Keep her in your memories and in your heart, it may hurt at first but you'll realize that the friendship あなた had was truly special. The pain of loss will ease with time but I find it easier to cope with when I think of the good times I spent with the person. Keep those memories close, they'll keep her alive.
Im sorry for your lost, its gonna be hard at first but slowly the pain of not haveing her around will get easier n u will be able to concentrate on the happy times,. When my first husband was killed I started wrieing things to him in a journal like a letter things that i had wished he had been a part of like our sons first tball game then it was like he was on a trip または something I always signed it cant wait to see あなた again I 愛 you. some times it was nice just こんにちは kinda letters n other times it was もっと見る of a hate mail kind of thing lol cuz i was so mad n missed him so much. but its been 9 years now n I cant even remember the last time I wrote in it after awhile life just kind of takes over n u never forget but あなた allways feel better. I dnt know if あなた believe in god または go to somekind of church but if あなた do あなた pastor Rabi priest what ever the タイトル will allways be thier to listen as well. peace my friend