted mental stat after the 月 または two struggle to adjust from weekly good to monthly bad therapy sessions is because I stopped feeding the obsessive, overthinking OCD thoughts または because I stopped prying at my dissociation and instead am letting myself pretend issues arent there.

Honestly its probably both. On one hand, Im not falsifying and creating issues off of obsessive concerns, but Im also ignoring genuine issues and not being being present 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Its really hard to say if I should request もっと見る sessions または not. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Ideally I would like to keep the infrequent sessions if I could have my old therapist back 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
That is something that needs to be discussed. Pretending that issues aren't there won't really help. Rather, they will be returning to the surface every time あなた let your guard down. I believe that あなた should speak your mind in every case. Especially if your own health is on the line !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^Yeah I know. Its just hard to differentiate if whats being lessened is the overthinking または the actual issues being addressed. Ill probably discuss it was someone at some point tho 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
OH MY GOD!

THEY CALL THEM CARGO PANTS BECAUSE THEY CAN CARRY ALOT OF SHIT! 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
OH SHIT YOURE RIGHT 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
The Men of Yoshiwara: Kikuya isnt really the best otome game but its decent at the very least once あなた get used to the blatant flaws in it. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Now that a raccoon walked into my house and I got to see one for the first time up close, raccoons just jumped up on my 一覧 of 動物 I like.

They are so much cuter close up than in photos. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Tragedies are always wonderful 投稿されました 1年以上前
SilentForce コメントしました…
Indeed they are. 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Being wonderful is always a tragedy !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^Howd あなた know what it woud be like 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I cut myself several time on the tongue and on the roof of my mouth with a REALLY sharp sucker. I mean it was hurting to suck on but like... XD It tasted so good. I just kinda assumed the damage wasnt that bad

Turns out now my tongue has like three spots where cold water kinda hurts to drink and the upper roof of my mouth has like three as well XD

Those things need warning labels on them. Its like I was eating a razor blade または something XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Ive taken a liking to reviewing games on Steam for some reason 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Is it wrong that I kinda relate to Souh Tesla's mental health struggle? Cos that doods fucked up in the noggin

Im here just trying to figure out what his "sickness" is since thats what hte game is named after and its a big part of it that I imagine there might be a mental illness tied into it and what I have guessing so far is that they are illuding to schizophernia, dissociative identity disorder, または OCD, albiet they would be making inaccurate depictions of any of them. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Obviously at least a bit of a psycho/sociopath though. But yeah. Between those three, those are the ones Im guessing, もっと見る closely to the first and third guess tho. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
But yeah this visual novel is interesting XD I enjoy it. BTW its called "Sickness" and is on sale on Steam if yall are interested 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Estimated time until Zach and/or Rachel spam によって Riku: 3 days 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
We will seee 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Drat my estimations were off. Damn あなた Sickness XD 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
エンジェル of Death! A VIDEO GAME ALL ABOUT....what happens when a person is unaware of what the term suicide によって proxy means..... 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^XD XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I need to make my trumpet a ファンポップ account at some point. Just have it play around my club at times 投稿されました 1年以上前
SilentForce コメントしました…
XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
上, ページのトップへ 5 People (not in an order) Im Thankful for Having in My Life
-My boyfriend
-Wantadog
-Zeppie
-My Trumpet
-My older sister 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I felt like calling them all out 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Seriously tho, life would be so lame and Id be so different if not for these five people. They make life amazing and great. Thank あなた all for being あなた :3 1年以上前
Zeppie コメントしました…
I'm thankful for having あなた in my life too c: あなた wonderful person you. <3 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
<3 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
It really still baffles me WHEN I became liked によって so many people.

It feels like one moment the only person who liked me was Wanta, then I blinked and I have a club people go to a lot, a lot of online friends, practically a cult of followers in band, several people who have asked me out, and one of the most popular-not-popular people in my school where I can walk in the hallways at school and expect like two "Hello"s

Like...

When did it go from Wanta to this 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Also shout out to Wanta for being the OG and still lasting all this long. XD Ive had フレンズ before him but yeah. Thats counted in a different category 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Wantas been my pal for who knows how long at this point... 5 years? Are we going onto 6 I think? I think we are going onto 6 years now. For a short while I stopped using the term bestie cos I had a bit of a bad experience with it and it felt a little rude but really. That guy deserves "Bestie" title. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Tbh, it might not mean as much since I have a notably bad memory, especially of my younger years, but I really only have a few memories before Wanta was my friend. Its kinda weird thinking of a world where it didnt happen. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Sorry XD Im giving too much of a ramble of appreciation to the friendship. Still tho, hes great. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I WANT もっと見る FORMAL WEAR DAMN IT

I WANT A MULTI-LAYERED SUIT TAILORED TO MY SIZE DAMMMN ITTTT

I WANT A TAIL コート AND SHIT GUYS

I MEAN COME ON

IF I DIDNT HAVE BAND ZERO PERIOD TOMORROW ID GO IN ALL FORMAL WEAR 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Okay I seriously 愛 this アイコン cos it is serious and stuff and when I type stuff like *dabs* it just makes me laugh my 尻, お尻 off XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
It just contrasts with how I act on here so much its hilarious XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
YALL NEED TO KNOW ME FOR KINGSMAN TOO. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I MAY または MAY NOT COLLECT EACH DVD OF IT WHEN IT COMES OUT 1年以上前
SilentForce コメントしました…
*Starts to associate Riku with Kingsman* 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
HAAAAAAAH! link 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I think its 安全, 安全です to say Kingsman series is probably my お気に入り movie series 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Might make my プロフィール themed it XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Okay so the count goes (ones I found easily on the channel)

English: HIchigo, Gin, Kyoraku (slightly), Ukitake, Staark

Japanese: Ulquiorra, Kenpatchi, Byakuya, Grimmjow (slightly), Urahara, Toshiro

Couldnt Decide: Mayuri, Soi fon 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Hollow Ichigo, Staark, and Ukitake REALLY appealed to me もっと見る in English. So while they didnt get as many over on their side, they got もっと見る firm ones XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Group projects are literally communism as it doesnt matter how good または bad あなた do, everyone gets the same grade 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Note to self: Wanta has 驚異 pixel art abilities 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Little does everyone know that Wantadog is actually a リス with 300 Walmart receipts stuffed into his cars sunglasses compartment 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Tite Kubo is being added into the 一覧 of people/celebrities that I find likable and fairly admirable. 投稿されました 1年以上前
SilentForce コメントしました…
Fun fact:Tite Kubo is a ファン of the "Saint Seiya" manga. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Ooh? 1年以上前
SilentForce コメントしました…
Also the"Soul Society"arc does have many similarities to Saint Seiya's "12 Zodiac Temples"arc. 1年以上前
SilentForce コメントしました…
I'm not saying that Bleach copied Saint Seiya but the inspiration in that arc was really obvious. 1年以上前
sunny
TheLefteris24 発言しました …
Riku needs a new Character to get obsessed with. I'll be glad to assist !!!! 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Yay! My first ウォール post in this Club lol !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
SHHHH IF THE GAME GOES ON A NICE SALE ILL GET IT BUT I CANT GET ADDICTED または LOOK INTO THE CHARACTER UNTIL I GET THE GAME ;-; 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
It is understandable. Thought of keeping the hype fresh though with a small プレビュー XD !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
XD Of course XD 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Important news bulletin: There are no ネコ in America 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Ya know one of these days I should get a lot of us together to do "Dont Starve Together" together.

For those that have it that is 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Sounds fun. I can go steal もっと見る eggs from those terrifying ostrich things 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Dude sorry Ive been pretty inactive. Super busy week. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Also I seriously dont know how Im supposed to do college without Lucy... によって no means do I trust him with my mom since shes made all of my most people-loving birds fairly wild....

But hes so precious and adores me. Makes me feel nice and loved. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Guys, I gave my boyfriend a 一覧 of dere types and his judgement is I am a mix of Tsundere and Yandere. However with certain moods of mine I am also a hardcore Kuudere. But his two main ones for me were Tsundere and Yandere. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Pictures of birds make my day. Birds are just such derps that its amazing. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
The 10 年 old screamed at me that I hate my イヌ and are mean.

So out of spite, I bought the イヌ outfits and toys.

That'll teach her. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
People think its mainly the caffeine that causes soda addiction and all

Honestly, for me, its school that causes it. I usually follow によって the rule "Dont drink soda too much if there are better options (juice for meals, water for desk). A few occasions are okay though または if its needed to function / keep mood up."

However with school I often find myself so tired and exhausted that if I want to complete all my duties AND have a bit of a break to myself, I need some kind of boost 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
So I end up drinking a SHIT ton of soda cause I really kinda do over work myself. I can easily stray way from soda when my days are lax and not super draining but when its busy, I can drink like two または three large sodas and a can in one 日 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Dont tell Riku I'm here, guys. Shhhhh 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Why does 愛 in Bleach never turn out well? Yeah yeah, I get the ending - Ichihime and Renjiruki and all turn out 大砲, キャノン and happily ever after BUT THATS JUST BULLSHIT ENDING STUFF

Not to diss either ships または anything, but I kinda believe they only turned out happily as they did cos it was the ending. Its a little out of tone with the anime. I mean the マンガ makes it seem もっと見る natural but every other form of 愛 in ever other case in Bleach seems to end in tragedy 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like for example. Byakuya and Hisana. Isshin and Masaki. Ishida and every girl he had a crush on. ジン and Rangiku. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like off the 上, ページのトップへ of my head, Ichihime and Renjiruki are the only relationships/affections/feelings/crushes in Bleach that had a happy endy 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Cuz movie characters never get to live. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I realize I really dont have a medium personality irl. It wasnt really apparent until I came back from summer this 年 but with my boyfriend Im all soft, nice, cute, super caring, peppy (in good moods at least), and huggy but when Im in a regular school environment または at band I have an apathetic, sarcastic, low energy, leader-y, friendly but not over so, grown, and "I dont really care to help if Im not feeling for it" 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Some people who noticed small bits of it are always slightly shocked / weirded out for a 分 または two before shrugging it off. Cos like one time I was talking and 芝居 how I normally do around people before I was like ":3 Ill do it for (insert boyfriends name)" in a very cute, peppy, もっと見る child-like voice before abruptly returning back to my normal school voice and I had like a "o-O" look from the people i was talking to and a "Im going to puke" from one of them. Mentioned it to my boyfriend and hes like "Oh yeah its very VERY different but I dont mind." Cos quiet honestly hes used to my heavily differing facets I show. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like seriously - voice change and everything for that one moment I talked to myself outloud mid conversation. Like I have a もっと見る deeper voice and usually a resting 雌犬 face when I speak and when Im around my boyfriend its usually a higher もっと見る peppier voice and usually with a bit of a smile, regardless of if Im happy または not 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Its just kind of weird tho. Mostly just kind of rambling her about something I noticed 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Its also interesting how I dont really seem to have such drastic splits in my personality online though. For the most part, the Riku あなた see is consistent and/or can really have the change in behaviorisms just be explained with mood Im in at the time yet me offline can act super different to different people and in different scenarios - もっと見る so than I feel most naturally do. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
IRMA GIVE WANTAS ELECTRICITY AND INTERNET BACK. IM SO BORED 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Imma make a 上, ページのトップへ 10 Bleach Characters 一覧 since I havent made a 上, ページのトップへ 10 記事 in a while and Bleach REALLY deserves one since Im its 雌犬 and there is no better time for it since Im re-reading Bleach

Actually the best time would be after I get to the Fake Karakura arc (cos I really didnt care much for hte Fullbring arc) in the マンガ butttt ehhhh.

Ill write もっと見る on each of these characters when I remember もっと見る details on them when I get to it if I feel like it. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Its strange how 読書 Bleach マンガ feels so different from the アニメ even though there has only really been one actual story difference and like maybe one medium detail added that Ichihime seems much もっと見る prominent in the マンガ than it was in the アニメ 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
FUCK. THAT FEELING WHEN あなた PLAY THROUGH THE GAME MAKING AS MANY フレンズ AS POSSIBLE AND あなた NEED TO DO A RUN WHERE あなた HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO フレンズ AND ONLY 9 FRIENDS.

I HAD もっと見る THAN 9 フレンズ FROM THE FIRST CHAPTER ;-;

I HAVE TO PLAY THROUGH ALL FOUR CHAPTERS AGAIN?! ;-; I will do it tho 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
YOSHI NANASHI WHY ARE あなた THE WAY あなた ARE

I got the good end but Yoshi Nanashi....

Relatable in an eerie way. I out to see the other endings and I may または may not add him to the 一覧 depending on if I get less of a kinda creepy connection. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
*goes from owning 0/74 Bleach マンガ volumes to 21/74 volumes in one week* :3 投稿されました 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
*thumbsup* 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Bleach is triggering me with how they are calling a cockatiel ad parakeet. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
At least the Wiki correctly refers to it as a cockatiel XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Btw for those that didnt pick up on it, Ulquiorra radically jumped up my relatable characters 一覧 to be up with Kano, Akashi, Aika, and Ryouko

Actually over time i think Ryouko has moved down XD

But its hard to rank them since they are all demonstrate seperate parts but like

1) Kano
2) Aika
3) Akashi
4) Ulquiorra
5) Ryouko

If I were to guess. If anyone is curious as to the elboratin / explanation for each I could give it a shot if あなた send me a message of interest on ファンポップ 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Does 読書 マンガ from an actual book help with sleeping like actually 読書 a book apparently does? 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I think Im catching my school off guard with how on 上, ページのトップへ of the college stuff I am.

Cause the person in charge of the college and career center at my school didnt have the 一覧 of people to calculate what percent of the school I am until I got in cos she had to take five 分 out of our appointment to do that XD

And I just went to sign up for the scholarship program my school provides and i think its still glitchy XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Oh yeah, she was able to calculate that Im at least the 上, ページのトップへ 5% of a school of 293 students. So like... 上, ページのトップへ 15 students at least. Probably higher tho. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
.... I 投稿されました a ウォール post about how i had my first entire time ロスト where I literally zoned out and ロスト like five 分 of time where I apparenlty had a full conversation on minimum wage at the ディナー 表, テーブル with my sister

But it didnt post so yall dont get もっと見る details on that. It wasnt really exciting anyways 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Me: *probably the only senior in my class excitedly working on my applications and scholarships* 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
But really, quite honestly I like to / almost always need to be focused on something and this is pleasant for me. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Sometimes I gotta wonder if its really that odd to feel so pulled back from the world to the point I believe the world exists as real as people tell me it is only slightly もっと見る than I believe that God is real.

Like... really? Not only does the existence of the world itself not have a logical evidence, but it just really doesnt feel its an actual encompassing thing - like Im actually there.

For me the world just feels like a really vivid dream または elaborate VR. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I take the word of people that its real but... Quite honestly I almost always feel like this and almost always felt like it to my memory. People call it "dissociation" with how far taken back and separated my sense of reality and how rarely Im actually present, but it really blows my mind that there are people out there that dont continuously 質問 the validity and reality of the world 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like Im not in a bad mental state または anything. Its just something I struggle to comprehend. I can comprehend the blind faith in God もっと見る than I can comprehend how some people can feel the world is real so naturally. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
But yeah the acceptance that the world itself just may not exist / may not be real, that really everything could just be pointless and make shift, and all that is something Ive long since accepted and lived with, coming up with a lot of somewhat optimistic philosophies and 閲覧数 like "Even if the world ISNT real, its the opportunity to experience that matters, so even if the experience isnt truly real, if there is no way to break out of the illusion, its best to take the false illusion and enjoy it as much as あなた can. Its an opportunity to see the world, experience, and live. False または not, real または not, nothing または not, its not necessarily a chance youd get again" 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
ahhh. I have school tomorrow and I REALLY should sleep cause every 時 less of sleep I get the stronger my anxiety and shit will probably be....

but like Ive been intentionally avoiding the thought of school using various tactics because it kept giving me anxiety for no reason and if I were to go to sleep, especially since Im not tired, Id actually have to deal with the thought of waking up for school tomorrow...

.-. I know school will be fine and all but it doesnt kill the feeling .-. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I hate anxietyyy 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Im half tempted to like... Draw Genocider Syo in my "Good Drawings Done Off Reference" just so my first three entries in it are all people that either have it well established または technically have MPD XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I mean Hollow Ichigo is technical since it isnt as much a seperate personality as much as it kinda is a genuine other self but at the same time it kinda is? XD 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Also, Junko Enoshima is another DR Character that would fit well in this aspect. I 愛 these types too !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
@SilentForce Yeah あなた really should XD @TheLefteris24 I did draw her before realizing that I couldnt shade / detail well without color so I only did an outline for the most part XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Apparently from what Im hearing, Bleach has a lot of the staff wanting to animate the last bit of it, but they are missing permission from Shueisha and BORUTO ストール, 盗んだ THEIR DIRECTOR :V :V :V

Nah tho. Ive waiting a while for it, just hearing its still in consideration and talked about makes me super happy that I could wait several years for it. Let Boruto have its fun 投稿されました 1年以上前
SilentForce コメントしました…
Your constant talk about"Bleach"is reminding me that I really need to finish watching it XD.3 または 4 years 前 I watched the first 2 seasons and I liked them very much but I stalled the アニメ and ever since then I haven't gotten around finishing it. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
あなた should finish it XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
*is eating Fritos with nacho cheese using chopsticks so she can still use her PC w/out getting it dirty with chip oil* 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Ive used Chopsticks to eat some of the oddest things. Like Popcorn, Ribs, Fried Chicken, etc. I should eat a hamburger with them just to see how people react 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
It amazes me the level of ship wars that go on in fandoms XD I just checked によって the Bleach club out of lels and saw a "Which is the worst bleach pairing ever" and of course IchiRuki and IchiHime were just below RYUKKEN X URYU

Like seriously XD They say that IchiRuki and IchiHime are WORSE than a HEAVILY creepy Father X Son relationship.

Quite honestly though, I dont really think any ship listed on there could be possibly worse than how creepy that is 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like even if あなた dislike the ship, that ship is just so horrible. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Kinda hurts me to see a few people have such a dislike for Ulquihime または Rangiku X Gin, but I kinda understand it since some people could say it is / would have been abusive in nature 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I mean the age difference is so large that Ryuuken could be Uryu's fathe- ... oh wait 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
How is / was Bleach such a big アニメ yet there is so little really good fanart I can find of the characters I really like? 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Is it normal to feel overworked before even going into school? Cause Im in summer and Im exhausted and thinking about school is just kinda....

Like its not even that I dont want to go to school.

Its just doing もっと見る than what I already am and doing it well sounds just.... kinda a scary demand.

Ill probably be fine, even if my first Saturday of school is welcomed with an ACT test. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I am Bleach's Bitch. Just for all of あなた to know. It controls me 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
あなた know its a problem when my mom can recognize the アニメ Bleach within just a few 秒 of seeing the screen. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
This is a プロフィール デザイン I made one time when I was having trouble sleeping XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
So I got a new PC and the keyboard is just a little odd so itll take some getting used to. Sorry if I make a lot of typos XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Riku needs ALL of us to mention Bleach in as many conversations with her as we can. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Just a fun reminder that pretty much all my お気に入り characters are dead

Not really just like 75-80% of them but yeah 投稿されました 1年以上前
SilentForce コメントしました…
Same によって me. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
あなた know its the first time since like... 4th Grade that I ever felt liked enough and liked enough people in person to really actually want to have a birthday party. Every time between then and now has been forced pretty much. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like seriously.... I used to find birthday parties annoying, pointless, stupid, a waste of time mostly cause I saw like... all my irl friendships as pointless and an entire waste of time since none of them actually are REAL フレンズ and none of them are actually going to be long term フレンズ and all so I didnt really want to even bother with that... but like.... I dunno. Maybe Im a little もっと見る open to the idea of it and trying and all. Cause some people have really made it clear in the past week または two that they really do adore me and really would miss me when I leave to college and all. There are just some people I wanna spend もっと見る time with before I go to college and risk loosing contact and all. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
My PC did a stupid while I was seeing if I could 移動する my collections into another place and I ロスト all my Amenisa: Memories 画像 I collected as well as a good portion of my "Band" folder, most notably including all of BTS' images

So yeah. My PC has barely any 防弾少年団 画像 now. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
A few years 前 50 画像 would be an average batch size. Now a batch of 90 画像 is considered a small batch 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
A friendly reminder that Ulquiorra needs 愛 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Okay so heres the thing. Im open about being an Ulquihime fan, but Im not going to say Ichihime doesnt have its validity. It effeminately does and its a fair ship to become cannon. Orihime clearly liked Ichigo, Ichigo seemed to have shown signs of liking Orihime. But the thing is I still see a lot of potential that could have happened in an AU of Ulquihime with how things were going and to a degree I also think it could have been valid 与えられた slightly different circumstances. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
But no really Bleach has a tendency of having relationships / 愛 that doesnt work out and I fully believe that Ulquihime is a pretty unrequited type AND IT PISSES ME OFF ULQUIORRA DIES SO CLOSE TO ACTUALLY KINDA HAVING A NORMAL SENSE OF HAPPINE- //shot/ eherm. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Reasons Why My Rookies Are Adorable:

Us: *texting*

Them: Will あなた be at the potluck tomorrow?

Me: Yep

Them: Yayayayyyaaaysyayayayaayya 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Dood. Did an abrupt impromptu Vice President speech for a band meet and greet in front of the entire Band Boosters (parents) and I think (and apparently other people were telling my mom that I did) I did really good XD

At least 20x better than I thought Id do

I guess Im not really bad at public speaking after all XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
UGH I STRONGLY SHIP ULQUIHIME THE もっと見る I LOOK AT IT. THEM AND SARUMI MY GOD.

SARUMI ENDED KINDA OKAY

BUT ULQUIHIME. I GOTTA パンチ THE GUY THAT KILLED ULQUIORRA OFF RIGHT WHEN- DSJFLKSDJF

WHYD I READ ULQUIORRAS UNMASKED CHAPTER?

POOR GUY 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Dood. I today realized that my duty as Vice President of Band translates usually to "The Presidents Dog / Back Up" but here actually translates to "The person who is the messenger and communicator in order to try to make it so the highest up officers and the lower down officers dont spend the 年 hating each other"

Cos pretty much I realized thats a duty that isnt and hasnt been filled at all and weve had consistent useless Vice Presidents soo... 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Bleach the anime, no matter how much I recognize the flaws and all, no matter how much I know its not the best アニメ in the world, has the strongest control over me that makes it almost feel as if I do see it as the best アニメ in the world and constantly just tugs me around to constantly drool over it.

Like why?

Like how? 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
あなた ever wonder if "good always prevails" because "the winners write history"? So the winners always say are seen as good and because they won, good always seems to prevail? 投稿されました 1年以上前
SilentForce コメントしました…
"Power is Justice.Those who are in power decide what is right and what is wrong"-Cancer Deathmask(Saint Seiya) 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^ 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I wanna make a Fushimi background for my プロフィール to save, but I promised Akashi one and itd be kinda wrong if I were to make a Fushimi one first. On that same coin though, my past TWO/ALL backgrounds have been red.... So Akashi's would probably make another red one and blue might be a good change of color scheme... 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Fact of the 日 with Riku: Saruhiko Fushimi is attractive and his voice is almost もっと見る so, there is no denying it nor arguing it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uv1oGZCQKI

秒 Fact of the 日 with Riku: Fushimi isn't properly understood によって 90% of the fandom due to the lack of people 読書 ロスト Small World

Third Fact of the 日 with Riku: Riku REALLY needs to find where she left off on that mange and find 発言しました translation on tumblr since its there but not on her マンガ sites 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
あなた know あなた dont use coins when あなた go to count only your quarters (cos your band is having a coin-based donation game and あなた have way too many coins in your wallet for your wallet to be efficient anymore) and あなた have $17 of quarters and $10 of dollar coins. I also put all my dimes and nickles in for donation too. Only $7.50 of quarters and none of my dollar coins since I kinda collect them XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
But really.... it just kinda amazes me how much Ive come to notice the millions of rookies I adopted each 年 actually really like me. Like I tend to adopt like 5-8 rookies each year, which, over the span of the 4 years Ive completed and this 年 I started, results in about 20-40 rookies Ive adopted ever.

And like... the ones this 年 are REALLY fond of me. Like I have rookies from other sections being like "I wanna be an honorary trumpet cause あなた guys are really fun and talkative. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
My section is all quiet" and within a week having some of them be like ";-; dont leave us 次 年 ;-;" and the ones from years prior too. Its like.... am I REALLY that much liked / enjoyed? 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
And then I kinda realized I have a similar, even though smaller thing like that, on ファンポップ and Im like :v :v How do so many people like me? 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Im going to shoot myself. I have an SAT tomorrow right after a week of super exhausting band when I already got a really nice score and shit. I already know my 次 score will be notably lower than the first one I did and bleh. Imma be forced to wake up early and take a several 時 test just cause. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I probably just wont humor that 秒 SAT. I dont care if my parents dont think my score is good enough または whatever. I have the highest score of most of the over achievers in my school without having tried and the only reason I was thinking of taking another SAT was if I could have time to study before hand and I didnt 1年以上前
ace2000 コメントしました…
wow today I took my SAT for the 秒 time too 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Howd あなた do on your first one? 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Psychiatrist: So have あなた been abnormally tired since our last visit?

Me: Oh h e L(デスノート) L(デスノート) yeah.

Psychiatrist: And not because youve been staying up late and have been having to wake up early for band.

Me: Well I mean, yeah, but it was like that before hand :v 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
To be honest Ive been sleeping at somewhat regular times, または at least trying to XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Band camp makes me so thoroughly exhausted that Im barely making it through the 日 with enough energy to just sit at my computer cos Im only exhausted and not sleepy または anything.

Like Im currently running on fumes and Block B which I went to solely because I know their 音楽 gives the fumes Im running on a little もっと見る power.

Im probably just going to get through the last one of this week tomorrow on the idea that its the last one man (and the longest day) 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
My plan worked XD Make Junior 年 (last year) super hellish and make Senior 年 (this upcoming year) as easy as possible.

I have literally 4 non-band classes XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Aka about 2 hours of non-band school a 日 XD 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
A P P L(デスノート) E S 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I 愛 the minor key tbh. Major tends to sound happy and all, but I like the eerie, dark, and sad tone of a minor key.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmrhzGyW1Fo

Listen to that guy または any other song on his channel thats dedicated to changing things into the minor key.

The minor key just kinda... soothes my soul. 投稿されました 1年以上前