Nonexistent. I can tell あなた from experince even though I'm rather young, the only 愛 that exists is if it's with people あなた have a strong bond to. I've only met a handfull of those people. Anyone who was romantically involved with me has either stopped talking to me completely または treated me like a villain even though I was the one who put in most of the effort. Until the 日 where I see otherwise, my opinion stands. It does not exist.
i dont want to hear the word "love" for the rest of the day. m sister and her boyfriend kept annoying me によって hugging each other for over an hour, キス each other's necks, and making out right in front of me. and worse yet i was not allowed to leave the room because my grandmother could not trust the 2 alone.