Yes, I do. Sometimes I wish I could go back. It was a time when I didn't have to worry about getting a job just so I can make rent and live on my own, a time when I didn't have to impress a guy, just to get a 日付 and a time when I was もっと見る carefree. That is what childhood is really about. Being a kid.
13 years ago, I was pretty much livin' the life. I had fun, always going places, watching my お気に入り kid shows and other things. Well...the school part was never fun :( But aside from that, I never complained. My kid life was nearly perfect and then 2006 hit, and my life was never the same since that year.
Yes, I miss running around the house watching Jo Jo circus and くま, クマ in the Big Blue House and Roley Poly Oly and many more. :( It makes me sad sometimes.
The もっと見る I think about my childhood , the もっと見る I realize I wasn't a happy child. I became someone I am not just to please my parents. I was "an angel", so calm, never angry. But I was feeling so lonely all the time... because I didn't want to make my parents angry, I repressed my emotions and became how they wanted me to be. But I was hollow inside and only now I understand why.
Sometimes? Try all the time! I miss old self so damn much! I was adorable and smart and people listened to me....more importantly I actually looked like a girl. I looked and felt like myself
Definitely, I miss being so young and free, being able to just live without so many worries.. Now there's so much responsibility :( I want the good old days back, wish i could stay young forever and never grow old..
