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Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly I just found out Pokemon Sun and Moon completely changed Lusamine's character to only be 90-95% of a shitty mother that she was in the game and totally pretty much entirely lightened the theme of abusive / toxic families seen in the game so....

Yeah that annoys me.

Some children have had shitty parents and stuff. It would be nice if they werent written off as "not kid friendly" または whatever 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Gladion is precious 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly I do have to thank this ウォール and the people who read this. It gives me a place to process a lot of stuff and really makes me feel at peace and comfortable.

Its probably part of why I got as far as I have with my mental health 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Im not really watching American Idol but my mom has been and all I gotta say is that Cade is a serious rock 星, つ星 already.

Like wtf is he doing here?

Why isnt he already out there? 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
https://tinyurl.com/yao3batc

IRL 写真 of me and Wanta 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
LEFTERIS! WHY'D あなた TAKE A PICTURE! 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
^ It had to be done XD !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
This アイコン feel right XD

And it makes my posts on this ウォール a little もっと見る mausing 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
For furture reference it is this icon: link 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Birds make me so happy 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
The thing about 書く and working through your own issues through your characters and words is that while it can be kind of problmeatic and unproductive for someone who dissociates like me, it really gives あなた a means to which あなた can express emotions, issues, etc that あなた cant really say outloud または express since it would either hurt other または cause problems, but in a peaceful and innocent and fun way. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
It isnt necessarily the best way to become the main one, but from time to time, with specific kinds of issues, it can be nice 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Just like reflecting upon characters あなた relate to and all 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
#WorkingThroughYourShitViaRPing 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I dont get how people can have fun making out with strangers they meet and find attractive または whatever.

Cos apparently my middle sister likes that part of the club nightlife and all

And Im just like "y tho????" 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Is that like my lack of sex drive speaking または my introverted side speaking または a combination? XD 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Like I said, you'll end up having a libido for/with your significant other but not in general circumstances. 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Probably both. Also, what Wanta 発言しました !!!! 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
I'm not the type to only use one name for a Pokemon. It's not like I will always name my Blastoises something specific または like that..

But Snorlax?...only one name will be allowed.

#Snorgasm 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly though, the もっと見る I reflect upon Fushimi's character, the もっと見る I kind of really kind of see and personally feel the degree of which my family condition and my less... enjoyable experiences have warped my view of the world and relationships and behaviors and all that stuff.

Cos honestly... Fushimi and I have a lot of similar dynamics in past and a lot of similar dynamics in present. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like 読書 analyses on his characters and one of the tumblr people I follow responding to "what if"s about him and explaining it, sometimes when his past and his family stuff get brought up a part of me kinda... like... gets that "this is too close to home" feeling which I kinda actually like since Im kinda trying to work though them 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
FINALLY SPRING BREAK 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I mean Im kinda busy still but sh 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Noice! Damn the fact that your Break starts right when mine is about to end though XD !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
*has 482 Gladion 画像 to post on my club*

*already has 88 画像 on my club*

*not sure if theres overlap*

*does she have time to post all those?*

*also has like 300+ Fushimi 画像 to post on her club*

*also has to make all the Gladion and Fushimi icons*

*might and likely still has yet to post some Danganronpa collections*

MY OBSESSIVENESS IS PACKED 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I wonder what my flow chart for posting on this ウォール is...

Like what makes my brain go "We should post that on the wall" versus not even recommending / mentioning it. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I hate YouTube and how it triggers my loves.

I wanna play Pokemon, Danganronpa, and Hatoful Boyfriend right now and all three of them cant function together :v :v :v 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Doesnt help I also wanna write three side stories as well rn XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Seriously yall need to check out Chase Holfelder.

If I had a constant income, I would totally give a portion out to support him on Patreon

He has a wonderful voice and makes great music. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I be all like

"Yay! Today is my 日 to relax. Lets RP, play video games, watch two episode s of anime, read three chapters of manga, listen to music, watch youtube, and hang out with a friend. I will allocate roughly an 時 to each.

So lets get to relaxing starting with RP. Wanta hurry up and start so I dont waste time relaxing.

Okay good now onto-"

"You should chill and relax" 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
"IM TOTALLY RELAXING. I WROTE IT DOWN IN MY MENTAL SCHEDULE THAT IM RELAXING. LOOK ITS RIGHT THERE. I DONT HAVE TIME TO SIT DOWN AND DO NOTHING. I DONT HAVE TIME TO RELAX WHILE I SHOULD BE RELAXING. GOSH" 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Is that a hint that I should reply? 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
It is something that I have noticed as well. One もっと見る apparent fact about あなた XD !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I usually cant nap in the 日 time since I am way too pressured によって time and because Im just not comfortable sleeping during the time my brain allocates to doing things または around my family...

But at times, I come to the logical conclusion that によって not getting rest and choosing to remain tired, I am greatly wasting time so I force myself to sleep as to satisfy and alleviate the time pressure I have XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Riku is sleepy. Now is the time to post REALLY confusing things on here. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Tfw あなた カーフ, ふくらはぎ randomly wants to make a few 分 long super cramp at like .... five in the morning, leaving your leg to be super picky of how あなた sleep without pain, then あなた wake up later and it can barely hold any weight while walking 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
UGH LUSAMINE WHY DO I HATE AND 愛 あなた SO MUCH

LIKE I WANT TO 愛 YOU

BUT LIKE

あなた TORTURED MY GLADION, MY LILLIE, AND MY GUZMA

LIKE....

I HATE あなた SO MUCH BUT 愛 あなた SO MUCH AND I HATE HAVING CONFUSED FEELINGS OVER CHARACTERS 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
TFW あなた arent sure if あなた are just mentally stable and in a good mood または if your brain returned to not trying to harass yourself with unpleasant situations and went back to deciding it was alright to let 発言しました things remain forgotten. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Either way Im in a good mood so Ill leave figuring THAT out to my therapist 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Riku: "Ask me anything!"

Wanta: *goes to Rikus blog*

Riku: "I DIDN'T MEAN IT STAHP!" 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Most People: WHAT IF IT POOPS ON ME?!

Me: Awww whos a good boy Lucy- *notices my hand has poop on it* *sigh* Lucy really? Was that on your back または did あなた just let that one rip at some point? Go back to the cage. I have to go clean my hand. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
あなた know a bird trusts あなた and loves yo uwhen they let あなた grab their head and neck, pull the mright up to your mouth and キッス their entire head

Lucy is just like ":3 Moms scratching me and gave me a キッス :3 Forget tht my most delicate part of my body is between her fingers and my head in her palm and up against her mouth" 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I FINALLY GOT THE TAG PAGE TO WORK :v

IT ONLY TOOK ME LIKE TWENTY 分 TO GET THE FILTER FUNCTION TO WORK AND ANOTHER TWENTY 分 BEFORE IT TO REALIZE THE TAG THEME I WAS WORKING WITH JUST WOULDNT FIT WHAT I WANT

WOO

https://jaden-writes.tumblr.com/tags

LOOK あなた CAN CLICK THE SIDE BAR TITLES AND ITLL ORGANIZE THE TAG BOXES :V 投稿されました 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
Congrats xD. Seriously when I first started fiddling with themes there were aspects that gave me hell as well. Like using custom fonts lol. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
XD I almost always fiddle with themes. I like to thing Im pretty good at them..? I mean for an amateur that doesnt make her own XD 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^Same XD 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
The もっと見る I think about it, the もっと見る I realize I am set in stone AGAINST ever using Mega Evolutions. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Also for those that didnt know, I set up a new blog for 書く fanfics and ランダム stories. I might stick with it, I might not.

On there, for the sake of not sounding Kingdom Hearts focused and not using my real name, I decided Id go によって the name Jaden XD

For now the URL is jaden-writes.tumblr.com if yall wanna check out a mostly blank but set up blog. 投稿されました 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
I followed. Also I read your about and honestly I don't think riku is a cringey name. I can think of alot of names that are cringey. I think riku as a name is just chill really. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Oh yeah I know XD I just dont like having character names too much these days. Riku is fine to me cos like... Its pretty much almost as much of my name as my actual name (maybe even more, it used to be tbh). Its just that since Im starting off, I want to start fresh with a もっと見る normalish name XD 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Interesting. I followed as well. Looks nice. Can't help but wonder how that particular name came up XD !!!! 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
@Riku ^Fair enough. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
God its been so long since I wrote anything remotely steamy または smutty.

Ive reverted from 書く it just as a naturally as anything else to going back to having to pause and figure it out. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Believe in the me that believes in your libido 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
^ !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Yall ever post something in a light ハート, 心 and with the intention of specifically making a fun conversation または for some jokes to be made about it but instead it turns out to do the exact opposite?

But instead あなた of ":feelsbadman:" あなた are just もっと見る like

https://tinyurl.com/ybxak93e 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Quite honestly tho XD This happens too much with me 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Especially since I have a horrible sense of dark humor a lot of the time. Especially irl with people 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Most of the time, the exact opposite of the opposite あなた mentioned yourself happens to me !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Gosh making a blog theme look nice always takes hours... 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
I can imagine 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
It does 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
It sure can be tricky !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I still sometimes wonder to what degree Im closer to being gay than straight.

Cos honestly, I think Im like 65-70% gay and 30-35% straight XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Enough pondering this strange topic tho XD 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Embrace the Gayness, dudette. 登録する the Prez's Side !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I can also be a TOTAL flirt to girls if I want to be XD Literally spent a 10 時 Disneyland trip fake flirting with a lesbian cos my friend thought it was a good idea to invite a homophobe, a homosexual, and a bisexual together for her birthday. That of which when the homosexual and homophobe have poor waters with each other XD

10/10 would have kissed her just to make the homophobe uncomfortable if I wasnt a キス virgin then. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I also dont really take キス seriously または anything. It can be casual for me XD I just respect the wishes of my partner so Im not allowed to XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Also, I little strange 'fun' idea since I heard about it on a YouTube video is being a bisexual polygamous dom with like... beta females and all.

Like I liked the idea of it and thought it would be interesting and a nice dynamic to have with people.

But then I take like... a bit to realize.

Im not really all that sexual.

I really wouldnt take action into it and might not like it because of the sex-based atmosphere XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Also lowkey sad I never got to キッス a girl XD Literally small stuff like that sometimes makes a small part of me be upset my relationship hasnt died XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Personally, I never really understood how people see men and women seperately when it comes to crushes and all. That being said, I still dont get crushes, but I guess Ive been hardcore bi since before I knew it was a thing?

Cos it just doesnt make sense to me (I mean it makes logical sense, but when analyzing emotions it doesnt) for 愛 to be specifically segregated によって gender XD

Women can make my ハート, 心 tick - so can men. Gender rarely ever even remotely came into the picture 投稿されました 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
It's kinda simple. Sometimes あなた just know what あなた like. I know I cannot ever be pansexual または bi. It's not me. But I can understand why someone would be like that regardless. 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
If I was bi/pan I think I'd find nearly everyone fuckable/attractive 与えられた how I am while straight. 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
What Blind said, pretty much. あなた just know it. It comes along naturally, I suppose !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Me: We should write. Its getting late and we planned to do that today

Me: We should also go do our homework cos thats actually due

Me: Hmmmm.

Me: Lets just listen to 音楽 and shit post on our club. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
*narrows eyes*

Some ランダム website gave me advertisements for a Sarumi poster and Bird Treats. >.> Someones tracking my interests quite well 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Its a cute poster tho so Im not even mad 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
link 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I like helping people.

The world is too dark for everyone to be going through it alone.

Friendship and connections are what brings light to the darkness and lets the world be beautiful and shine wonderfully.

If I could help bright light to someone's world, its one of the best things I could ask for. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I feel some people get so ロスト in their own world that they often forget there are still people drowning in a dark abyss. Sometimes あなた are in there too, sometimes your world is a beautiful one full of light, but just being there for another person... regardless of if あなた are drowning in darkness または basking in the light, that spark could change someone's world 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
And there is little もっと見る rewarding than realizing あなた changed someone's world for the better 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
AMEN TO THAT POST! I share those feelings as well. Well said, Comrade !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I dunno if its a normal thing または not.... but does anyone else ever get the feeling they enjoy being.... like... depressed and mentally tortured もっと見る than being normal または happy at times..?

Like maybe its because being depressed, feeling like crap, and having poor mental stability has been with me so long that it almost developed as part of my identity, または becuase, as my therapist words it, I grew up in a constant "crisis" state at home...

But sometimes I feel like I miss being unstable. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Sometimes having a peaceful happy life feels so... odd, foreign, and just wrong and my mind does mention that its dull and boring even though I dont feel that way 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Its cause of this that sometimes Im tempted to let myself go just because for some reason going back to that mental state is oddly... beckoning. 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
^ Indeed. It is something that has really stood out, Riku !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Also people underestimate what it means to be on my good side and a team mate of mine. Cos like in Stats, I had to break up my group since we couldnt have groups of 5 and all, but back then I would bring 食 and snacks and all for project days and share it with them and make sure they knew everything they were doing

But now that they are broken up, even though I stated that Im still going to treat them as if they were in my group, they dont bother coming によって and asking for help? 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like I reject a lot of people help, especially when I find the topic too easy または people keep asking me the same damn question, but I would like walk over to my old group and be like "So Luke, do あなた need any help? あなた do realize Ill always respond to あなた right?" 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I can be very cold and sometimes self centered with how I help people, but when Ive chosen people I like and people to be group members / team members / pack members, I will make sure they succeed and grow strong no matter what. I have a busy schedule and あなた need an 時 of tutoring または help? I gotchya. あなた need もっと見る practice and involvement in band? I gotcha, Ill recommend あなた for the side things from now on. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
But yeah, out side of being a pack / team member of mine, the only other ways to get help from me is A) Im bored B) あなた are offering 食 I like in exchange または C) money. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly...

I bond with people very animalistically XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Same. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I so badly want all birds in the world to be happy and live happy lives.

I dont know why I feel so strongly about birds in specific, but just seeing like documentaries its like

UGH BIRDS. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I write to vent. I write to express and process emotions I otherwise would struggle with.

Personally Ive always struggled with it, but its really only through 書く that I could ever really truly make sense of what was going on

So its part of the reason I write as much as I do.

A lot of my 'articles' Ive written never got posted, either because they went to nonsensical places, または because they were to real and too personal 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
"Low carb diets aren't healthy if done for long periods of time."

Me: *sighs and facepalms at the misinformation being spread* 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Me: *took Smokey out and shes hanging out on me*

Elvis, her mate: *crying and calling for her to come back*

Me: *sticks tongue out* SHE WAS MINE FIRST. あなた GET HER ALL 日 AND SHE USUALLY DOESNT WANT TO STAY WITH ME. LET ME ENJOY THIS 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
*tries to do some Pokemon Showdown*

"NO! あなた can't use this cuz Swagger clause."

"NO! あなた can't use this cuz evasion clause."

"NO! あなた can't have this 移動する when combined with this other 移動する the Pokemon can legitimately learn"

"NO!

"NO!"

"NO!"

And now I remember why I don't play competitive Pokemon. I'll stick with the もっと見る challenging PVE cuz tiers suck and "competitive" is kind of a joke 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
^That and sticking with just us XD 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Semi-competitively 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Tru 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I hate Wanta. He entices the devil in me 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
IVE CHANGED MY WAYS DAMN IT. I DONT NEED TO TORTURE MY CHARACTERS ANY MORE. IVE GROWN PAST IT BUT HE TEMPTS IT 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Okay not so much anymore but still. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly, there are so many people who have changed my life, I cant even thank them all.

Even the ones that gave me a 'negative' change in my life. I've learned so much from them too. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I personally owe a lot to 動物 to be honest.

Especially Smokey. She was there when no one else was and shes a wonderful sweet and pure cockatiel. I often talk about her son a lot, but shes the best bird in the world.

I 愛 her so much. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly, I might go into Conservation teams instead of Veterinarian, または be a Veterinarian for a zoo または something. I think the idea of rescuing endangered species, especially birds, sounds super fulfilling. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Made this フォーラ which I may または may not use but wanted to advertise

link 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
But honestly, experiencing life is horrible XD

Stress is so much もっと見る extreme when your mind doesnt automatically numb it, depression is much もっと見る stinging and consuming when your mind doesnt block it out and choose to be happy after three 秒 of it, etc

I mean it is worth it in the long run and even just in some aspects outside of the long run, but really... life was easy dissociated. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Its like "/testingcheatsenabled true" on sims where あなた can keep the health bar up によって dragging it up. あなた can do wayyyy もっと見る than if あなた didnt use the cheat. Getting through each 日 is sooooo much easier for the most part. But the challenge of the game goes away and あなた get bored of it when あなた stop getting your sadistic pleasure from it 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly sometimes it amazes me.

The amount other people have to go through before their brain says "This is too much for me, we are disconnecting" and reach the point of dissociation Ive spent most of my life and especially my teenage years in.

It really makes me wonder how horribly overwhelmed, scared, and affected my brain was from things I still dont remember really または understand. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Mine is as bad as it is because it became an exercised coping mechanism throughout my childhood so Im much もっと見る prone to it, but even so. 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Riku: Wanta truly has an expertise in Pokemon and can be questioned for advice!

Wanta: *using a Special Attacking Moxie Pyroar* 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
There is little もっと見る rewarding than helping someone out and watching them grow from it. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Heres an idea for self improvement. Think of one または two things あなた care a lot about または an activity あなた are interested and 一覧 as many things of that in which あなた are lacking または suck at.

Rank those things あなた are lacking in priority to あなた and focus on working on something at least every other 日 and if あなた are really up for it, every day.

Youll be shocked at how much progress and mastery あなた can get によって adding one または two things to the 一覧 of things to work on daily 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
My main one is my mental health XD But I also do work towards 書く and creating もっと見る stable and sturdy relationships irl. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I think Ill soon get to adding stuff for the future as well like.... working on weights または whatever since I might need that if I end up working at a zoo for a bit during my educational career after I get a bachelor degree - または just 全体, 全体的です to be healthy 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
I believe some Exercise in general should be pretty good for あなた indeed !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
“I created the OASIS because I never felt at ホーム in the real world. I didn't know how to connect with the people there. I was afraid, for all of my life, right up until I knew it was ending. That was when I realized, as terrifying and painful as reality can be, it's also the only place where あなた can find true happiness. Because reality is real.” 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Sad I couldnt fit a Silvally into my profile.

Also

#HailLordLopunny 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
#HailLordLopunny'sChild 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Riku has internet: https://avatars.mds.yandex.net/get-pdb/163339/397b0d96-585d-412c-9c67-46434db655cf/orig 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I AM BACK.

I HAVE INTERNET 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
YAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSS! WELCOME BACK FLUFF !!!! 1年以上前
GDragon612 コメントしました…
yeheah!!!!! wb riku hun🌹 1年以上前
SilentForce コメントしました…
Glad to see that あなた have come back from the dead 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
Note: Consider changing the sentence in the eulogy to "but instead am glad to have gotten the opportunity to see her grow from a Derpy Lil Shit into an older, wiser, bustier, but not necessarily taller Derpy Lil Shit." 投稿されました 1年以上前
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wantadog 発言しました …
RIP Riku. May she pass on peacefully to the other side and immediately become way too busy. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Yall bore me. I come on and no stupid shit has been going on in the 日 または two I was mostly absent? 投稿されました 1年以上前
Heartbeat- コメントしました…
Tbh I’ve been getting sick easily these days🤨 1年以上前
Heartbeat- コメントしました…
Welcome back 🌷 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Hello bitches. Im at school and have internet here

Fuck yeah. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Ps. Im not dead 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
HOOLYYYYYY SHIEEEEEET! RIKU IS ACTUALLY ALIVE !!!! 1年以上前
GDragon612 コメントしました…
yeah !!!!!!!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Now the real question. Will we ever get back to K? 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Someday, Riku. Someday... 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Soon enough XD !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I really do have some of the best people around me.

As someone who has been around multiple codependent フレンズ and my family the way it is, this is really nice.

Having a good group of フレンズ and a good community makes being depressed a quite harder. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
On a brighter note tho

On the field trip to the zoo yesterday, I impressed my classmates and my chaperones how skilled I was at identifying birds

Like I was better than the teachers XD

And apparently no one know what this "dinosaur looking bird with the weird beak"

link 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
I always loved that Bird XD !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
To put how exhausting this week has been, I usually wake up at an average time of 6:30 am on school days, run a normal school day, maybe go to someones house, do some homework, play games, and go to sleep around 11:30 pm または 12 am kind of tired.

I woke up at 10 am today, and its not even 9 pm yet and Im exhausted to the point it should be 2 または 3 am if the time was dependent on my energy levels 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
An early sleep could do あなた some good !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
OKAY I JUST REALLY HAD TO SAY THIS COS IT REALLY STOOD OUT TO ME

"Whats the point of having 銃 if あなた cant aim
Whats the point of having bloods with no veins
Whats the point of having 愛 with no pain"

Like... I just have to point out how thats really well written. The first two statements are pretty factually real and true. If あなた cant aim, no point in having guns. If あなた dont have veins, your blood is pretty pointless.

So its indirectly saying 愛 is factually tied with pain. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Thats like... so nicely put through. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I mean I disagree. But.. XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Really though. NF has some really powerful and well written lyrics. 投稿されました 1年以上前
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Riku114 発言しました …
Honestly, あなた are all too wonderful people.

For how horrible this week has been treating me, I have so many supportive, caring, concerned and wonderful フレンズ trying to help me in the way they can and Ive really do appreciate it.

Its a really nice change from what Im used to.

I 愛 あなた all. <3 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
^ The feeling's mutual. あなた can be sure of that !!!! 1年以上前
Heartbeat- コメントしました…
link 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
link 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Since Ive literally had a mental breakdown every 日 of the week (well week thus far, the five days into it) thus far, I am saying "Fuck it" and even though I have a test tomorrow, Im just not going to school and going to give myself a "mental health break."

Ive never had one before, but I figure five mental breakdowns in five days qualifies me for a single 日 free (except for packing) 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
That sounds like a good idea. あなた certainly seem like あなた need a break. もっと見る than one really, in my opinion !!!! 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
How to defeat the Generation 1 Elite Four using only 1 Pokemon and zero items.

Step 1: Capture a Diglett または Dugtrio from Digletts Cave

Step 2: Put Earthquake on Dugtrio

Step 3: Go to Celadon City and purchase TM 15, Hyper Beam.

Step 4: Beat Elite Four. (Hyper Beam requires no recharge if あなた KO the opposing Pokemon. Earthquake handles Agatha.) 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
I have done the same. Only that I had a Charizard. I simply spammed my strongest attacks and got through !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Me: *is on my own profile* *wants to get to my club* *habitually clicks the first link* *gets Monika* ..... im hacked #JustMonika 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Past: こんにちは Riku! Lets go back to shit we tried to forget!

Me: ... uh... no

Present: こんにちは Riku! How about me? Lets look at how tired we are and our current and upcoming schedule this week and realize we are EXTREMELY overexerted!

Me: ... no thank... you

Future: こんにちは Riku! Lets think about coll-

Me: Fuck off. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Also Doki Doki Literature is probably not a good game for people like me as I discussed with Wanta

But at the same time, its people like me that probably like it the most 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Quick question. If in Pokemon Ultra Sun/Moon, Maxie and all have Groudon and Kyogre, why did they 登録する Team 虹 Rocket anyways...?

Like why didnt they just flood / drought the world right away like they planned to?

Thats the real 質問 Im wondering from the game. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I demand life cut me some slack.

Like can I have one 日 without it trying to raise the torture level? 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Wall: Wow! Riku is so optimistic about her mental state and her breakdowns!

Me: :) Yep

Wanta / Others I ranted to: *shakes head slowly* あなた havent seen behind the scenes 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Also, apologies if during one of those breakdowns I write some reaaaaaallllyyyy crazy shit. I can really get bad in them 1年以上前
Heartbeat- コメントしました…
No need to apologize. あなた can rant all あなた want as long as あなた get it off your chest. 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
^ THIS. It is only natural really so do not feel bad about it !!!! 1年以上前
BlindBandit92 コメントしました…
Rant all あなた want Rku. It's fine. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
OKAY SO HERES THE THING.

DISSOCIATVE BREAKDOWNS ARE PIECES OF CRAP. あなた get existential crisis like never before, あなた ruin relationships, あなた feel lonelier than shit, #ExtremeNihilism, あなた literally dont feel like あなた exist, life becomes super boring, あなた dont even know why あなた are living cos あなた feel nothing, and they can last anywhere from half an 時 to two または so months from my experiences.

BREAKDOWNS INVOLVING TRAUMA ARE WAAAAAYY BETTER. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
They are VERY intense, horrible, あなた literally feel crazy, あなた loose control for a bit, あなた feel strangled, あなた have to leave, and its horrible and hits out of nowhere and its painful, however its much もっと見る manageable because they are usually no longer than an 時 (given mental state was decent before) and あなた can return to being happy and feeling GREAT after 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Shitty 尻, お尻 Dissociative Breakdowns ruin the rest of the 日 even when あなた get out of it, make your paranoid for the 次 week または so, until あなた ultimately fall into another one again 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Lets see how bad this trauma related stuff can get though. Apparently it only gets worse from here until my mind has fully processed everything so *cracks knuckles* Lets do this bois 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
ワンス・アポン・ア・タイム 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
In a medieval display in the center of the clothing section of a Walmart in San Francisco 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
And finally he met a lion named "HOLY FUCK A LION SOMEBODY HELP ME!" 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
and that was how Carl's story ended 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
ŃÇğĶŒ§äõŜ±Ųŷ¸Ě¬ëÀđā þķ¿ĝ¤ŘʼnÍÄIJȳŐōŮüßõ°šĝĴ®ÐěĔŸĒÈàŁòèÊÂîøŴ 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
ŀŃŚŁŒ¾¤ĈĢġŌĩŏçąË¯þď ŅúĿĈĊìş¹ĈũģÈŕéśŅĵĿŊ ³ŌČŃëşĩ×Đó§¤ĬƬďîþÑ 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
ĻŤâůÝå¿ŕºÞ·íÐŏŪĜ¡¡¦ ÖŻģŮÄňķĪ£ÈĈč©È©ŻáóĒ Ċ¢®ĿŠŊěŤįïú¤ťË°ŇķĻ¬ 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
For YouTube to actually convince me Doki Doki Literature Club was worth going back for despite its slow pace, it REALLY had to spoil a good handful of things, but at the same time it did win me over so... XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
So I got spoiled on a lot of Sayori and Monika, Wanta got a lot of Yuri and Monika, and neither of us got much of anything if at all of ピンク haired girl I forgot the name of XD Shes still a mystery 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Dammit Riku! Why the need for Spoilers??? Meh... Regardless, good to know that it won あなた over even if it was expected !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
XD I know I just forgot Natsuki's name. TBH I want もっと見る Natsuki in later parts または something. Cos like.... shes the only one I felt 安全, 安全です around excluding Sayori XD 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
*sick* 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
あなた are sick? 1年以上前
Heartbeat- コメントしました…
linkFeel better;3 1年以上前
GDragon612 コメントしました…
get well soon riku ೋღღೋ 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Mood: Better and noice 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Decision, since I probably can, Imma take today as a "day off" and just relax and not worry about college, packing, または mental health または anything. Just dedicate today to #FeelGood and #EnjoyLife to balance out the days 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Hopefully I can XD My parents could screw up my plans または me getting sick / もっと見る irritated in the throat due to dust might too. But #RP #Gaming #Music 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Best idea 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
This Mood is precious and needs to be treasured !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Mood: 苦い and apathetic. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Mood: link 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Mood: Why cant I write my relatable RP character's story? Why am I too tired to write it properly? Boo. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Mood: Will probably be better tomorrow morning and is just 苦い and apathetic because shes super drained and exhausted 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
TFW あなた are doing Pokemon Showdown and the opponent turns on the timer while あなた take a moment to get acclimated to the gen 7 Pokemon and あなた get so pissed, あなた promptly wipe the floor with them without 表示中 any mercy.

Riku can attest, I embarrassed the kid. 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Relatable !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
To be honest, anyone who abuses their children in any form deserve hell.

Because honestly, the amount of life long crap あなた put them in, screw them over mentally, and make them have to deal with is horrible. Honestly, I almost say it might be better to give them mercy and kill them instead of cursing them with such a state of being for the rest of their life - または at least for the rest of their childhood they will never get back. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Plus people who kill children get much もっと見る severely punished than those that abuse them. For fucks sake, one of my friend's dad tried to rape her and hes still a roaming free man 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
Like seriously why the fuck is he still roaming? I actually know a lot of people who have PTSD because of my old group therapy and I can say 90% of their abusers are running fucking free. 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
I mean trade my eternal soul and put it in eternal torture for all child abusers to be stuck in there for eternity? Im almost down. 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Im honestly not really sad または anything, just really stressed out, overworked, and exhausted managing college stuff, school, my family, my mental health, and moving at once.

I could use a lap to sleep on. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
あなた need a good ol Siberian Husky to cuddle up to 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
または an Akita. 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
That is only natural, Riku. Lots of stuff pulling あなた from every direction. Organize your daily schedule well. Most of all, あなた could really use some sleep indeed !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
That wonderful light feeling your head goes after あなた intentionally null yourself out. 投稿されました 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Yall ever get that feeling where あなた want time to go によって faster so あなた just kinda want to go to sleep even though あなた arent tired? 投稿されました 1年以上前
Heartbeat- コメントしました…
Yep And! I’m still awake 😐 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
Quite a few times !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I know its whining but ugh. Why do I have so many events booked this week AND still have school at the same time :v 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog コメントしました…
Can we trade? Can I have things to do all week while あなた get to rest? I'd 愛 a week of nonstop job interviews 1年以上前
Heartbeat- コメントしました…
Super Riku 1年以上前
Riku114 コメントしました…
@Wanta For this week sure. :v 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
Fun fact, I dont post my banners または backgrounds that I have on my プロフィール on my club since Im protective of the things I made personally for my use only XD However if I do make a プロフィール banner または background for other people, I do like to share them XD 投稿されました 1年以上前
TheLefteris24 コメントしました…
<3 !!!! 1年以上前
Riku114 発言しました …
I havent had ナチョス in a while... I should probably have some nachos. 投稿されました 1年以上前
wantadog 発言しました …
20XX is such a good gaaaaaaame!!!!!! it's just so friggin funnnnnn! 投稿されました 1年以上前