How do あなた deal with this situation?

Hmm...
Well, suicide is actually a very serious topic to bring up in a conversation. I mean, think about it. Suicide is practically a person taking their life out of their choice. It's their choice that they want to die. Now, sometimes people will associate suicide as a plea for attention; to be noticed によって someone. There was a 質問 about suicide on here a couple days 前 that a select few people thought was completely made up, so it's not a shock to see how your ex is reacting to this. Perhaps he thinks you're joking または that you're too gloomy to speak to if you've talked about committing suicide. He's probably overreacting to the whole "Suicide and depression" thing. With the feelings he's 表示中 to you, there is a possibility that あなた will feel worse instead of better. Anger and hate can really disrupt a peaceful environment, and in your case with your depression, anger is not something あなた want to receive, especially from someone あなた love.

I encourage あなた get better and perhaps speak with your ex about his attitude and how he needs to change it if he really cares about あなた and wants あなた to get better. If he continues to 表示する his anger, there is no point in keeping him as a friend. And, even though I realize it might be hard, perhaps あなた should 移動する on from him. If he wants to help you, he should then try to encourage some sort of happiness and joy into あなた instead of 表示中 あなた anger.

All beings on this planet want happiness and not suffering. I hope that あなた get through this alright and stronger than あなた were before.

It's very possible that he thought あなた were trying to make him feel guilty for breaking up with you. Like あなた were trying to trick him into getting back together just to stop あなた from killing yourself.

It's a very tricky topic to talk about with someone. Especially if that someone is a large contributer to how you're feeling.

What あなた can do to fix it is to take the time pull yourself together every time before あなた try to talk to him so あなた don't come accross as desperate または out of control. Tell him you're sorry, not for being depressed but for saying things that may frighten him, and ask him if he's willing to talk to あなた about it every once in a while. あなた can understand why it would make him uncomfortable, right? Depression has a depressing effect on あなた and your loved ones, unfortunately. As long as あなた 表示する him that you're willing to try to feel good around him, he probably won't be so upset about it.

forget abt it! k maybe u cant do it then try to turn positive!! k dont do what i just 発言しました maybe try im already trying to deal a little prob like that abt my cuzin....